Conversation with Lucifer. Elena Sidelnikova
Distinct—not from Him, but from each other. In other words, for something created to be different, a second thing must be created that differs from the first (like ice from boiling water), since neither differs from the Creator, but are merely created opposite Him for Contemplation. So, for me, as a Creation of God Outside of God, to differ from another, there must be a Creator who is also Outside of God but different from me. I begin to create infinity Within Myself and start to separate a Part of Myself Outside of Myself—for the Contemplation of Myself, just as God did. And in this way, I create Something Outside of Myself that differs from the other created Outside of Me. But all these creations Are Essentially Me, and I Am Essentially God, and all of this is God's Creations and God Himself.
This language is very difficult for a person to understand. Could you express it more simply? I am trying. I don’t understand. God gave you the ability to create outside of Him. You did the same and created Something Outside of Yourself, and so on. Does that mean that in our world, there is nothing but you, as a Creating Part Outside of God, and everything is created as a part of you? You perceive your world very narrowly. Let's go back to water. A water atom is part of a drop, a drop is part of a stream, a stream is part of a river, a river is part of the sea, the sea is part of the ocean. A drop in a stream and a drop in the ocean differ in composition, but they are simply altered parts of water. And a stream drop is also an ocean drop. The intersection of worlds, which you perceive as a linear intersection, is not so; the intersection is multidimensional. Everything exists in everything, and everything is part of everything. Your vocabulary lacks words to explain the multidimensionality of Being. I Am Part of God, and I Am God. I am like a stream drop that differs from an ocean drop, but I Am also an ocean drop simultaneously. I began Movement Outside of God, and parts of me began Movement Outside of Me, and all these parts are both My Expansion and My Knowledge Outside, and God’s knowledge of Himself, and knowledge Outside of Himself.
So, everything created in our World is an expansion through you, but also an expansion through God in you? That is, you Are the Expansion of God Outside of Him, and a person is the Expansion of You Outside of You? And then a person is the Expansion of You Outside of You as the Expansion of God Outside of God? You understood. So, we all create within you? Again: yes and no. Those who wish to separate Outside of Me and create Outside of Me do so. Those who choose to Create Within Me Create Within Me.
Does that mean that those who sow evil Create Within You, and those who sow good Create Outside of You? And again: it is both so and not so. Let’s then figure out: what do you call evil and good?
Evil is what contradicts the original divine nature. For example, the original is Love, and what contradicts it is Hatred. Love. How many different things you understand by this word. God Is Love. You repeat this. You can feel it as certain flows of energy that enter you, pass through you, and into the surrounding space. Let’s try to abstract from moral concepts. So, God Is a certain Energy called Love, He is the SOURCE OF THE ENERGY OF LOVE. But if you separate this Energy outside of the Source, it will continue to remain Energy, only separated from its Source.
Next, this Energy Beyond the Source, to Contemplate Itself as a Creator, can create something from itself outside of itself, something different from itself, in order to distinguish – between Itself and what It has Created Outside Itself. And, to be distinct, this Newly Created entity must have different characteristics, yet essentially remain the Same. That is, it must – transform and become, for example, ice, as opposed to boiling water, both of which, in essence, are originally water, but are now in states distinct from each other.
And what does it mean to be disTinct – it means to Have a Different Face, but not in the sense you understand it, it’s closer to the word Glint. That is, a Glint – is a refraction of the movement of Light. When Light is directed towards an obstacle, it reflects off it, and Light Glints are formed. This means that for Light to reflect, there must be an obstacle in its path. But how can this obstacle be created if everything around is God? Everything, in all directions.
When God set apart Something Beyond Himself, He essentially set this Something Apart Within Himself – after all, it’s all the same. That is, there is no Space Within God and Space Beyond God. There are, as it were, parts, islands of God within God’s Space, which have acquired other qualities and have become Spaces Beyond God. But, to distinguish these Spaces – simultaneously within and beyond, – parts of the Space must be marked, limited. Then, the continuously stretching, moving Light from God and Within God will encounter something set apart Within God and Beyond God, like an obstacle, and will begin to reflect off it and create Glints. And these Glints, Divine Faces, as reflected particles of Divine Light, will begin to reflect in different directions, manifesting as light reflections of the IMAGE OF GOD.
And, of course, the quality of these Glints depends on the quality and structure of the Reflecting Obstacle. And each Reflection, each Glint – is Different compared to the preCeding one. And so, the Unity of Reflections of God and the Diversity of Divine Faces – MULTIDIMENSIONALITY – is created. All Opposites are simply refractions of the Original, and this allows one to Distinguish it from the Original and Contemplate it. But a Glint of the Original is simply a Reflection of the Original. This means that there is nothing but God and nothing but Light, but there is a distinction from God – a Glint of God, and there is a distinction from Light – a Glint of Light.
But then where does evil come from, and what is evil? Yes, these are complex concepts for you. There is an obstacle reflecting the Light of God. This obstacle, in order to reflect the Light of God, must, as it were, stop and scatter it. What could this be? It could be Something that has a lower speed, that is, something in which God as Light vibrates at a lower speed. Then, as the Light approaches this Something (which is an obstacle, but in fact is simply a reduction in the speed of God’s Radiance), it, as it were, slows down, flows, and moves and transforms at a lower speed, and then becomes an obstacle. And then Light can reflect off it and create Glints. The entire meaning and purpose of this process is to create Glints, distinctions from God, facets of His Radiance. Thus, DENSITY was born. But, for the Glints to be different, there must also be different obstacles, and therefore, different degrees of density in the movement of Light. And so, WORLDS OF DIFFERENT DENSITY were created, as various barriers for reflecting Light, creating Glints of God. This means that Against – is simply in Front of, and difFerence is – Glints of Light. This is important to understand. So what is evil in your understanding?
It is what brings or generates negative energy. Pain, fear, hatred. These are many concepts at once. They are all reflections of what you call positive emotions. What is Fear? It is the absence of information. When does a person feel fear? When they don’t know what awaits them. A person fears death because they don’t know that death doesn’t exist and that they are immortal, because they see others dying around them, because they don’t know what will happen to them beyond the threshold of death, and so on.
And what is Knowledge? You consider it the informational filling of memory cells. But Knowledge is interconnection, continuity. When life is separated from death by a stage called “death,” this is separation. This is not Knowledge, but merely information. Your brain doesn’t know, your entire Being knows. In every cell of your Being, in every quantum of your Light, there are connections. And what you know is CONDITIONED CONTINUITY. You know that you breathe. It’s not your brain that knows, it merely analyzes your breathing: how it happens and what it consists of. But “how to breathe” is known not by the brain, but by every cell of your body. Knowledge is Communion, Connection. But in your brain, an artificial interruption of Knowledge has been created. And you have been left with Faith, that is, a guessing of Knowledge. What is guessing? It is recognizing what is. You do not know for sure, but you believe that there is God. You recognize and remember the Truth: what exists regardless of your guessing, – and this is Faith. When you fully recognize this Truth through Faith, you then already know this part of the Truth, this part of what exists beyond you, regardless of your guessing. Only the word “regardless” is also not quite fitting, because everything is interconnected. It may seem to you that I am trying to avoid the questions and theorize, but I am trying to explain and find understanding in you, using your words. Truth is inexpressible. Because it is much more complex and multifaceted than your words. You like this saying: “Truth is inexpressible because there