Playing Dead. Jessie Keane
expecting too much. Frances had told him about his uncaring father and his mother’s unfortunate death.
‘That’s so tragic,’ said Rocco, thinking of his own doting mother and how awful it would be to lose her.
‘If you love someone, you’re open to all sorts of hurt,’ said Frances. Dad had been wrong about nearly everything else – he was crazy, after all – but he’d been dead right about that. But Rocco had said he loved him.
And right now, right here, maybe he really did . . . although Rocco was growing tired of Frances and finding him clingy.
They took lunch together in the diner on Lexington and Third next day, and Rocco was, for once, a little careless. They sat in the window, smiled and laughed and joked a lot. They looked like what they were – lovers. Rocco knew he’d have to end it soon, but for now, what the hell? It was just fun.
Meanwhile, Saul Jury, the private detective hired by Cara, watched them, and took photographs, and sealed both their fates.
Chapter 15
1971
‘I’m not sure about this,’ said Fredo. There was sweat beading along his upper lip, although the air conditioning in the car was on full blast to counter the humid summer heat of New York.
Cara looked at him coldly. They were sitting in the front of the car watching customers going in and out of the diner. It was evening, and Rocco had told Cara that he was playing poker with friends, and she’d thought, Ha! You’re certainly poking something, my friend.
They had followed him twice before. Fuelled as she was by her need for revenge, still Cara was sick of this. She felt humiliated beyond belief that her husband should do such a thing. Oh, she knew their once passionate marriage had quickly dissolved into mere tolerance on both sides as she discovered that Rocco was pure Jello at the core: vain and stupid and with an almost girlish appreciation of all things beautiful. Maybe that was why he’d married her. Cara knew the value of her own looks; after all, hadn’t she used them to get her own way ever since she’d learned to bat her eyelashes? And she’d used her beauty to ensnare Fredo, because she wanted – needed – his help with this.
But shit, she hated it so much. Following Rocco and persuading Fredo to do what had to be done had stretched her almost to the limit. Fredo had quickly realized that she needed him for the first time ever, and he had sensed an opportunity.
‘I want more,’ he had said when they’d first followed Rocco and she’d explained to him what was to be done.
‘More?’ Cara had stared at him. What was the idiot talking about? Did he want money now?
But Fredo was nodding, smirking. ‘I want sex now. Full sex. Before I do it.’
‘That wasn’t the deal,’ said Cara.
But Fredo – and this was the Fredo she thought she knew; the one who had followed her around like a puppy-dog since childhood; the one whose chain she yanked on a regular basis – only shrugged and smiled.
‘Hey, it’s nothing to me if the bastard cheats on you. But it is to you, and I’m willing to help you, so what’s in it for me?’
‘I told you.
When it’s done . . .’ ‘When it’s done you’ll say thank you very much, Fredo, and get lost,’ he said.
Which was precisely what she had been intending to do. And if Fredo by some chance got named by anyone, and incurred any heat over this from her father, she was going to look all wide-eyed and innocent and say, No, Papa, what, me? No, Fredo must have realized how much Rocco had upset me, and decided to do this on his own. You know how he’s always adored me, the silly thing. I had nothing to do with it.
And who would Constantine believe? Her, or Fredo? She knew the answer to that one.
‘How can you think that?’ she demanded, feigning a hurt expression.
Fredo looked at her and he didn’t seem like an adoring boy any more.
‘I know you, Cara, remember? This is Fredo you’re talking to, not some stranger who’ll be taken in. So I want sex first, not after. When we get back tonight, I want it. Or the deal’s off.’
So what could she do? After the first time they’d followed Rocco, seen him there in the diner with what was obviously his male lover, discussed what they could do, Fredo drove them back to the Montauk estate in her father’s car, drove it into the garage, then got out and locked the garage doors.
‘In the back,’ he said to her, and Cara wondered how it had happened that Fredo, of all people, was ordering her about like this.
Still, she knew she had to comply if she was to get him to help. It was semi-dark in the back of the car, and quiet but for the ticking of the engine as it cooled down. Fredo got in the back too and closed the door. He was up close to her – Jesus, he was trying to kiss her. Cara turned her head away.
Fredo pulled back, uttered a low curse. Suddenly his hands were on her, pushing her skirt up and reaching under, scratching her, bruising her, grabbing her pants and pulling them down, and off. Quickly he got between her legs and then with a groan he unzipped himself. Cara looked away, trying not to feel even his breath on her, but she felt the big hot tip of his penis parting her flesh, felt the hard jolt as he drove it all the way into her cringing body, was pummelled by every manic thrust of it as he had her.
He was finished very quickly. He moaned as he came, and lay there for a moment against her. Then he withdrew, zipped up, flopped back onto the seat beside her. Cara sat there, feeling his disgusting wetness on her thighs. She was trembling, sore, aware that she’d just been raped and that she had brought it entirely on herself.
‘Now,’ said Fredo imperiously when he’d got his breath back. ‘Get your tits out. I want to touch them.’
Shivering and nearly crying, Cara unbuttoned her blouse, unfastened her bra. When she was naked to the waist, Fredo fell upon her, pinching and pulling at the tender flesh of her breasts until he was too aroused to stop. Then he raped her all over again.
The second time they trailed Rocco and finally agreed how the thing would be done, this pattern repeated itself. Fredo drove them home, locked them in the garage, and had Cara forcibly in the back of the car.
Now, it was time for him to keep his part of the bargain. And he was saying: I’m not sure about this.
After all that she had done, all that she had let him do, he wasn’t sure?
She had to breathe deeply to keep her voice from shaking, so ferocious was her hatred of him at that moment.
‘You’re not sure? What do you mean?’ she asked, and she was surprised to hear her own voice emerging from her body with that cool, calm sound to it. Inside, she was raging. She wanted to kill him, she was so angry.
Fredo was silent for a moment. He had the upper hand and he knew it. She would never want her father to know she planned anything like this. Rocco was a Mancini. The word had got around among the boys; they had overheard a shouting-match between Cara and her father, with Cara threatening all sorts. Constantine had said the Mancinis were not to be touched. And okay she wasn’t touching them, but it was a moot point. She would still be doing Rocco harm, if only indirectly.
‘I’m not sure you love me,’ said Fredo, and turned his head and grinned at her. ‘Joking,’ he said.
Cara had to look away or she was afraid she was going to throw up all over the bastard.
‘Look,’ she said, swallowing hard. ‘You know what you’ve got to do, yes?’
‘I know,’ said Fredo.
Cara glanced at her watch. ‘They should be out soon.’
And then it would be over, she thought.
But, she wondered, would it? She