Click. L. Smyth

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      CLICK

      L. SMYTH

      

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      First published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2019

      Copyright © Lucinda Smyth 2019

      Cover design by Micaela Alcaino © HarperCollinsPublishers Ltd 2019

      Cover photograph © Shutterstock.com

      Lucinda Smyth asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work.

      Extracts of the poem ‘Marina’ are reprinted by permission of Faber & Faber Ltd from The Ariel Poems by T.S. Eliot.

      A catalogue copy of this book is available from the British Library.

      This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.

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      Ebook Edition © March 2019 ISBN: 9780008314101

      Version: 2019-03-12

       For my grandparents – Mary, George, Nick and Bill; and for Great Uncle Bob

      Table of Contents

       Cover

       Title Page

       Copyright

       Dedication

       Prologue

       Part I

       Chapter One

       Chapter Two

       Chapter Three

       Chapter Four

      

       Part II

      

       Chapter Five

      

       Chapter Six

      

       Part III

      

       Chapter Seven

      

       Chapter Eight

      

       Chapter Nine

      

       Chapter Ten

      

       Author’s Note

      

       Acknowledgements

      

       About the Author

      

       About the Publisher

       PROLOGUE

      May 2017

       The first time I saw Marina was in October 2013. The last time I saw her was three months later.

       It seems strange to put it like that. It still surprises me – despite having had years to think about it – how short that time frame is. Sometimes it is assumed that the oldest relationships are the most influential, and that those who know us for the longest periods are those who shape us most significantly. But often the opposite is true. It is the short, intense relationships which have the strongest impacts on us, and only those who flit in and out of our lives who have the power to make us profoundly different. The time spent with them is so brief that each moment in their company becomes effortlessly memorable. The feelings and smells and images that they evoke worm into our brains and we find ourselves returning to them compulsively – trying to pin them down, trying to understand their effects.

       I still don’t understand what happened with Marina. I don’t understand the effect that our friendship had on either of us. The more I think about her, the more she eludes me.

       But it would be wrong to say that I don’t remember anything about her. I remember everything extremely clearly, to the extent where I feel as though I know her well. I remember the way her eyes curled at the sides when she smiled; the way they narrowed with suspicion in seminars; the way she smoked with the cigarette balanced in the middle of her mouth. I remember the sound of her voice too: soft and low on the phone, deep and loud in large groups, slightly nasal with an upward inflection when she spoke to boys. My memory of her is so vivid that even hearing her name provokes a kind of frenzy in me. Without warning my mind fogs over, casts back, and it is like the last four years never happened. We are both eighteen again, stood outside the library, rolling our eyes at the other students.


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