The Wolf at Number 4. Ayo Tamakloe-Garr
THE WOLF AT NUMBER 4
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The Wolf at Number 4
A NOVEL
Ayo Tamakloe-Garr
Ohio University Press • Athens
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© 2018 by Ayo Tamakloe-Garr
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Tamakloe-Garr, Ayo, 1992- author.
Title: The wolf at number 4 : a novel / Ayo Tamakloe-Garr.
Other titles: Wolf at number four
Description: Athens : Ohio University Press, 2018. | Series: Modern african writing series
Identifiers: LCCN 2018038480| ISBN 9780821423547 (hardback) | ISBN 9780821423554 (pb) | ISBN 9780821446584 (pdf)
Subjects: | BISAC: FICTION / General. | LITERARY COLLECTIONS / African.
Classification: LCC PR9379.9.T36 W65 2018 | DDC 823/.92--dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2018038480
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prologue
MAYBE ALL THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE MR. ADDISON tried to rape me. For a man old enough to be my father, he sure was strong.
Mike would have slapped his palm against his forehead if he had found out. Then he would have hugged me or something, and then after, gone to break Mr. Addison’s jaw. Mike was wonderful like that. When I asked him what he saw in Hannah, he said she was “some woman.” Noticing my expression, he added, “You’ve always been more person to me.” Half an hour later he married Hannah in the suit I had bought for him.
So maybe it was Hannah after all.
A cold gust brings me out of my thoughts. I am cold and numb. My throat is dry and cries out for something warm and sweet and comforting. Uncle Johnny gave me my first taste of wine when I was fourteen. I remember that night so vividly.
Maybe it was Uncle Johnny, rather.
I bite back the tears welling up behind my eyes. Kind of the way Augustine had attempted to. Augustine had not been one of my best decisions. I hadn’t told Wolf this, but Augustine had sort of gone off the rails afterwards. I had not been good for Augustine.
Wolf—maybe it was him.
Or maybe his father or his mother?
Or Nii?
Or was it the cancer that took my father?
Or the miscarriage?