F. Scott Fitzgerald: Complete Works. F. Scott Fitzgerald
at the appointed hour, “I have brought you here to tell you that you’re all fired.”
Immediately the three young men were on their feet, with shocked, reproachful expressions in their eyes.
“Temporarily,” he added, smiling good-humoredly. “So spare a decrepit old man your violence and sit down.”
They sat down, with short relieved smiles.
“I like you all,” he went on, “and I don’t know which one I like better than the others. In fact—this thing hasn’t come out right at all. So I’m going to extend the competition for two more weeks—but in an entirely different way.”
They all sat forward eagerly in their chairs.
“Now my generation,” he went on, “have made a failure of our leisure hours. We grew up in the most hard-boiled commercial age any country ever knew, and when we retire we never know what to do with the rest of our lives. Here I am, getting out at sixty, and miserable about it. I haven’t any resources—I’ve never been much of a reader, I can’t stand golf except once a week, and I haven’t got a hobby in the world. Now someday you’re going to be sixty too. You’ll see other men taking it easy and having a good time, and you’ll want to do the same. I want to find out which one of you will be the best sort of man after his business days are over.”
He looked from one to the other of them eagerly. Parrish and Van Buren nodded at him comprehendingly. Jones after a puzzled half-moment nodded too.
“I want you each to take two weeks and spend them as you think you’ll spend your time when you’re too old to work. I want you to solve my problem for me. And whichever one I think has got the most out of his leisure—he’ll be the man to carry on my business. I’ll know it won’t swamp him like it’s swamped me.”
“You mean you want us to enjoy ourselves?” inquired Rip Jones politely. “Just go out and have a big time?”
Cyrus Girard nodded.
“Anything you want to do.”
“I take it Mr. Girard doesn’t include dissipation,” remarked Van Buren.
“Anything you want to do,” repeated the older man. “I don’t bar anything. When it’s all done I’m going to judge of its merits.”
“Two weeks of travel for me,” said Parrish dreamily. “That’s what I’ve always wanted to do. I’ll——”
“Travel!” interrupted Van Buren contemptuously. “When there’s so much to do here at home? Travel, perhaps, if you had a year; but for two weeks—— I’m going to try and see how the retired business man can be of some use in the world.”
“I said travel,” repeated Parrish sharply. “I believe we’re all to employ our leisure in the best——”
“Wait a minute,” interrupted Cyrus Girard. “Don’t fight this out in talk. Meet me in the office at ten-thirty on the morning of August first—that’s two weeks from tomorrow—and then let’s see what you’ve done.” He turned to Rip Jones. “I suppose you’ve got a plan too.”
“No, sir,” admitted Rip Jones with a puzzled look; “I’ll have to think this over.”
But though he thought it over for the rest of the evening Rip Jones went to bed still uninspired. At midnight he got up, found a pencil and wrote out a list of all the good times he had ever had. But all his holidays now seemed unprofitable and stale, and when he fell asleep at five his mind still threshed disconsolately on the prospect of hollow useless hours.
Next morning as Lola Girard was backing her car out of the garage she saw him hurrying toward her over the lawn.
“Ride in town, Rip?” she asked cheerfully.
“I reckon so.”
“Why do you only reckon so? Father and the others left on the nine-o’clock train.”
He explained to her briefly that they had all temporarily lost their jobs and there was no necessity of getting to the office today.
“I’m kind of worried about it,” he said gravely. “I sure hate to leave my work. I’m going to run in this afternoon and see if they’ll let me finish up a few things I had started.”
“But you better be thinking how you’re going to amuse yourself.”
He looked at her helplessly.
“All I can think of doing is maybe take to drink,” he confessed. “I come from a little town, and when they say leisure they mean hanging round the corner store.” He shook his head. “I don’t want any leisure. This is the first chance I ever had, and I want to make good.”
“Listen, Rip,” said Lola on a sudden impulse. “After you finish up at the office this afternoon you meet me and we’ll fix up something together.”
He met her, as she suggested, at five o’clock, but the melancholy had deepened in his dark eyes.
“They wouldn’t let me in,” he said. “I met your father in there, and he told me I had to find some way to amuse myself or I’d be just a bored old man like him.”
“Never mind. We’ll go to a show,” she said consolingly; “and after that we’ll run up on some roof and dance.”
It was the first of a week of evenings they spent together. Sometimes they went to the theatre, sometimes to a cabaret; once they spent most of an afternoon strolling in Central Park. But she saw that from having been the most light-hearted and gay of the three young men, he was now the most moody and depressed. Everything whispered to him of the work he was missing.
Even when they danced at teatime, the click of bracelets on a hundred women’s arms only reminded him of the busy office sound on Monday morning. He seemed incapable of inaction.
“This is mighty sweet of you,” he said to her one afternoon, “and if it was after business hours I can’t tell you how I’d enjoy it. But my mind is on all the things I ought to be doing. I’m—I’m right sad.”
He saw then that he had hurt her, that by his frankness he had rejected all she was trying to do for him. But he was incapable of feeling differently.
“Lola, I’m mighty sorry,” he said softly, “and maybe someday it’ll be after hours again, and I can come to you——”
“I won’t be interested,” she said coldly. “And I see I was foolish ever to be interested at all.”
He was standing beside her car when this conversation took place, and before he could reply she had thrown it into gear and started away.
He stood there looking after her sadly, thinking that perhaps he would never see her anymore and that she would remember him always as ungrateful and unkind. But there was nothing he could have said. Something dynamic in him was incapable of any except a well-earned rest.
“If it was only after hours,” he muttered to himself as he walked slowly away. “If it was only after hours.”
III
At ten o’clock on the morning of August first a tall, bronzed young man presented himself at the office of Cyrus Girard, Inc., and sent in his card to the president. Less than five minutes later another young man arrived, less blatantly healthy, perhaps, but with the light of triumphant achievement blazing in his eyes. Word came out through the palpitating inner door that they were both to wait.
“Well, Parrish,” said Van Buren condescendingly, “how did you like Niagara Falls?”
“I couldn’t tell you,” answered Parrish haughtily. “You can determine that on your honeymoon.”
“My honeymoon!” Van Buren started. “How—what made you think I was contemplating a honeymoon?”
“I merely meant that when you do contemplate it you will probably choose Niagara