Treading Lightly. Elise Lanier
“fish” food—food for fish.)
She shook her head but dared not ask her son if he had eaten them. In his present frame of mind, she winced at the thought of his possible response and figured he must’ve been the one to eat it. Who else would have? Unless her former stalker was back. But she hadn’t heard from him in a while. Perhaps she had another stalker. A new stalker. A violent stalker. The thought scared the heck out of her—worse than this IRS scare.
She thought about her previous stalker situation.
Only she, Janine Ruvacado, would have a stalker who actually broke into their stalkee’s apartment, ate their food, and tried on their good lingerie and shoes. She shook her head and smiled with the memory. Fans. Obviously she couldn’t live with them (if they were obsessed and touched in the head), and, as she was finding out lately, she couldn’t live without them either (if she needed or wanted to make a living).
“How can those leeches at the IRS think I’ve got money flying in? I can barely afford to keep my human-vacuum of a son supplied in Cherry Garcia and Phish Food!” She slammed the freezer shut then pulled it open again. “Just look at that freezer!” There were two icicle-covered lumps that had not been touched since Hoover was president. They were there when she moved in, and Lord only knows what they were. No one ever dared to find out by defrosting the things. If you could pry them out of the frozen tundra to thaw! “I should invite those sons of bitches here and let them look at the opulence I live in! One look at the Taj Mahal I call home, and they’d back off pretty damn fast,” she muttered.
Acid rock came stabbing through the airwaves at a Concord-equivalent level of volume. And her already pounding temples were now pulsing in 4/4 time. “Great.”
She thought she’d heard the phone ring but wasn’t sure. The kitchen phone was LED-less.
“Hello?” she screamed into the phone. “What? I can’t hear you. Hang on a minute.”
She stormed down to Craig’s room, pounded her fists on the door and screamed, “Turn that down! I can’t hear whoever’s on the telephone!”
When the volume was turned down with no other comments coming forth, she stomped back to the kitchen to pick up the extension she had left on the table.
“Hello? I’m sorry. My son…”
“Can’t you control that boy, Janine? Letting him listen to stuff like that will send him right on the road to drugs and alcohol!”
She rolled her eyes heavenward. Thank you, God. This is exactly what I need right now. My mother, Attila the Hun, spouting off childrearing advice with the authority of Dr. Spock. “Mother,” she said softly, taking a deep breath while trying to fight the urge to scream. Will you please be quiet and mind your own business, you insufferable witch! “It’s always a pleasure to hear from you, but Craig will not start drinking and doing drugs by listening to rock music. All the kids listen to this stuff.”
“And they’re all doing drugs! Don’t you read the paper or listen to the news?”
“Yes, Mother, on occasion I read the paper and listen to the news. But you can rest with assurance that Craig’s not doing those things because he listens to heavy metal.”
“Don’t patronize me, Janine. I watch Oprah! And I’ve seen him when he goes out to his druggie concerts with his cronies!”
Cronies? Who refers to preteens as cronies? “He and his friends have fun dressing up when they go to concerts, Mother. That’s all.”
“He wears more makeup than you do! Well, anyone wears more makeup than you do. You really should take more pride in your looks, Janine. You weren’t born with much, but you can remedy that with some makeup. Just ask your son! He’ll show you.”
She took another cleansing breath. It wasn’t working. The urge to scream Will you please be quiet and mind your own business, you insufferable witch! was still upon her. “It’s a little black kohl around his eyes for the funny effect of it, Mother.”
“Well it looks ghastly. And you shouldn’t let him do it. Any caring mother would not let their son go out of the house looking like that.”
Will you please be quiet and mind your own business, you insufferable witch! “Thank you for your support, Mother, but it’s really harmless, and to be honest, I have to choose my fights with him now that he’s a budding teen, and that’s not one fight I want to waste my time or energy on.” She sighed audibly, hoping her mother would get the hint.
“Speaking of wasting your time and energy, Janine, as I was saying, you probably should take your son’s lead and think about wearing a little makeup yourself. You’re not getting any younger, dear, and no offense, but you can use all the help you can get in the looks department. You get your looks from your father’s side you know, not mine.”
Will you please be quiet and mind your own business, you insufferable witch! “Yes, I know, Mother. You’ve been telling me for over forty years now.”
“Which goes to prove my point, dear. You’re getting older and you’re still unattached. And what man in his right mind will want an old, reclusive, irritable woman who doesn’t even attempt to make herself look attractive? Or at least as attractive as she could possibly make herself look—if she’d take some time and do something with her hair and her makeup. You can’t change what God gave you, dear, but there’s certainly enough beauty products and makeup out there that can help you take a shot at fixing what you weren’t born with.”
Janine smiled. This ought to get her. “I cut my hair off a few days ago.”
“What?” The older woman gasped. “Why would you do such a thing? Your hair was one of the only appealing things about you!”
“Why, thank you, Mother. And now I don’t even have that in my favor.”
“Oh my God! I know! Why would you do that, Janine?”
Will you please be quiet and mind your own business, you insufferable witch! “I gave it to Locks of Love.”
“Who’s Loxa Luv? She sounds like a porn star. Why are you giving a porn star your hair?”
“Locks of Love, Mother. It’s an organization that makes wigs for teenage girls who lose their hair from medical problems.”
“But your hair was down past your waist!”
“Yes, Mother. I know.”
“How much did you cut off?”
“All of it.”
The older woman choked on her gasp.
“It’ll make a nice, long wig for some girl,” Janine added.
“You don’t even know who it will go to?”
“Nope.”
She heard her mother tsk a few times. “How could you do such a thing?”
Will you please be quiet and mind your own business, you insufferable witch! “I was being generous and giving, Mother. A notion you may not be familiar with.”
“What do you look like now? Without your hair, you have nothing left. Nothing!”
“Why, thank you, Mother. As a matter of fact, you’re probably right. It’s short, cropped close to the head, and now that the weight is gone from it, it’s sprung like a thousand demented pogo sticks on crack.”
“Oh my God. It sounds gruesome!”
“Yes, Mother. I’d have to say that’s exactly how it looks.”
“Well, it’s a good thing you’re reclusive. No one has to see you.”
“Yes, Mother, I’m saving the world by staying indoors.”
“You don’t have any awards ceremonies or anything coming up do you, dear?”
Will you please be quiet