It Started With... Collection. Miranda Lee
reason, or pride. It was fed by need, and fanned by desire. She wanted Kane’s body inside her much more than Dora’s roast dinner.
She wanted him in ways that she’d never wanted Lyall.
So what are you going to do about it, Jessie? she asked herself bluntly as she went through the motions of giving her daughter a bath.
‘Mummy,’ Emily said as Jessie massaged the no-tears shampoo through her thick curls.
‘Mmm?’ Jessie murmured a bit blankly. Her mind was elsewhere, after all.
‘I like Kane. He’s nice.’
‘Yes, yes, he is.’
‘Do you like him, Mummy?’
‘I…well…I…’
‘He likes you.’
Jessie sighed. No point in trying to pull the wool over Emily’s eyes. Or in lying. Not if she eventually gave in and went out with Kane on Friday night.
‘Yes,’ she said simply. ‘I think perhaps he does.’
Jessie waited for the next question. But none came. Emily just sat there in silence.
Jessie bent down to see the expression on her daughter’s face. But it carried that brilliantly blank look which her daughter could adopt when she wanted to hide her feelings from her mother.
‘Emily Denton, what are you thinking?’ Jessie demanded to know.
‘Nothing.’
‘Don’t lie to me. Tell.’
‘I was thinking about Christmas, Mummy. Does Santa always give you what you ask for?’
Jessie was glad of this change of subject. ‘He does, if you’re a good girl.’
‘I’m a good girl.’
Jessie smiled and gave her daughter a kiss and a cuddle. ‘You surely are. You have nothing to worry about, sweetie. Come Christmas Day, you’re going to get absolutely everything you asked for.’
JESSIE should have predicted that Kane would charm both Dora and Emily to the degree he did. The man was a charmer through and through. By the time she and Emily returned to the main part of the house for dinner, he had Dora eating out of his hand.
As for Emily…Santa Claus himself couldn’t have caused more excitement in the child. She insisted on sitting next to Kane, who treated her as no one had ever treated her before. As if she was a special little princess whose every word was precious and every wish immediately catered to.
Any worry Jessie harboured over her daughter growing too attached to a man who would only be a temporary part of her life was momentarily pushed aside when she saw how happy Emily was. When it was time for her to go to bed—way past her usual time—Emily begged Kane to read her a bedtime story. Which he duly did, and very well too.
Naturally, when the first story was finished, Emily begged for more. A family trait, Jessie decided bitterly, always wanting more.
Kane read her another story, then another, till Emily’s yawns finally stopped and she fell asleep.
‘She’s dropped off,’ Jessie said from where she’d been standing in the bedroom doorway with her arms crossed, watching Kane’s performance with swiftly returning cynicism. ‘You can stop reading now.’
He looked up from the book. ‘But I need to find out if Willie Wombat finds his long-lost father,’ he protested with a mischievous gleam in his eyes and the most charming smile.
Jessie steeled her heart and rolled her eyes. ‘Fine. You take Willie Wombat out into the living room and finish the story whilst I tuck Emily in. I’ll be with you shortly to see you out.’
‘What, no nightcap?’
‘No. It’s late and I have to go to work tomorrow. You do too.’
‘I’m the boss. I can come in late.’
‘Well, I can’t. I’m on probation for three months.’
‘Who says?’
‘Michele. Apparently, that’s Harry Wilde’s hiring rule. If a new employee can’t cut the mustard in three months, he or she gets their walking papers.’
‘Harry never told me that. There again, I don’t think he expected me to have to do any hiring during the month he was away. Does the idea of probation worry you, Jessie?’
‘No. I can cut the mustard. No problem.’
‘I’ll just bet you can.’
He stood up from where he’d been sitting on the side of Emily’s bed, glancing over at the other bed as he made his way towards the door.
Jessie was eminently grateful that she shared a room with her daughter. Also that her own bed, like Emily’s, was nicely single. It eliminated temptation.
Jessie stepped aside to let him through the doorway.
‘Don’t make yourself too comfortable,’ she warned drily. ‘I won’t be long.’
He didn’t answer, just gave her a searching look as he moved past.
Jessie wished she’d shut her mouth. Saying too much was almost as bad as saying too little.
She hadn’t done much talking during the roast-lamb dinner. Dora and Emily had done enough. And Kane, of course. Brother, could that man talk.
The trouble was he was so darned interesting. And entertaining. Yet, in retrospect, he hadn’t actually talked about himself, an unusual trait for a man. His concentration had mostly been on Emily and Dora.
Dora must have told him her whole life story during the course of the meal, from her childhood to her childless marriage to her husband’s death, then her recent years of looking after her increasingly fragile widowed mother. She had even revealed how much she resented her younger brother’s not having helped with their mother, something she hadn’t even told Jessie.
Kane had made all the right noises at the appropriate places. He had a knack with sympathetic murmurs, that was for sure.
Emily had tried to outdo Dora, giving Kane a minute-by-minute description of everything she did every day, pausing for words of praise at intervals, which she duly got.
Jessie smiled wryly down at her daughter as she tucked the sheet around her. Cheeky little devil. A right little flirt too, fluttering her long eyelashes up at Kane all the time.
Jessie had steadfastly not fluttered or flattered or flirted with the man in any way all evening. But despite her keeping a safe distance, he’d still got to her. A quiet look here. A smile there.
Oh, yes, he’d got to her. Made her want things she hated herself for wanting. Not just sex. But more. Too much more.
He was the devil in disguise, tempting her, tormenting her. She knew she should resist him, but feared she was fighting a losing battle. All she could salvage was a bit of pride by not making her surrender too easy. Jessie suspected that Kane Marshall had always found winning much too easy. It would do him good to work for her conquest, such as it would be. Nothing special to him. Just another bit of skirt. Another notch on his gun.
Jessie wondered how many women there’d been since he’d split with his wife. She resolved to never let him know he was the first man she’d even looked at since Lyall, let alone wanted this badly.
‘All finished,’ she said brusquely as she marched from the bedroom into the living room. ‘Let’s go.’
He was sitting on the sofa, the one that ran along the wall opposite the television. It was a very roomy sofa. His suit