Spiral. Koji Suzuki
it nothing more than a coincidence? A piece of newspaper sticking out of Ryuji’s stomach, six digits on that scrap of newspaper—and Ando had played with them until he came up with the word “ring”. Was this all pure chance?
Somewhere in the distance he heard an alarm. He remembered the fire bell he’d heard once as a child in the small town he’d grown up in. Both his parents worked overtime and never came back until late, so he was home alone with his grandmother. They covered their ears when the clamor of the bell broke the night’s silence. Ando could remember curling up on his grandmother’s knees, trembling. Their town had an old firewatch tower, and the bell meant that fire had broken out somewhere. But he didn’t know that. All he knew was that the sound carried with it an air of terrible dread. It seemed like a harbinger of tragedy to come. And in fact, a year later on the exact same day, his father died unexpectedly.
Ando found that he’d lost his appetite. In fact, he felt nauseated. He pushed aside the food, which had only just arrived, and asked for another glass of water.
Hey, Ryuji, are you trying to tell me something?
When they’d signed over to the family the coffin containing his body, all hollowed out like a tin toy, Ryuji had seemed to relax his white, square-jawed visage a tiny bit, giving the impression, almost, of a smile. Only an hour ago, Mai had seen that face and bowed, to no one in particular. They’d probably hold the wake tonight, and then cremate the body tomorrow. This very moment, the hearse was probably well on its way to the family’s house in Sagami Ohno. Ando wished he could watch Ryuji’s body turn to ash. He had the strange feeling that his old classmate was still alive.
They were to meet at the benches near the library. Ando finished auditing a lecture at the law school on the main campus, checked his watch, and then headed for the appointed spot.
Only the day before, Mai Takano had placed a call to the M.E.’s office. Ando happened to be there—it was his turn on autopsy duty again—and when he heard her voice on the phone, he instantly recalled her face. It wasn’t all that unusual to get calls from relatives or friends of people he’d worked on, but usually they were calling to ask about the cause of death. Mai had a different reason for calling. She said that on the evening of the day of the autopsy, she’d slipped out of the wake early and gone to Ryuji’s apartment. She’d needed to set in order an unpublished manuscript he’d been working on. In the process, she’d discovered something that bothered her. She hinted, subtly, that it might have something to do with Ryuji’s death.
Of course, Ando was interested in anything of value she might be able to tell him, but he was also eager to be in the presence of her pristine beauty again. He’d told her he had to attend a lecture on the main campus, but after that he could make time for her. She could tell him all about it then.
He’d told her when the lecture was scheduled to end, and then she’d suggested the place.
The benches in front of the library, under the cherry trees.
He’d spent two years on the main campus getting his general education requirements out of the way, but he and his friends had never used these benches as a rendezvous point. His future wife, who’d been a liberal arts major at this university, had preferred to meet under the gingko trees.
Before he even got close to the benches he recognized the woman sitting there as Mai. Her one-piece today was a primary color, making her look younger than she had at the M.E.’s office ten days ago. He circled around in front of her to get a look at her face, but she was immersed in a paperback and didn’t look up.
He accosted her, with intentionally loud footsteps, and she raised her head.
“Ms Takano?”
She started to stand up, saying, “Thank you for … the other day.” She plainly couldn’t figure out quite how to greet a man who had just dissected her lover.
Ando was holding a briefcase. His hands looked nimble and his fingers long and thin enough to proclaim what he did for a living.
“May I sit down?”
Without waiting for her reply, he sat down next to her and crossed his legs.
“Have the test results come back yet?” she asked in an inflectionless voice.
Ando glanced at his watch. “How are you for time? If it’s okay with you, why don’t we go have a cup of tea? There are a couple of things I’d like to ask you.”
Without a word, Mai stood up and tugged at the hem of her dress.
They went to a café of her choosing. For a student hangout, it was surprisingly quiet—it felt more like a hotel lounge. They sat at a table next to the window, where they could look out onto the street, and the waitress brought them water and hot towels.
Mai didn’t hesitate before ordering. “I’ll have a fruit parfait.”
Surprised, and unable to settle on anything, Ando could only say, “Coffee for me.” Ten days ago, he’d gotten an impression of meekness from her. That was beginning to change.
“I love fruit,” she shrugged after the waitress left. For a moment, Ando thought she’d said I love you, and then kicked himself for indulging in such a ridiculous fantasy. A man of your age!
It was truly a gorgeous fruit parfait, nestled on wafers and topped with a cherry. From the way she tore into it, it was clear that Mai was partial to this shop’s confections. She had the same kind of intent look that Takanori used to wear when he was eating something he loved. It just about broke Ando’s heart. He didn’t even sip his coffee, but simply marveled at the utter concentration with which she wielded her spoon. Even if he could have convinced his wife to come to a place like this, she wouldn’t have ordered a fruit parfait. She would have stuck to lemon tea, no sugar please, or something like that: she was always on a diet, and never let anything sweet pass her lips. But Mai, at least with her clothes on, looked thinner than his wife had been back in her better days. To be sure, his wife had gotten so thin by the time they’d separated that Ando had often had to avert his eyes; when he thought of her now, however, he always pictured her face as round and soft as it had been when they got married.
Mai took the cherry into her mouth, and then demurely spat the seed out onto an oval-shaped glass dish before wiping her lips with her napkin. He’d never met a woman so fun just to watch. She munched away on the wafers, spilling crumbs on the tabletop, and then gazed longingly at the cream that clung to the bottom of the dish. No doubt she was wondering if she could lick it up.
When she’d finally finished eating, she asked Ando what sort of tests had been performed on Ryuji’s organs after the autopsy. It felt incredibly strange to be talking about the treatment of cutout organs to a young woman whom he’d just watched eat a fruit parfait. But here goes.
Not long ago, he’d gotten burned trying to explain similar tests to a bereaved family member. There’d been a lapse in communication: the other person hadn’t really understood what was meant by a tissue sample. The family member was imagining his loved one’s organs in jars, pickled in formaldehyde, and Ando and he had wasted a lot of time in meaningless back-and-forth. Tissue samples were as mundane to Ando as ballpoint pens were to an office worker, but he had realized then that most people had no idea what they looked like, how big they were, how they were obtained, etc., unless it was spelled out to them. So he decided to start by telling her about tissue samples.
“It’s almost all lab work, you see. First, we cut out a small piece of the heart in the area where the infarction took place and preserve it in formaldehyde. From it we slice a smaller portion in the shape of a sashimi and embed that in paraffin. You know, wax. Then we slice from that a microscope specimen, take the wax off, and stain it. Then we have a tissue sample, which we send off to the lab for analysis. After that, it’s just a matter of waiting for the results.”
“So I should imagine a thin slice of the organ squeezed