Escape to the Cotswolds. Natalie Kleinman
so she gave up on trying to keep herself warm and dry and sat down on the bank next to him.
‘It’s okay, boy. Help is on its way. You’ll soon be free again.’
And there she stayed, stroking him and talking in what she hoped was a reassuring voice, until Adam arrived. Through the trees she saw his Land Rover stop almost exactly opposite where Holly was sitting. Well, at least I’ve done that right! Adam picked a path across the river and she noticed bitterly that he didn’t put a foot wrong. But he wasn’t interested in arguing with her today.
‘It’s Old Meg. She often goes AWOL and gets herself into trouble. Betty and Donald will be frantic by now. Good thing you were out here. She’s very cold and she’s very old. If you hadn’t found her I doubt she’d have made it through the day, never mind about lasting all night. Hypothermia can be a killer.’ And to the dog: ‘Come on, old girl. Let’s get you out of there.’
She was obviously soothed by his voice, and more so by what he told Holly was a painkilling injection. Once it had taken effect, she held her firmly, as instructed, while Adam worked to free her from her trap, and when he did Holly burst into tears. Adam, pretending not to notice, was feeling Old Meg’s foot and leg, examining her for signs of injury.
‘Don’t worry. She’ll be all right now. I’ll just take her back to the surgery and check her out thoroughly before I send her home. Well done!’
And he picked the dog up and he was gone. Just like that. Indignant at first she then realised that his concern for Meg was paramount and his anxiety to get her back and examine her properly far outweighed any other considerations. She rather admired him for that and, as a feeling of elation overwhelmed her because in her small way she had helped to save a life, she understood. If that was what it felt like, it was no wonder Adam got so upset when he lost one. She crossed the river and turned for home. Her feet were freezing and she needed a long hot bath, but inside she felt very warm.
The bath was wonderful. Dried and dusted, she put on tracksuit bottoms and a fleece, made coffee, and checked the phone for messages. Nothing as yet, but Gordon wouldn’t shut shop until five-thirty. And in any case she wasn’t quite sure what her own feelings were and was glad of a bit more time to reflect.
She sat down and thought about her morning’s adventure. Had she been a bit too hard on Adam? She knew she would have been devastated if Old Meg had died. Is that how he felt every time it happened to him? And she guessed the nature of the job meant it happened to him fairly often. Today she’d seen a new side to this man. It still didn’t excuse his rudeness, but it did explain it, at least to her satisfaction. Not, as her mother would have said, that there’s any excuse for bad manners. It did make them a little more understandable though.
She emptied her backpack, the contents of which thankfully were still dry, as she didn’t really want to have trashed her phone. She’d just finished making a sandwich for lunch – bugger healthy eating, she was hungry – when the bell rang. Taking a big bite, she went and opened the door and practically spat a mouthful of food at her visitor. She managed to swallow instead, but not without inducing a fit of coughing.
‘Harry, what the hell are you doing here?’
He was carrying an enormous bunch of flowers behind which he seemed to be cowering in a very un-Harry-like sort of way.
‘Can I come in, Holly? I feel a bit of an arse standing here on the doorstep like this.’
Oh no. This was so unfair: just when she was jogging along so nicely without him. She didn’t want her life turned upside down again. Her head was getting over him, but suddenly her heart was beating a tattoo loud enough to bring down the walls of Jericho.
She stepped back from the doorway and he walked past her into the cottage. She pointed him towards the kitchen and offered him a chair.
‘Coffee?’
‘Please. It’s been quite a journey.’
Holly put a mug in front of him and sat down on the opposite side of the table as her knees were beginning to knock and she wasn’t sure how long her legs would hold her. Harry was looking around, obviously quite impressed.
‘I thought I was going to find you in a tiny two-up two-down cottage. This is great!’
‘What are you doing here, Harry? What do you want?’
He turned back towards her.
‘It was all a mistake, Holly. A huge, terrible mistake. I miss you dreadfully. I want you to come home.’
He looked utterly miserable, but she’d been on the receiving end of his wiles before. She’d also given in to them before.
‘I am home, Harry,’ she said as gently as she could.
‘Things just aren’t the same without you. The house is gone and my new flat is soulless without you. Don’t six years of marriage count for anything?’
‘They did for me. Apparently they didn’t for you. Five times! And those are only the ones I know about.’
‘Holly, I know it must be a bit of a shock, me turning up like this, but I didn’t know what else to do. I didn’t think you’d talk to me about it on the phone.’
Too right!
‘I’ve taken Monday off work, so I’ve still got two more days. I’ll check in at a B&B, or maybe I can stay here?’ He looked at her hopefully. A raised eyebrow was all the answer she gave him. ‘Then maybe we can talk later? Please, Holly. Let’s just talk about it, eh?’
Holly had never been impervious to his cajoling, and she felt herself weakening now. He must have sensed it.
‘At least have dinner with me. We can go to a nice cosy pub like we used to. Surely there’s no harm in that?’
‘I’m not changing my mind, Harry. The divorce is in progress. You know that.’
‘It doesn’t have to be. We can change our minds.’
Could it be that easy? Just phone the solicitor and call it off? But she didn’t want to call it off, did she?
‘Just have dinner with me. You owe me that.’
She didn’t actually feel she owed him a thing but thought it would be unkind to say so.
‘It won’t change anything, but if you want to spend your money taking me out for a meal, who am I to turn you down? Don’t think you can get round me, though. I’m making a nice life for myself here and I’m afraid it doesn’t include you any more. And you’d better book a table. The pubs around here are all very popular, particularly on Saturday nights. I’ll see you about eight. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’ve got things to do.’
It sounded harsh but she needed to maintain her guard. She stood up and walked determinedly to the door, remembering as he passed to thank him for the flowers.
Holly leaned her back against the door and slid down to the floor. Sitting cross-legged, she burst into tears for the second time that day. At this rate she’d be dehydrated in no time. She wasn’t even premenstrual. Get a grip, girl. You’ve managed perfectly well on your own for almost six months now. Don’t let him do this to you. Remember what you went through. Be positive.
She wiped her nose on her sleeve; the fleece was lovely and soft. Pulling herself to a standing position she went to phone Emma for help, also for the second time that day.
‘Put the kettle on. I’ll be straight round.’
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