Dawnspell. Katharine Kerr
vision of a great horse, running before a storm, and coming from the west. Although the omen was duly recorded, only later did we realize its import …
The Holy Chronicles of Lughcarn
Spring came too fast that year for Maddyn’s liking. Every morning, he would walk up on the hill and search the sky for weather omens. Although he would have to stay until the snows were well past, at the same time he had to be well away before the real spring, when the riders would be swarming on the Cantrae roads for the summer muster. First came the rains that melted the last of the snow and turned the world to brown muck; then the nights grew warmer until it seemed a hardy man could sleep beside the road without freezing. Yet he found excuses to stay until the pale grass began to come out in sheltered valleys. That very night, he rode down early to see Belyan.
When he climbed through her window, he found her still up, fussing over the fire in the clay stove. She gave him a distracted sort of kiss.
‘Take off those boots before sitting on the bed, will you, love? I don’t want muck all over the blankets.’
Maddyn leaned into the curve of the wall and began to pull them off.
‘Spring’s here,’ he said. ‘Will it ache your heart when I ride?’
‘It will, but not half as badly as seeing you hanged would ache it.’
‘True enough. But, Bell, I wish I could stay, and all for your sake. I want you to know that.’
‘It would be splendid, having you with us on the farm, but I don’t see how we could keep you hidden. A few of our friends already know I’ve got a man, and in a few months, the whole village will know.’
When he looked up, he found her smiling, her dark eyes as calm as always.
‘Oh by the hells, what have I done? Got you with child?’
‘What did you think would happen after all the rolling around we’ve done? I’m hardly barren, am I? Oh here, don’t look so troubled, love. I’ve wanted another babe for ever so long now. I’m just glad we had the time for you to give me one.’
‘But I have to desert you! I don’t even have the wretched coin for the midwife.’
‘Oh, the midwife’s a friend of mine, so don’t trouble your heart over that. I can tend a babe on my own, but I couldn’t have got one without a bit of help, could I?’ She laid her hands delicately on her stomach. ‘Oh, I do hope it’s a daughter, but if it’s a son, shall I name him after you?’
‘Only if you truly want to. I’d rather you gave him my father’s name. It was Daumyr.’
‘Then Daumyr it is, if it’s a lad. Well, either way, I hope it has your curly hair.’
Maddyn hesitated with a troubling suspicion rising in his mind. He’d always known she didn’t truly love him, but he was beginning to wonder if he’d just been put out to stud.
‘Bell? Will you miss me when I’m gone?’
Somewhat startled, she considered the question. ‘Well, I will,’ she said at last. ‘A bit.’
When Maddyn left that night, the air was warm with the moist rich smell of spring earth. At the hilltop he dismounted and stood looking out over the dark countryside, the glitter of streams in the moonlight, the distant mound of the sleeping village, and far away, the gleam of the lake where the gates of the Otherlands had almost opened to receive him. I’ve been happy this winter, he thought; ah, curse both false kings and their balls, too!
In the morning Maddyn led his horse down the gully one last time. Overhead, white clouds sailed by, sweeping their shadows over the pale grass on the muddy moorland. When they reached the foot of the hill, Nevyn handed him a worn leather pouch, jingling with coin.
‘Take it without arguing, lad. I didn’t save your life only to have you starve on the road.’
‘My thanks. I wish I could repay you for everything you’ve done for me.’
‘I’ll wager you will. Your Wyrd brought you to me once, and I suspect it’ll do so again, but in some strange way that neither of us can understand.’
Although Maddyn wanted to head straight west and put Cantrae behind him as soon as he could, he was forced to turn south, because the hills between Cantrae and Gwaentaer province were still snowy at this time of year. He went cautiously, avoiding the main road that ran beside the Canaver down to Dun Cantrae, sticking to winding farm lanes and what wild country there was. The only people he allowed to see him were farmers, who, like Belyan, cared less for the honour of war than they did for the coppers he spent for food. After four days of this careful riding, he was at the Gwaentaer border at a place roughly parallel with Dun Cantrae. Here the hills were low and rolling, dotted with small farms and the winter steadings of the horse-breeders who roamed with their herds all summer in the pasturelands. This time of year, every house bustled with activity. Mares were foaling; hooves needed shoeing; gear needed repairing; food had to be packed against the first long spring ride. No one had time to notice or to care about a solitary rider with a warrior’s saddle but a farmer’s shirt.
Just at dusk one warm day Maddyn came to the pillar stone that marked the boundary between the two gwerbretrhynau. As he rode past, he let out a long sigh of relief. Although he was still an outlaw, his neck was a good bit safer now. Once, back in that peaceful and now nearmythical past, every gwerbret in the kingdom would have honoured Tibryn’s decree of outlawry, but now in the midst of the long-bleeding wars, fighting men were too valuable for lords to go driving them away with awkward questions. For the first time in weeks he felt relaxed enough to sing. Two Wildfolk came for the song, the blue sprite perching on his saddle-peak and showing him her pointed teeth, a gnarled brown gnome who was new to him dancing in the road beside his horse. Maddyn was so glad to see them that he almost wept. At least one small part of his magical winter would travel with him.
As it turned out, he soon had human company, and in a way that he never would have expected. The morning after he passed the boundary stone, he came to the last of the hills and paused his horse for a moment to look down and over the vast green plain of Gwaentaer, the wind’s own country indeed, where the trees that the farmers laboriously planted soon grew leaning, as if they shrank in continuous fear from the constant whistling of the wind. Since the day was sparkling clear, he could see for miles over the land, softly furred with the first green of grass and winter wheat, dimpled here and there with tiny ponds or the round steadings of the widely separated farms. He could also see a well-marked road running deadwest, and on it, not more than a mile ahead of him, a solitary rider.
Something was wrong with the man. Even from this distance Maddyn could see it, because the fellow was riding doubled over in the saddle, and his horse was picking its own way, ambling slowly, pausing every now and then to snatch a tuft of grass from the side of the road before its rider would come to himself and get it back under control, only to slump again a few moments later. Maddyn’s first impulse was to ride on by a somewhat different route and not burden himself with anyone else’s troubles, but then he thought of Nevyn, risking his own life to heal and shelter an outlawed man. With a chirrup to his horse, he started off at a brisk trot. The rider ahead never heard him coming, or else cared not a whit if he were followed, because he never turned or even looked back the entire time that Maddyn was closing with him. Finally, when Maddyn was close enough to see that the entire back of the man’s shirt was thick with rusty-brown dried blood, the fellow paused his horse and sat slumped and weary, as if inviting Maddyn to have a clear strike at him and be done with it.
‘Here,’ Maddyn said. ‘What’s wrong?’
At that the rider did turn to look at him, and Maddyn swore aloud.
‘Aethan, by all the gods! What are you doing on the Gwaentaer road?’
‘And I could ask the same of you, Maddo.’ His voice, normally deep and full of humour, was rasped with old pain. ‘Or have you come to fetch me to the Otherlands?’
Maddyn stared for a moment, then remembered that everyone