Mills & Boon Modern Romance Collection: February 2015. Кэрол Мортимер
her dinner companion’s eyes.
‘Dressing for dinner.’ She bristled. It was on the tip of her tongue to tell him to take his bad mood and shove it, but he had the power to eject her from the palace. She drew a slow breath and pretended not to notice the way his gaze flickered on the movement. ‘Your grandmother—’
‘No!’ He raised his free hand. ‘Don’t bring her into this. This is about why you chose to wear that—’ he gestured disparagingly to her beautiful dress ‘—to an important royal occasion. You must have known the effect it would have.’
Jacqui stared up at him, seeing a flash of fury, and felt her eyes widen. He was serious. And he was mightily offended.
To her horror something crumbled a little inside. Could she have got it so wrong? Had Lady Rania been too polite to tell her she’d been mistaken about the gown suiting her? Had the diplomat’s assiduous attention been too over-done? Could he have felt sorry for her, trying to masquerade as glamorous when she wasn’t?
Jacqui swallowed and it felt like razor wire lodged in her throat. She’d never been a good judge of fashion. Had she been blinded by the beauty of the dress into thinking it could transform her with a mere slither of its silk?
A horrible churning sensation filled her insides. Normally she didn’t worry too much about how she looked. But tonight she’d thought...
‘It won’t happen again, Your Highness.’ Her voice was wooden but she refused to look away and let him see how much the truth hurt. ‘Next time, if there is a next time, I’ll wear my suit.’
He nodded stiffly. ‘That would be preferable to making an exhibition of yourself.’
Jacqui tore her hand from his, anger and hurt spiralling uncontrollably. It was one thing to know her limitations after having her stepmother harp on them so often, but it was horrible to hear him spell them out.
‘Damn you!’ She snarled the syllables between gritted teeth. ‘That’s a horrible thing to say.’ Her breath sawed in her throat as she strove for breath. ‘We can’t all be glamorous and sexy like you but that doesn’t give you the right to belittle others for the way they look.’
Jacqui marched away, only to catch herself up on her long skirt. Cursing under her breath, she scrabbled at the slippery silk, lifting it enough to walk, and strode off.
She’d gone two steps when he grabbed her elbow and swung her round to face him.
‘YOU’RE NOT SERIOUS.’
But those amber eyes spat fire at him. This was no joke. And there was hurt in the twist of her mouth.
His stomach dived.
‘Never more so.’ Her jaw angled so she could look down her nose at him, despite the fact he was so much taller. This woman had sass.
She also had sex appeal in spades. Only iron willpower kept his hand on her elbow instead of skimming up that shimmering fabric and cupping her firm, high breasts. His gaze dipped inevitably and he saw her nipples tighten as if responding to the hunger inside him.
‘Oh!’ She stamped her foot on his but she was barefoot and it had no impact. ‘Let me go. Now!’ She thrashed in his hold, trying to get free.
‘Be still, Jacqueline. You’ll—’
‘Don’t you dare “Jacqueline” me. It’s Jacqui. Or Jack.’ Her mouth trembled and pain smacked him in the chest.
‘You’ve got it wrong.’
‘Oh, I have, have I? So you didn’t come stomping after me to tell me I shouldn’t have worn this?’
‘No. Yes.’ Asim gritted his teeth, infuriated with himself as much as her. Even now he couldn’t believe his behaviour. He’d insulted her, grabbed her, hurt her. Spent the whole evening lusting after her. ‘You don’t understand.’ Hell, he didn’t understand! Where was his calm? His easy charm? Where was his dislike of reporters?
Her eyebrows arched. ‘It’s late, Your Highness, and we’ve both said enough. If you’d refrain from manhandling me, I’ll be on my way.’
‘Manhandling you?’ Frustration ignited, fanned into a roaring inferno by guilt and raw need. ‘This is manhandling.’
He grabbed her other arm and swung her round, pushing her backwards. He heard a soft ‘Ooh,’ of surprise as her back hit the wall. Those mysterious eyes opened wide as if for the first time she sensed what it was to be at a man’s mercy.
Not that he’d harm her. He just wanted her to shut up and listen.
Her tongue darted out to slick her lower lip and heat drilled into his belly. It was a habit she had when nervous. The first few times she’d come to his office, only that had given away the fact she knew how precarious her position was, that he’d look for any excuse to get rid of her.
Now, as then, the unconscious movement tore at his self-control. That mouth of hers...
Consciously he relaxed his grip, but not enough for her to slip away. To be sure he stepped in close so they stood toe-to-toe, their breaths mingling.
‘I shouldn’t have spoken like that.’ His words sounded stilted, emerging from stiff lips. He wasn’t used to apologising. He wasn’t used to letting emotions get out of hand or blurting words before he considered them. He was renowned for diplomacy!
‘No, you shouldn’t.’ Her eyes narrowed like laser-sharp sunbeams, scoring his skin. ‘But you’ve made your point and I want you to let me go. I’m very tired.’
Liar. The energy running through her slender frame all but gave off sparks. His hands tingled just holding her through the silken sleeves.
Asim slammed a door on his thoughts before he could contemplate holding her bare flesh.
‘I didn’t mean what you think.’
‘Of course you didn’t. I must have imagined it all.’ Sarcasm dripped from each syllable, but it didn’t quite mask her hurt, and again Asim felt pain stab him in the gut.
He’d known she was affected by recent trauma but how could he have guessed she also had a warped self-image? It seemed impossible that a woman so intelligent and feisty should so underestimate herself.
‘You think you don’t look glamorous and sexy?’ He couldn’t quite keep the disbelief from his voice.
She stood ramrod-stiff. ‘Don’t! You’ve said enough on the subject.’
Asim shook his head, his gaze locked on hers. That fiery stare sent blasts of heat running through his blood.
‘I didn’t say it right. My complaint wasn’t that you looked...’ He searched for a word then remembered her usual camouflaging clothes. ‘Drab.’ He heard her swift intake of breath. ‘It was because you sashayed into the dining salon looking like sex in heels. You turned every male head and sent the ambient temperature soaring.’
‘Why are you doing this?’ Her voice was ragged, her mouth tight as she skewered him with wide, hurt eyes.
‘Because you don’t believe me.’
‘Of course I don’t believe you! It’s nonsense. The place was littered with beautiful women. You were surrounded by them. What would it matter if I...?’
Her words petered out and abruptly she turned her head away. Instantly, like a switch flicking off, the current of electricity arcing between them died.
‘If you distracted every man in the room?’ Asim didn’t want to think about that but it was too late. He already knew the answer.
Because he wanted her for himself.
He’d