Taming Jason. Lucy Gordon
Her name was Elinor Lucinda, but Simon called her Cindy. Cindy for Lucinda, but also—
‘Cindy for Cinderella,’ he teased. ‘My little Cinderella.’
Her poverty enchanted him. ‘I love giving you things,’ he said that first night as they walked under the trees. ‘I’m going to cover you with diamonds.’
‘But I don’t want diamonds. Just your love, my darling. Nothing but your love.’
‘You can have that as well, all tied up with a big shiny bow, and anything else you ask for.’
Lost in delight, she hardly realised that they’d returned to the house and were crossing the hall. Only then did she see Jason, standing on the stairs, close enough to hear Simon’s extravagant promises. But her own voice was softer, and Jason had probably missed her gentle protest.
She had a brief glimpse of his face, dark and angry, before he turned away.
Jason never mentioned what he’d overheard, but in a dozen ways he made it clear that Simon was dependent on him for money. Simon confirmed it.
‘I inherit plenty under my father’s will, but Jason’s got the purse-strings until I’m twenty-five,’ he said with a shrug. ‘So what? How can he stop me using my credit cards? And when the money is spent, how can he refuse to pay up? It’s my money, after all. Don’t worry about it.’
That was his philosophy of life. Don’t worry about it. And somehow things always worked out Simon’s way. Living under his spell, as she did, it was easy to believe they always would.
She guessed it was no accident that their bedrooms were at opposite ends of the great house. In fact Jason’s precautions were needless. The young girl hadn’t yet offered herself totally to the man she adored, and she loved Simon more for respecting her wishes. The day would come soon when they would be one in flesh as they were one in heart and soul. But just for now she was enjoying this sweet time of anticipation.
So Jason’s resolve to keep his brother out of her bed was an insult. He couldn’t have said more clearly that he saw her as a schemer. And at last she heard those words from his own lips. She came across the brothers by accident, and couldn’t help overhearing Jason’s voice.
‘You young fool. You’re not going anywhere near her room if I have to bar the way myself…The last thing I want is that girl getting pregnant…’
She fled before they could discover her. She would have liked to flee Tenby Manor altogether, but there was a strong inner core beneath her gentle exterior, and it made her determined to stay and fight for her love. Yes, even to fight Jason Tenby himself. And she knew he was a formidable foe.
‘Why don’t you chuck Simon back into the sea?’ Jason asked once. ‘You’ll find other fish that suit you better.’
‘I’ll never love anyone but Simon,’ she said fervently.
‘Then you’re a fool.’
‘And Simon? Is he a fool?’ she asked, more bravely than she felt.
‘Yes, because he believes in the same kind of love that you do. I’ve seen his infatuations before. He enjoys the romantic stage, putting the girl on a pedestal, buying her gifts, asking for nothing back.’
He said the last words with a sneer that stung her into retorting, ‘I can’t imagine you asking for nothing back.’
‘Then you’re a good judge of character,’ he said with a raffish grin. ‘The romantic bit is all very nice, but I’m the one who has to pick up the pieces, sort out the broken hearts, the whole boring thing.’
‘But you’ve got it all wrong,’ she said passionately. ‘I understand why you’re concerned for your brother, but I won’t break his heart—’
‘Only his bank account, eh?’
‘That’s a wicked thing to say—’
‘Look, I’ve seen some of the presents he’s given you—all bought with money he doesn’t have.’
‘I don’t ask him to—’
‘Sure you don’t. You don’t need to. He enjoys splashing out. Well, I can be generous too—for a purpose.’ He named a sum of money.
‘Are you trying to buy me off?’ she demanded, outraged.
He shrugged. ‘Put it how you like. It’s a good bargain.’
‘And my-self respect? How would I buy that back?’
‘That’s a good line. I’ll up the offer a little, but not much.’
‘You could double it and I still wouldn’t be interested.’
‘No, don’t overplay your hand. I won’t double it.’
Furiously she stormed off, but at the last minute something made her turn back to look at him, standing there, regarding her with a sceptical look.
She was used to waking early, and she enjoyed getting up with the dawn to look out of her window and watch the sun rising over the Tenby estate. At such moments she could forget the tensions that swirled around her, spoiling this beautiful place.
But then one morning it was spoilt anyway, by the sight of Jason pounding up the avenue of oaks, mounted on Damon, his big black stallion. Simon had called the horse ‘a ferocious brute who tries to kill everyone who comes near him’, but Jason sat him as easily as if he were a pony.
He wore no jacket, and through his thin shirt she could see the tension of his muscles, controlling the huge beast without effort.
He thought he could control everything, she thought—his estates, his brother, the whole world. But she wouldn’t let him control her.
A moment later he stopped under her window.
‘Do you ride?’ he called up.
‘I—yes,’ she said.
‘Good. I’ll find you a mount.’
She’d made a bad mistake. Her mother had once done housework for a man who owned a fat, elderly pony. He’d let the child play with the animal, and she’d learned to saddle him and sit there while he ambled slowly about. And she’d thought that was riding.
She looked good in a riding habit that belonged to their recently married sister, but almost at once she knew she’d done something stupid. Her mount was gentle enough, but it was a real horse. It needed to be properly ridden. And she didn’t know how.
What happened next would always fill her with shame.
The horse simply ignored her, going happily on its own way, while she grew more and more miserable and humiliated. Her one real effort to take charge resulted in the beast trotting off to the nearest stream and stopping so suddenly that she was deposited in the water.
It was Jason who hauled her out. ‘Why did you pretend you could ride?’ he demanded, exasperated. ‘Of all the idiots!’
‘I can ride, but not on an animal like that,’ she insisted, pulling off her sodden jacket. Beneath it she wore a thin white sweater, which was also soaking.
‘What do you mean, “an animal like that”?’ he yelled back. ‘It’s a horse, for Pete’s sake. It’s got one leg at each corner and nothing between its ears. It’s a mount for a child, always assuming the child knows what it’s doing. What did you learn on, a rocking horse?’
‘Stop it!’ she cried. ‘Stop trying to bully me.’
‘Bully you, you stupid girl? I’m trying to prevent you making the biggest mistake of your life.’ Suddenly he seemed to lose his temper, taking hard hold of her shoulders. ‘Stop trying to be something that you’re not, d’you hear? Get out of here while you can. Simon isn’t the man for you.’
‘That’s