За гранью страха. История о беременности, депрессии и невероятной силе внутри меня. Эмилия Рейнхарт

За гранью страха. История о беременности, депрессии и невероятной силе внутри меня - Эмилия Рейнхарт


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стали постоянными спутниками моего пути во время беременности и борьбы с депрессией. Я ощущала себя отрешенной от окружающего мира и от людей вокруг меня. Было такое чувство, будто я находилась внутри прозрачного пузыря, отделенного от остальной реальности.

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