A Secret of the Lebombo. Mitford Bertram
she could give him; for these two were engaged, and he – was tottering on the verge of ruin.
He looked down into her eyes, and their glances held each other. What priceless riches was such a love as this. Ruin! Why ruin was wealth while such as this remained with him. And yet – and yet – Wyvern’s temperament contained but little of the sanguine; moreover he knew his own capabilities, and however high these might or might not stand for ornamental purposes, no one knew better than he did that for the hard, practical purpose of building for himself a pecuniary position they were nil. Nor was he young enough to cherish any illusions upon the subject.
“You said you had some serious talk for me, sweetheart,” he said. “Now begin.”
“It’s about father. He keeps dinning into me that you – that you – are not doing well.”
“He’s right there,” said Wyvern, grimly. “And then?”
“And then – well, I lost my temper.”
“You have a temper then?”
She nestled closer to his side, and laid her head against him.
“Haven’t I – worse luck!”
He laughed, softly, lovingly.
“Well, I’ll risk that. But, why did you lose it?”
“He told me – he said – that things ought not to go on any longer between us,” answered the girl, slowly.
“Oh, he said that did he? What if he should be right?”
She started to her feet, and her eyes dilated as she fixed them upon his face; her own turning ghastly white.
“You say that —you? If he should be right?”
Wyvern rose too. The greyness which had superseded the bronze of his face was an answer to her white one.
“I am ruined,” he said. “Is it fair to bind you to a broken and ruined man, one who, short of a miracle, will never be anything else?”
“You mean that? That he might be right?” she repeated.
The ashen hue deepened on his countenance.
“In your own interest – yes. As for me, the day that I realised I should see you no more in the same way, as I see you now – that is as mine– would be my last on earth,” he said, his voice breaking, in a very abandonment of passion and despair. Then with an effort, “But there. It was cowardly of me to tell you that.”
“Oh, love – love!” Now they were locked in a firm embrace, and their lips met again and again. In the reaction great tears welled from her eyes, but she was smiling through them. “Now I am answered,” she went on, “I thought I knew what happiness was, but, if possible, I never did until this moment.”
“Did you think I was going to give you up then?” he said, a trifle unsteadily.
“Don’t ask me what I thought I only know I seem to have lived a hundred years in the last minute or so.”
“And I?”
“You too. You have an expressive face, my ideal?”
“Listen, Lalanté. How long have we known each other?”
“Since I first came home. Just a year.”
“And how long have we loved each other?”
“Exactly the same time, to a minute.”
“Yes. And have we ever had the slightest misunderstanding or exchanged one single word that jarred or rankled?”
“Never.”
“Why not?”
“Because of our love – our complete and perfect love.”
“Yes. Now we have had our first misunderstanding, but not in the ordinary and derogatory sense in which the word is used – and it has only served to cement us more closely together. Hasn’t it?”
“It has.”
“Then we will sit down again and talk things over quietly,” he said. “You have been standing long enough, after your long, hot ride.”
He released her beautiful form from his embrace, though reluctantly, and only then after another clinging kiss. She subsided again on to her cushions.
“After my long, hot ride!” she echoed. “Why, it was nothing. I’m as strong as a horse.”
“You are perfect.”
“Oh, and all this time you have not even lighted your pipe!” she cried, gleefully, and radiant with smiles as she picked up that homely and comforting implement where he had let it fall. “Now light it up, dearest, and then we will be comfy, and talk.”
“Yes. Well then, I suppose your father was rather abusing me on the whole, Lalanté; saying I was doing no good, and so forth. He has been doing that more and more of late. Don’t be afraid I shan’t mind; nor shall I feel at all ill-disposed towards him on that account.”
“I’m sure you won’t; first because you are you, secondly because you know that he is utterly powerless to part us. Well then, he said again that your affairs were rapidly going from bad to worse, and that you would never do any good for yourself or anybody else.”
“As for the first he’s right. For the second – I’m not so sure.”
Wyvern spoke with a new confidence that was a little strange to himself – a confidence begotten of the very trust and confidence which this girl had shown in him. His love for her thrilled every fibre of his body and soul. Now that he knew beyond all shadow of a doubt that nothing on earth could part them – and he did know it now – a new, and as we have said, a strange confidence and self-reliance had been born within him.
She, for her part, laughed – laughed lightly, happily.
“But I am,” she answered. “For instance you have done a great deal of good for me. You have turned my days into a sunlight of bliss, and my nights into a dream beside which Heaven might pale. Is that nothing?”
“Child – child!” he said, still passing his hand caressingly over the soft luxuriance of her hair. “Will it last – will it last? Remember you are enthroning a poor sort of idol after all. What then?”
Again she laughed! – lightly, happily.
“What then? Last? Oh, you’ll see. You are a bit older than me, darling, but even you don’t know everything – no, not quite everything.”
The mocking face was turned up, radiant in the love-light of its obsession. Upon the rich, full lips he dropped his own. And the golden glory from above warmed down upon a shining world in its wild splendour here of forest and waste and cliff, and the joyous voices of Nature echoed their multitudinous but ever blending notes. The glow of Heaven lay upon all, and its peace upon two hearts.
“No, I do not know everything,” he said at last, “for I did not know that the whole world could contain one like you.”
Her fingers, intertwined with his, closed upon them in unspoken response. Both seemed to lack heart to revert to more serious and mundane talk in the happiness of the hour; and in God’s name, why should they, seeing that such hours can come to few, and then but seldom in a lifetime?
“Baas. Myn lieve Baas?”
“What do you want, old Sanna?” said Wyvern, frowning at the interruption, yet not moving. “Go away. You are disturbing us.”
“But myn Baas,” persisted the old woman, deprecatorily. “I think something must be dead – there – down by the river. The aasvogels are like a very cloud.”
“I don’t care if something is dead,” he answered. “I don’t care if all the world were dead – in fact I wish it was. So go away and don’t come bothering me again until I call you.”
She obeyed, not in the least huffy. Romance appeals to all natures and nationalities and ages,