Sunshine Jane. Warner Anne
sister, and it makes me feel bad." With which hasty statement Matilda gave a brief dab to each eye, put up her pocket-handkerchief, and opened the front door. Jane had her bag in her hand, and they had carried the trunk to the gate before.
The stage was empty, and the driver was tying the trunk-strap with a rope.
"Well, good-by," said Matilda; "remember to lock up well every night."
"Yes, I will," said Jane. "I hope you'll have a good time and a splendid change."
"I'm sure of the change," said Matilda, swinging herself up with an agility bred of her liberal diet on stiles. "Five years, – will you only think of it?"
The driver picked up the reins, gave them a slap, and the expedition was off.
Matilda Drew was really "gone off on a visit."
"Think of it," said Katie Croft, who, despite her town-name of "Katie," was a gray-haired woman of fifty. "Think of it! A vacation! What luck some folks have. I shall never have a vacation in all – " her voice ceased, and she continued sweeping down the steps, the stage passing out of sight as she did so.
Meanwhile Jane had re-entered the house and carefully closed the door after her. She felt curiously freed in spirit, and that subtly supreme joy of seeing a helplessly bad situation delivered bound and gagged into one's hands to be mended was hers.
"I'll go straight and ask about auntie's breakfast first," she thought, mounting the staircase. To her light tap at the door, a feeble "come in" responded. She entered then and observed, with a slight start, that the invalid had just been up. The blind was drawn, and a pair of kicked-off slippers betrayed a hasty jump back into bed. Her eyes sought Susan's in explanation. "I didn't know that you could move about," she said, with a pleased look.
Susan's little, sharp nose had an apologetic appearance, as it showed over the sheet-fold. "I can get about a little, days when I'm strong," she explained, "and I wanted to see her off. I wanted to see if she really did go." She paused, gave a sharp choke and gasp, and then waited.
Jane leaned over and kissed her forehead. "I will try very hard to make you comfortable and happy," she said gently.
Susan rather shrunk together in the bed. "What kind of a girl are you, anyhow?" she asked suddenly and sharply. "Are you really religious, or do you only just go to church?"
"I try to do what's right," her niece answered simply.
The invalid contemplated her intently. "It can be pretty hard living with any one that tries to do right," she said. "My experience is that good people is often more trying than bad ones. Maybe it's just that I've had more to do with them, though. I suppose Matilda told you about everything and the garden and all?"
"Yes, I think I know what to see to."
"And the cat? – and his stealing?"
"Yes, she told me about him."
"The garden must be weeded," Susan pronounced, sinking down deep into the bed. "Don't you ever forget that. And that cat has got to be fed – and well fed, too – even if he does steal."
Jane watched her disappear beneath the bedclothes.
"Auntie," she said, "I've got lots of funny ideas, and one of them is that it's wicked not to be just as happy as possible every minute. Now I'm to be here three weeks, and I think that I ought to be able to make them a real change for you as well as for Aunt Matilda. We'll begin with your breakfast. You tell me what you like best, and I'll fix it for you – "
Susan's head came up out of the bed-clothes with the suddenness of a boy rising from a dive. "If I can have anything I want," she cried, "I want some hot tea – some boiling hot tea, some tea made with water that's boiling as hard as it can boil. And I want the pot hot. Burning hot before the tea goes in."
Jane started. "I thought you liked your tea cold."
Susan's eyes fairly snapped. "Well, I don't. I don't like nothing cold. I like everything hot."
Jane moved towards the door. "I'll go and make some right away," she said.
Susan's small, bright eyes looked after her very hard indeed. "I wonder if you really mean what you say about my doing what I please."
"Of course I mean what I say."
"Then I want to go back into my own room."
The niece stopped. "Isn't this your room?" she asked in surprise.
"No, this is the nearest room to the top of the stairs. I'll show you which is my room." With a quick leap she was out of bed.
"Barefooted!" cried Jane.
"I'll get into slippers quick enough, and I always wear stockings in bed. It's one of my peculiar ways. I'm very peculiar." She was running out of the room. Jane followed, astonished at the strength and steadiness of the bedridden.
"But I thought that – that you were always in bed," she stammered.
Susan stopped short and turned about. "It was the pleasantest way to get along," she said briefly. "I guess that you've a really kind heart, so I'll trust you and tell you the truth. Matilda wasn't here very long before I see that if her patience wasn't to give out, I'd got to begin to fail. I went to bed, and I've failed ever since. I've failed steady. It's been the only thing to do. It wasn't easy, but it was that or have things a lot harder. So I failed."
Jane stared in amazement, and then suddenly the fun of it all overcame her, and she burst out laughing. Susan laughed, too. "It was all I could do," she repeated over and over.
"And so you failed," said her niece, still laughing.
"Yes, and so I failed."
"Mercy on us, it's the funniest thing I ever heard in all my life," exclaimed the Sunshine Nurse.
"It ain't always been funny for me," said Susan, "but come, now, I want to show you my room."
She opened a door as she spoke and led the way into a dark, musty-smelling place. It was the work of only a minute to draw the blind and throw up the window. "Right after we've had breakfast, we'll clean it," the aunt declared, "and then I'll move right back in. Husband and me had this room for twenty long years together. He was a saving man, and most of what he was intending to save when I wanted to buy things was told me in this room. Whatever I wanted he always said I could have, and then when it came night, he said I couldn't. The room is full of memories for me – sad memories – but after he was mercifully snatched to everlasting blessedness, I grew fond of it. It's a nice room."
"I think I'll get your tea," said Jane, "and then I'll clean this room and help you move into it. We'll have you all settled before noon."
She turned and ran down to the kitchen. The kettle was singing, and she stuffed more wood in under it and began to hunt for a tray and the other concomitants of an up-stairs breakfast. Things were not easily found.
"Well, I declare!" a voice at the window behind her exclaimed, as she was down on her knees getting a tray-cloth out of a lower drawer. The voice gave her a violent start, being a man's. She sprang to her feet and faced about.
"I'm sorry; I thought you'd know me." It was the artist of the day before, the young man who had come down in the stage.
"It's so early." She went to the window and shook hands. "But I'm glad to see you, anyhow."
"I always get up at six and walk five miles before breakfast when I'm in the country," he explained.
"Do you really? What enterprise!"
"And so this is where you've come. Why, it's the quaintest old place that I ever saw. A regular tangle of picturesque possibilities. Who are you visiting?"
"I'm taking care of my invalid aunt while my other aunt has a little rest."
"Is she very ill?"
"Oh, no. But this is her tea that I'm making, and I must take it up to her now."
"I'll go, then. But may I come again – and sketch?"
"I can't have company. I'll be too busy."
"Can't I help with the work?"
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