The Guarded Heights. Camp Wadsworth
small step toward the summit from which Sylvia looked down on him with contemptuous, inimical eyes.
The head coach one afternoon gave the ball to a young man of no pronounced value, and instructed him to elude George if he could.
"You, Morton," the head coach instructed, "see that he doesn't get past you. Remember what you've done to the dummy."
George nodded, realizing that this was a real test to be passed with a hundred per cent. That man with the ball had the power and the desire to make a miserable failure of him. For the moment he seemed more than a man, deadly, to be conquered at any cost. Schooled by his rough-and-tumble combats at school and in the stables, George kept his glance on the other's eyes; knew, therefore, when he was going to side-step, and in which direction; lunged at exactly the right moment; clipped the runner about the knees; lifted him; brought him crashing to the ground. The ball rolled to one side. George released his man, sprawled, and gathered the ball in his arms. A great silence descended on the field. Out of it, as George got up, slipped the uncertain voice of his victim.
"Did anything break off, Green? That wasn't a tackle. It was a bad accident. How could I tell he was a bull when he didn't wear horns?"
George helped the man to his feet.
"Hope I didn't hurt you."
"Oh, no. I'll be all right again in a couple of months."
He limped about his work, muttering:
"Maybe mother was right when she didn't want me to play this game."
The coach wasn't through. He gave the ball to George and signalled one of the biggest of the varsity men.
"Let me see you get past that fellow, Morton."
George didn't get past, although, with the tackler's vise-like grip about his legs, he struggled with knees and elbows, and kept his feet until the coach called to let him go.
"I'm sorry," George began.
"Yes," Green said, severely, "you've got to learn to get past tacklers. If you learn to do that consistently I'll guarantee you a place on the team, provided Mr. Stringham's willing."
"I'm willing," the head coach said with apparent reluctance.
Everyone within hearing laughed, but George couldn't laugh, although he knew it was expected.
"Mr. Stringham," he said, "I will learn to get past them unless they come too thick."
The coach patted his shoulder. His voice was satisfied.
"Run along to the showers now."
There may have been something in the sequence of these events, for that very night Squibs Bailly's face twitched with satisfaction.
"You have a share," he said, "in the agency of the laundry most generally patronized by our young men. It will pay you enough unless you long for automobiles and gaiety."
"No," George said, "but, Mr. Bailly, I need clothes. I can afford to buy some now. Where shall I go? What shall I get?"
Bailly limped about thoughtfully. He named a tailor of the town. He prescribed an outing suit and a dinner suit.
"Because," he said, "if you're asked about, you want to be able to go, and a dinner suit will pass for a Freshman nearly anywhere."
"If," George asked himself defiantly as he walked home, "Squibs thinks my ambition unworthy, why does he go out of his way to boost it? Anyway, I'm going to do my best to make touchdowns for him and Mrs. Squibs. Is that Princeton spirit, or Bailly spirit, or am I fooling myself, and am I going to make touchdowns just for myself and Sylvia Planter?"
VII
The meeting he had desired above all things to avoid took place when he was, for a moment, off his guard. He was on his way to Dickinson Hall for his first examination. Perhaps that was why he was too absorbed to notice the automobile drawn up at the curb just ahead, and facing him. He had no warning. He nearly collided with Lambert Planter, who walked out of a shop. George stopped, drew back, and thought of dodging behind the procession of worried, sombrely clothed Freshmen; but there wasn't time. Lambert's face showed bewilderment and recognition.
"Certainly it is Mr. Morton," he said in his old mocking fashion.
George glanced at the surprised features which, in a masculine fashion, were reminiscent of Sylvia; and beyond he saw, in the rear seat of the automobile, Sylvia herself, lovelier, more removed than ever. Betty Alston sat at her side. Evidently neither had observed the encounter, for they laughed and chatted, probably about the terror-stricken Freshmen.
George swallowed hard.
"I heard you were going to be here. I wanted to keep out of your way."
"But why?" Lambert laughed. "You have a scholastic appearance. You never mean – "
"I am taking my entrance examinations," George said. "I want to make good here."
He looked straight into Lambert's eyes. His voice became incisive, threatening.
"I will make good. Don't try giving me away. Don't you tell Miss Alston where I came from – "
"Yeh. The big fellow! Morton! Stringham and Green say he's going to be a wonder."
It drifted to them from the passing youths.
Lambert whistled. The mockery left his voice.
"Go as far as you can," he said.
And followed it with:
"Don't be a self-conscious ass."
He smiled whimsically.
"Glad to have run into you – George."
The driver had noticed Lambert. The automobile glided nearer.
"I – I've got to get away," George said, hastily. "I don't want your sister to see me."
Lambert turned. His voice, in turn, was a trifle threatening.
"That's all nonsense. She's forgotten all about you; she wouldn't know you from Adam."
George couldn't help staring. What a contrast the two young women offered! He wanted to realize that he actually looked at Sylvia Planter, Sylvia of the flesh, Sylvia who had expressed for him an endless contempt. But he couldn't help seeing also the golden hair and the soft colouring of Betty Alston.
Lambert sprang into the car. Sylvia and Betty both glanced at the man he had left. George waited. What would happen now? Sylvia's colour did not heighten. Her eyes did not falter. Betty smiled and waved her hand. George took off his cap, still expectant. Sylvia's lifeless stare continued until the car had rolled away. George sighed, relaxed, and went on.
Had Lambert been right? He didn't want to believe that. It hurt too much.
"She saw me," he muttered. "She stared, not as if she saw an unknown man, but as if she wanted to make me think she saw nothing. She saw me."
But he couldn't be sure. It seemed to him then that he wanted more than anything in the world to be sure.
And he had not taken advantage of his chance. Instead of looking at her and fixing the stark fact of hatred in his mind, he had only thought with an angry, craving desire:
"You are the loveliest thing in the world. The next time you'll know me. By God, the next time I'll make you know me."
VIII
In the examination hall George called upon his will to drive from his mind the details of that encounter. Lambert might be dependable, but if Sylvia had actually recognized him what might she not say to Betty Alston? He didn't want to see the kindness vanish from Betty's eyes, nor the friendliness from her manner. Lambert's assurance, moreover, that Sylvia had forgotten him lingered irritatingly.
"I will not think of it," George told himself. "I will think of nothing but this paper. I will pass it."
This ability to discipline his mind had increased steadily during his hours before Sylvia's portrait. The simple command "I will," was a necessity his brain met with a decreasing reluctance. For two hours now it excluded everything except his work.