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eyes wild, and Donatella cueing her in like a demented maestro.
It was the same afternoon and they were gathered at Bernstein’s mansion to practise Elisabeth’s premiere piece. It was a song she had written herself–with a little help from Donatella, who’d been in the music business since the seventies–and was made up of a number of component parts, in the tradition of Queen’s Bohemian Rhapsody. It began quietly then built to a crescendo, before shying back to a pianissimo, then finishing with an operatic belt-out.
Donatella called time. ‘What’s wrong with you today?’ she frowned. ‘Your pitch is way off. Concentrate, Elisabeth.’
A fearsome woman in her late sixties, but from the back could have passed for forty, Donatella’s face was like tangerine peel, stretched by surgical procedures and swollen with Botox. In a black suit jacket and drainpipe jeans, with a good square foot of copper-coloured chest on show, her die-hard eighties style had finally come back in as a retro fashion choice.
‘Sorry,’ Elisabeth mumbled. ‘Can we start from “Starry night"?’
Donatella nodded briskly. Not many people could get away with telling off Elisabeth Sabell, but Donatella had been working with the family for decades: she had coached the great star Linda Sabell before her daughter. But while Elisabeth was the mirror image of her mother she had none of her vocal talent. She could hit the note–most of the time–but her voice was lacking something special. Still, it didn’t really matter these days, Donatella thought with a pang for the past industry. A good producer could work wonders, the voice was normally secondary.
Claude took it from verse two and the room erupted once more. Elisabeth felt like she was straddling a runaway horse, trying desperately to cling on as the music swept along, galloping towards the money note that she knew she couldn’t hit.
‘Tell me a story, tell me a lie; if you tell me the truth I surely will die. ‘
Donatella marched on, her breasts shaking with the rigour of her direction. Elisabeth felt her mouth go dry, the notes shrivelling up in her throat.
Focus.
I can’t. I’ve got to tell Robert I can’t marry him.
Rushing towards the highest point, Elisabeth’s voice cracked and she delivered the final punch as more of a limp slap. The note escaped her mouth then died on the floor in front of them like a wingless bird.
‘Ach!‘ Donatella shook her head. ‘You’ve got a lot of practice to do.’
Elisabeth looked at Claude, who was wearing an expression of such concerned pity that she wanted to smack him round his orange face.
‘I’ll do it,’ she said, out of breath.
‘I hope so,’ said Donatella, passing Elisabeth a glass of water, which she accepted gratefully. ‘The premiere is in less than eight weeks.’
‘I know,’ she mumbled.
‘You need to be ready,’ Donatella said, grabbing her purse. ‘Claudy!’
Claude sprang to attention like a dog.
‘This premiere will make you,’ she said sagely. ‘I’ve a feeling it’ll be a night to remember.’
Lana lay back on her bed at the Orient, staring up at the ornately decorated ceiling. The past two weeks had been bliss.
Since she’d arrived in Vegas she’d felt anonymous, uninhibited, but most of all free, which was ironic given her circumstances. She’d been forced to stay largely in her rooms, so had found time to be quiet; to read, to watch old movies–even to attempt a letter to Arlene. It was difficult. She hadn’t known where to begin, or how to account for her years of silence. Finding it near impossible to put it all into words, she’d suggested a meeting, maybe after the baby was born. It seemed important to explain in person everything that had happened, right from that day when they had taken her away. But then, partway through, she’d realised she didn’t even know if Arlene was still alive. With all her heart she prayed she still had the chance to make things right.
She checked the time. Eleven o’clock. Robert would be coming for her any minute. He’d been so generous–never had she encountered such a busy man, and yet he was unconditionally there for her. He’d visited her daily, sometimes just for minutes at a time depending on his schedule, and they’d caught up on the lost years. It was beyond the call of duty. She wanted him as fiercely as she ever had, but had been strict with herself–she was in enough of a mess already. Besides, Robert belonged to Elisabeth. He was in love with her, and she with him.
She hoped his company would restore her faith in men.
Lana cringed when she recalled the disastrous conversation she’d had with Parker Troy the morning after Rita had left. The first few attempts he hadn’t picked up. Then, on the fourth:
‘You’re what?’ Parker had shrieked, all high-pitched.
‘I’m pregnant,’ she’d repeated calmly. ‘And you’re the father.’
A long silence before he said in a sunken voice, ‘You can’t be. I mean … how?’
‘Well, funnily enough, it went like this …’ Lana had lost patience. They’d both been irresponsible, not just her. Where did he think she’d been the past three months, out shopping for baby clothes with her girlfriends?
‘Does Cole know?’ he’d asked meekly, sounding like someone about to shit themselves.
‘Yes.’
‘And he knows it’s me? Fuck. Does he know it’s me? I mean, do you think he—?’
‘No, he doesn’t know it’s you.’
‘Good, OK. And it’s gonna stay that way, right?’ The relief was audible. ‘There’s no way he can find out–I’d be a dead man.’
Lana couldn’t believe what she was hearing. ‘I’m OK, thanks, Parker. You know, in case that figures anywhere on your list of priorities.’
‘Of course it does,’ he’d clarified swiftly. ‘But listen, Lana, I gotta tell you–I’m not ready to be a father.’
Lana baulked. ‘Oh, that’s funny. I’m not ready to be a mom either. It’s going to take some getting used to, huh?’
A pause. ‘You’re not considering having it, are you?’
‘What’s that supposed to mean?’
‘I just assumed—’
‘Then don’t,’ she cut in. ‘I am having this baby, with or without you, Parker. I’d like you to be involved for the sake of the child, so maybe you could—’
‘But what if I’m not it?’
‘I beg your pardon?’
‘What if I’m not the father? There’s that chance, right?’
‘Fuck you, Parker.’ She’d fought the urge to hang up. ‘Fuck you.’
‘I’m just saying—’
‘Don’t just say anything, you asshole.’
‘Look, I’ve got a career, Lana. I’m just starting out. You–you’ve kind of made it, yeah? You’ve done what you wanted so, like, I guess it’s the right time for you to have this kid. You know,’ he stammered, ‘if you want it. But for me, well, it’s not. And also,’ he tacked on hastily, as if it made the damnedest bit of difference, ‘I’ve got a girlfriend. I really think I should be left out of it, totally, so, like, it’s nothing to do with me.’
When Lana was sure he’d finished, she