The Big Killing. Robert Thomas Wilson
splashed in water. An engine howled.
I turned the headlight on. The track was a hundred metres away. The ground was troughed and shadowed with plateaux of light from the rain water. The car’s suspension panicked and jarred, the frame of the windscreen swerved and dipped. Different patches of trees held their leaves up against the light.
I hit the path and cut the headlights to sides only and eased my foot off the accelerator, still in first gear, the engine not screaming any more. Another shot cracked off. The car crawled up the slope. The front end slid right – the wheel, violent in my hands, snapped at my fingers. The tyres ripped over the slippery ruts of the track and caught on the drier central ridge but slid back and zipped in the mud. The car crabbed sideways and forward, the angle crazed, the tyres chewing at the road not catching, the body slewing and then rearing at the track’s edge. The rubber caught, the chassis lunged with the sound of gravel pockmarking the underseal. Another shot – the sound of ice cracking over a river and something with a sharp bite, like a horse fly, stung my neck. The car scrabbled like a desperate climber on a chute of scree. Another shot – the trees closer, my shoulders hunched forward, face up against the glass, the trees even closer but not in them yet, one more shot and then into the noise of the trees, the drops of water slapping and gonging on the metal. A warm trickle dropped below my collar, pooled in the clavicle hollow and ran down my chest.
I stabbed the headlights on, which lit the tunnel of vegetation leading out on to the flats of the pineapple plantation. The car baulked at the rain-filled troughs across the track. The shock absorbers did what they were paid to do. The displaced water shot off into the night with the sound of torn paper. My eyes flickered between the rectangles of mirror, waiting for headlights to appear.
The gully between the track and the graded road was flooded and I hit it at speed, the rain water pouring over the bonnet up to the windscreen. The car clawed its way up the bank as I lashed out at the wipers which swiped the screen in double time. Still no lights appeared in the mirrors. Steam poured out of the wheel arches and the engine faltered, leaving blank spaces in my chest. The fan belt screeched like a stuck pig as the car humped on to the road, the windscreen squeaking dry under the crazed wipers. The Peugeot gripped the road and I rallied through the gears back to Abidjan looking for lights, but the mirrors shone black all the way.
It was nearly eleven o’clock by the time I reached my room near Grand Bassam and the power was off. I flexed my fingers, still stiff from gripping the steering wheel, lit a hurricane lamp and drank from the neck of a bottle of Bell’s. I flopped under the mosquito net with it, and stared at the fan which hadn’t worked even with electricity.
My thoughts steadied in the yellow light which swayed lazily on the walls. I could see the Land Cruiser’s driver, the white man who was supposed to make the drop, not sleeping but dead. There was no blood on him but he was stretched back, stiff, a line across his neck, the garrotte tied around the seat’s head rest. The African I’d only seen for a second. His hair was close cropped and he had soft, rounded features with the light skin of a Métis which had shown three tribal cicatrices on the cheek dark against it.
I turned the lamp off and took a final suck on the bottle. My jaw began to loosen off and I went to sleep with Fat Paul where I didn’t want him – sitting heavily on my mind.
Monday 28th October
I woke up with a headache, a pain in the neck and a whisky bottle where a lover should have been. The sheets reeked. The room was already hot from the sun pouring through the unshuttered window and I had a film of sweat on my forehead and top lip. I felt a weight at the foot of the bed and started, but it was only Moses striking a maternal pose. I propped myself up on an elbow and saw the blood on the pillow. I kicked my way out of the mosquito net, Moses looking at me as if I might refuse to go to school.
‘I’m all grown up now, Moses. You don’t have to watch over me.’
‘You bleeding, Mr Bruce, please sir,’ he said. ‘That car, thess hole in window, back one driver’s side.’
The mirror showed something that looked human but had been kept underground for a long time. Moses appeared on my shoulder and I told him to look at the back of my neck. He drew the collar down, sucked on his teeth and took a pair of tweezers out of the penknife on the table. After a sharp pain that travelled down my spine to my coccyx and back up again he showed me the diamond of glass that had embedded itself in my neck.
‘You be lucky,’ he said.
‘Maybe I am.’
‘You be lucky bullet stoppin’ in head rest passenger side.’
‘And not in me, you mean?’
‘No, please sir, not goin’ on brekkin’ other window, you pay two and ibbe costly.’
‘Thanks for your concern.’
‘Your good health is mine. You are my mastah,’ he said in a tone of voice I knew well.
‘How much do you want?’
Moses grinned. When he used the words ‘sir’ and ‘mastah’ it always meant money. He looked off into his head somewhere, pretending to do a calculation when he’d already cheated the answer.
‘Two thousand.’
‘Cedis?’
‘We in Ivory Coast,’ he said. ‘They speakin’ French here and asseptin’ CFA. Cedis gettin’ me nothin’ ‘cept Ghana side.’
‘Is it cheaper Ghana side?’
‘Oh, no, please sir. Ghana girls are very demandin'.’
‘These girls sucking you dry, Moses. This rate you never afford yourself a wife, you owing me too much money.’
Moses took the money with his right hand, his left holding the wrist, his head bowed. ‘Thanks for your concern,’ he said.
He slipped past me out of the door and I called him back.
‘I go-come,’ he said.
The girl was leaning against the hired Peugeot with a pair of strong arms folded. She saw Moses and stood. Her breasts were high, almost on her shoulders, and the white nylon blouse, with its frilly trim at the shoulders and neck, looked incongruous against the developed shoulders and biceps. She rolled Moses’s money in the top of her wrap. Moses was talking fast. She ignored him and pushed off the Peugeot with her rock-hard bottom, and moved off into the trees.
‘Strong girl,’ I said to Moses, who had returned with the body language of someone now completely at my service.
‘Not jes’ inne arms, Mr Bruce,’ he said, and snapped a finger as if he’d just picked up something hot.
Moses cleaned and dressed my wound after I’d showered. We stripped the black tape off the number plates and packed our things into the car. I had an argument with the landlady who’d heard I was moving to the Novotel which made her push for a full week’s rent. She had a baby girl on her back, who looked around her mother’s hips at the action, occasionally stretching out a small hand at the money in mine as if she understood the game and couldn’t wait to get started. We left at 9.30 a.m., the woman lobbing insults at us while the baby, who’d taken a fat elbow in the cheek, cried.
We found a garage in Zone 4C which could repair the hire car’s window. Two young and violent-looking boys wearing sawn-off corduroys and sandals made out of old tyres were slapped away from the car by a more cultured-looking fellow in a white coat who removed the panel from the door. Moses, who’d seen a crowd gathering across the street, pulled me over the road.
We went into a walled compound of a two-storey concrete office block. The sun, already high, was hot and the surface of the red earth in the compound was drying into crushed chillies. Steam hugged the surfaces of large crimson puddles. In a clearing amongst the crowd stood