The Bachelor's Bride. Audra Adams
weeks.”
“How late are you?” Trudy asked.
“Six weeks.”
“Mystery solved.”
“Oh, Trudy. It can’t be true!”
“Honey, you disappeared for at least an hour that I know of, probably more. You must have left with someone. Now all we have to do is figure out who.” She tapped her finger to her lips. “Describe him to me. Maybe I can help.”
“He was dressed in white.”
“Great help,” Trudy said. “It was mid-June. All the men there were dressed in white.”
“He was tall. Blond.” She paused. “And he had green eyes.”
“Now we’re getting somewhere.”
Rachel shut her eyes, allowing the dream to swirl around inside her head, pulling it back from her memory. She felt a shiver inside. “He smoked. And had a great smile. His eyes crinkled—” she opened her eyes and pointed to the corners “—right here. He had a low voice, kind of Rod Stewart-ish.” She looked at Trudy. “Well? Anything?”
“I don’t know. Maybe. What else?”
“His mouth. He had the greatest mouth.”
“In what way?” Trudy asked.
Rachel looked away. “I don’t know how to describe it.” She stared at her friend and felt the heat of embarrassment rise to her face.
Trudy ignored it. “This is no time to be shy, Rachel. Try.”
“Hot.”
“Hot?”
“Yes, his mouth was...hot.”
Trudy tilted her head and pursed her lips. “You seem to be remembering more than you thought.”
Rachel studied her hands. “I guess I am.”
“Anything else?”
“Not that I can think of.” She bit her lip. “Wait, there is one more thing. He had a slight accent. Very slight. I couldn’t tell exactly what. English. Maybe French—”
“French Canadian.”
“What? You know who he is?” Rachel asked, excited.
“I’m not sure. But he sounds like someone I may know.”
“Who? For heaven’s sake, Trudy, tell me, who?”
“My boss.”
“Not Reid James!”
“Yes, Reid James. The nineties answer to Robert Redford.”
Rachel put her hand to her mouth. “Oh, my God. I thought it was a dream.”
Trudy looked down in the vicinity of Rachel’s stomach. “Apparently not.”
* * *
Reid wanted the meeting to be over. Now. He was beyond bored, teetering awfully close to comatose. Why did these people go on so? Why didn’t they just say what they had to say and leave?
He put a hand up to his chin and nodded in their direction, pretending to be listening, hoping that his response was appropriate. Of course, it wasn’t just these people who bored the hell out of him. It was everyone and everything in his life.
At thirty-five he’d seen it all and done it all...and then some. He had put together a multimillion dollar conglomerate of varied and sundry corporations in a ten-year frenzy of activity that earned him equal amounts of praise and criticism.
But now he was tired. And he was done. Let someone else—or a dozen someone elses—run the businesses. He wanted out. He’d been thinking about it for a long time now, ever since his mother had died three years ago. He’d proven all he’d had to prove to her, and to his father, too, who’d finally acknowledged his existence only after he’d made his first million.
But getting out, letting go, was easier said than done. The time never seemed right. There was always another meeting to attend, another crisis to face, another “fire” to put out.
Not anymore. His interest was nil. He was done, through. Finis.
He needed only one thing to let go completely—and that, he feared, was not so easy to find.
He needed another reason to go on living.
“Excuse me,” Reid said as he stood. His words stopped the speaker in midsentence, and out of deference to him, the room was silent. “I have to leave,” he said, and did.
He felt their eyes on his back as he made his way to the door, but of course, no one said a word. No one ever did anymore.
No one questioned him. No one challenged him.
He was omnipotent.
He strolled back to his office, in no real hurry to get there, stopping along the way to talk to employees who greeted him. He knew their names, each and every one of them from the mail boy on up. A name was something that was important to him. He’d had to fight for what should have been his from birth, and when he finally had the right to use it, he gave it up, opting instead for a play on the name he’d been given by the nuns in the orphanage.
His back straightened as he walked, recalling all too well the perfect posture drilled into him by the saintly but tough-as-nails Ursuline Sisters.
Charlotte Mercier, his executive assistant, sat at her desk in his inner sanctum. She effectively ran the office now, answering his mail, signing his name to letters. He trusted her implicitly and would have no qualms about handing the reins over to her if he ever left. Whenever he mentioned the possibility, she pretended to be shocked by the thought of it, but he had no doubt that she could handle the responsibility.
She glanced up at his approach and handed him a stack of pink slips with phone calls to be returned. He leafed through them, quickly dropping the majority back on her desk for her to handle or dispose of. This exercise was just a formality. He returned very few calls anymore. Charlotte expertly picked through them, putting aside those she would return, and trashing those she would not.
One did catch his eye. “When did Mazelli call?” he asked.
“About a half hour ago.”
He nodded. Eddy Mazelli was someone who did interest him. Eddy was a private investigator who’d been recommended to him as the best in the business. Problem was that in the six weeks since he’d signed on, the man had come up empty.
Not that he’d had much to go on.
Frustration gnawed at Reid like a cancer. He hated not being in control, but this was one situation where that had never been the case. Not from the first.
He wished he could get that night out of his head, but he couldn’t. Maybe it was because it had been such a long time since he’d been with anyone like her. Scratch that. He’d never been with or even known anyone like her. The time they’d spent together had been surreal. She’d been so relaxed, uninhibited, funny, soft, feminine, lovely, hot, sexy, and...something else...loving. Things he’d never had nor expected from a woman.
It had scared the holy hell out of him.
They’d made love, and it wasn’t so much that they’d done anything different or out of the ordinary. No, it wasn’t the way they’d made love, but what had happened between them as they’d made love.
Reid had lost himself in her. He’d heard about such things happening, of course, but it had never happened to him, not in all the years with any of the women he’d bedded. Never.
So the fear came first, but it was quickly followed by exhilaration, and later, much later, by this frustration that had gripped him since and not let go.
She’d disappeared. He’d left her for only a