At His Fingertips. Dawn Atkins
why we offer matching grants, so they invest financially as well as emotionally and spiritually.”
“You ask them for capital? Up front?”
“Investment signals action. We encourage them to find outside investors as well.”
“I see.” But the idea seemed to confirm some suspicion he had.
“We eventually want the foundation to be self-sustaining.” Part of the long-range plan she had no clue how to create.
“If Dale does the workshop, will he get a grant?”
“If he meets our criteria. And if it’s his dream. I had a client today who thought she wanted a business, but what she wanted was to become a teacher.”
“So you turned her down?”
“I shifted her focus. She’s coming to the workshop and she’ll probably change her application to a scholarship. Bring Dale and you’ll see how it works.” She touched his hand—a reassuring gesture she used all the time—but it was like a lightning rod for the sexual current between them. She jerked her hand away.
Mitch looked at his hand, then at her face, as if he’d felt the charge, too. When he spoke, he seemed groggy, like someone awakened from a stage hypnosis. “What are the, uh, criteria?”
She used words he would respect. “We have a rubric to evaluate the viability of the idea, the level of the applicant’s commitment and the value of the service or product.”
“That sounds good.” He seemed relieved, which irked her.
“And, of course, I read the palm of every applicant.”
“You what?”
“I’m teasing, but my gift helps me choose who to fund.”
“Ok-ka-a-ay.” He wanted to laugh, she could tell, and that irritated her. She usually avoided skeptics or ignored their insults, but Mitch got to her. Maybe because of her own recent doubts.
“If it makes you feel better, just call it my strong intuition and knowledge of human psychology.”
“Fair enough,” he said. “What’s your approval percentage?”
“I’ve only been here for a few weeks, so I can’t say. The first director funded a dozen projects and I—”
“What happened to the first director?”
“She had to leave because of a family illness.”
“I see.” Was he thinking she was a desperation hire? She’d feared that, too, though Olivia had said no. You are tuned to the beat of every heart, cara, like I don’t know what for, she’d said in her charming Italian-cum-New Jersey accent. I should have gone with my heart and hired you first. Forget my brothers and their obligations.
“Anyway, I’ve funded six grants so far, including an earth-friendly organic bakery, a program for poor kids to earn computers through good grades and another to help prostitutes turn their lives around.”
“Prostitutes?”
“Yes. It’s a career-skills program. You can see how wide-ranging our projects can be.”
“Is there a prospectus or annual report? I noticed you don’t have a Web site.”
“Just the brochure so far. Belinda, my assistant, is working on the Web site, which should be up soon. We’re doing good work, Mitch, even if we don’t have a paper trail.”
“Sorry. I’m a lawyer. If it’s not in triplicate with six signatures, it doesn’t exist.” He gave a self-mocking smile.
“Have a little faith.”
“Not in my nature.” He shrugged.
“That’s not quite true.” She’d caught flickers of a wistful optimism behind his judgmental eyes. His self-mocking humor spoke of the humility she’d remembered. “Who knows? Maybe you’ll decide to draft your own grant.”
“Why would you think that?”
“I sense some dissatisfaction in you.”
“You’re reading my mind?” He was teasing, but she answered him straight.
“Only dimly. When I know someone my gift fades.” She had picked up a muddy blue coated with gray when she first saw him, signifying emotional reluctance, guardedness and suspicion. Not at all the openhearted guy she’d met that star-streaked night. But then maybe she’d read him wrong, read his palm wrong, too, as with her mother. That made her throb with pain. The day after she’d met Doctor X, her confidence, her world, had been rocked to its foundations.
She didn’t need any gift to read Mitch’s skepticism. “Everyone has psychic abilities, Mitch, however rudimentary or undeveloped. Even you. We all respond to subtle information about the people around us.”
She watched him fight a sharp remark, then decide to keep the peace. “Maybe you’re right.”
“Come to the workshop with an open mind and you’ll see.”
“Okay,” he said softly. “Surprise me.”
He’d sure surprised her.
Why hadn’t it been the friendly and familiar Jonathan smiling down at her when she’d shoved the eye bag off her face? Instead, it was Doctor X, who’d turned out all wrong.
The universe didn’t give you what you wanted, she knew, it gave you what you needed.
She needed Mitch Margolin? A brusque and suspicious lawyer who thought she belonged in a rubber room? It seemed impossible. Despite that, even after he’d gone she was shaking with arousal.
If he came to the workshop tomorrow night, she would get a chance to separate the tug of lust from the nudge of fate.
It just couldn’t be him.
Could it?
A LITTLE PUNCHY from the encounter with Esmeralda, Mitch swung by his office to pick up some files and to see if Craig had returned his call. He had to verify that the foundation was sound now that he’d promised to bring Dale to her workshop.
On dreams. God Almighty, how had she talked him into that?
It was that husky voice, those eerie eyes. And that mouth…
“You again!” Maggie, his motherly secretary, looked at him with dismay. “When you left here at four, soldier, I thought you were finally acting like a civilian.”
Maggie was always on him to take it easier. Her husband was retired military and Maggie swore that all the moves had taught her how to determine what mattered in life.
When you’ve packed as much as I have, you know what to U-Haul and what to yard-sale.
“Julie around?” he asked. He preferred to avoid her, at least until he got over the pain of his stupid crush. It had been three weeks, though. Should be time enough.
“Working at home.” Maggie’s steel-gray eyes were sympathetic. She’d figured it out, he guessed, and that made him feel even more ridiculous.
Before his crush on Julie had dead-ended, Maggie had strong-armed him into dating one of her daughter’s single friends—a PR woman with her own firm, as driven as he was. He’d liked her a lot, but they eventually got tired of matching calendars. When he’d felt only relief, it dawned on him what had kept him so disengaged. Julie. The way he felt about her.
He liked to hit problems straight on, so he’d asked her out to dinner, aching to lay it on the line. The rub was that they worked together. Also, she was younger than him. But if she felt like he felt, they’d figure out a solution.
She’d wanted to talk to him, too, it turned out, which gave him hope. As soon as they took their first sip of the wine he’d selected