Isobel. James Oliver Curwood
am tired—”
“And hungry and cold?”
“Yes.”
“Then we will camp in the timber.”
They went on until they came to a growth of spruce so dense that it formed a shelter from both snow and wind, with a thick carpet of brown needles under foot. They were shut out from the stars, and in the darkness MacVeigh began to whistle cheerfully. He unstrapped his pack and spread out one of his blankets close to the box and wrapped the other about the woman’s shoulders.
“You sit here while I make a fire,” he said.
He piled up dry needles over a precious bit of his birchbark and struck a flame. In the glowing light he found other fuel, and added to the fire until the crackling blaze leaped as high as his head. The woman’s face was hidden, and she looked as though she had fallen asleep in the warmth of the fire. For half an hour Mac-Veigh dragged in fuel until he had a great pile of it in readiness.
Then he forked out a deep bed of burning coals and soon the odor of coffee and frying bacon aroused his companion. She raised her head and threw back the blanket with which he had covered her shoulders. It was warm where she sat, and she took off her hood while he smiled at her companionably from over the fire. Her reddish-brown hair tumbled about her shoulders, rippling and glistening in the fire glow, and for a few moments she sat with it falling loosely about her, with her eyes upon MacVeigh. Then she gathered it between her fingers, and MacVeigh watched her while she divided it into shining strands and pleated it into a big braid.
“Supper is ready,” he said. “Will you eat it there?”
She nodded, and for the first time she smiled at him. He brought bacon and bread and coffee and other things from his pack and placed them on a folded blanket between them. He sat opposite her, cross-legged. For the first time he noticed that her eyes were blue and that there was a flush in her cheeks. The flush deepened as he looked at her, and she smiled at him again.
The smile, the momentary drooping of her eyes, set his heart leaping, and for a little while he was unconscious of taste in the food he swallowed. He told her of his post away up at Point Fullerton, and of Pelliter, who was dying of loneliness.
“It’s been a long time since I’ve seen a woman like you,” he confided. “And it seems like heaven. You don’t know how lonely I am!” His voice trembled. “I wish that Pelliter could see you—just for a moment,” he added. “It would make him live again.”
Something in the soft glow of her eyes urged other words to his lips.
“Mebbe you don’t know what it means not to see a white woman in—in—all this time,” he went on. “You won’t think that I’ve gone mad, will you, or that I’m saying or doing anything that’s wrong? I’m trying to hold myself back, but I feel like shouting, I’m that glad. If Pelliter could see you—” He reached suddenly in his pocket and drew out the precious packet of letters. “He’s got a girl down south—just like you,” he said. “These are from her. If I get ’em up in time they’ll bring him round. It’s not medicine he wants. It’s woman— just a sight of her, and sound of her, and a touch of her hand.”
She reached across and took the letters. In the firelight he saw that her hand was trembling.
“Are they—married?” she asked, softly.
“No, but they’re going to be,” he cried, triumphantly. “She’s the most beautiful thing in the world, next to—”
He paused, and she finished for him.
“Next to one other girl—who is yours.”
“No, I wasn’t going to say that. You won’t think I mean wrong, will you, if I tell you? I was going to say next to—you. For you’ve come out of the blizzard—like an angel to give me new hope. I was sort of broke when you came. If you disappeared now and I never saw you again I’d go back and fight the rest of my time out, an’ dream of pleasant things. Gawd! Do you know a man has to be put up here before he knows that life isn’t the sun an’ the moon an’ the stars an’ the air we breathe. It’s woman—just woman.”
He was returning the letters to his pocket. The woman’s voice was clear and gentle. To Billy it rose like sweetest music above the crackling of the fire and the murmuring of the wind in the spruce tops.
“Men like you—ought to have a woman to care for,” she said. “He was like that.”
“You mean—” His eyes sought the long, dark box.
“Yes—he was like that.”
“I know how you feel,” he said; and for a moment he did not look at her. “I’ve gone through—a lot of it. Father an’ mother and a sister. Mother was the last, and I wasn’t much more than a kid—eighteen, I guess—but it don’t seem much more than yesterday. When you come up here and you don’t see the sun for months nor a white face for a year or more it brings up all those things pretty much as though they happened only a little while ago.’ ”
“All of them are—dead?” she asked.
“All but one. She wrote to me for a long time, and I thought she’d keep her word. Pelly—that’s Pelliter—thinks we’ve just had a misunderstanding, and that she’ll write again. I haven’t told him that she turned me down to marry another fellow. I didn’t want to make him think any unpleasant things about his own girl. You’re apt to do that when you’re almost dying of loneliness.”
The woman’s eyes were shining. She leaned a little toward him.
“You should be glad,” she said. “If she turned you down she wouldn’t have been worthy of you—afterward. She wasn’t a true woman. If she had been, her love wouldn’t have grown cold because you were away. It mustn’t spoil your faith—because that is—beautiful.”
He had put a hand into his pocket again, and drew out now a thin package wrapped in buckskin. His face was like a boy’s.
“I might have—if I hadn’t met you,” he said. “I’d like to let you know—some way—what you’ve done for me. You and this.”
He had unfolded the buckskin, and gave it to her. In it were the big blue petals and dried stem of a blue flower.
“A blue flower!” she said.
“Yes. You know what it means. The Indians call it i-o-waka, or something like that, because they believe that it is the flower spirit of the purest and most beautiful thing in the world. I have called it woman.”
He laughed, and there was a joyous sort of note in the laugh.
“You may think me a little mad,” he said, “but do you care if I tell you about that blue flower?”
The woman nodded. There was a little quiver at her throat which Billy did not see.
“I was away up on the Great Bear,” he said, “and for ten days and ten nights I was in camp—alone—laid up with a sprained ankle. It was a wild and gloomy place, shut in by barren ridge mountains, with stunted black spruce all about, and those spruce were haunted by owls that made my blood run cold nights. The second day I found company. It was a blue flower. It grew close to my tent, as high as my knee, and during the day I used to spread out my blanket close to it and lie there and smoke. And the blue flower would wave on its slender stem, an’ bob at me, an’ talk in sign language that I imagined I understood. Sometimes it was so funny and vivacious that I laughed, and then it seemed to be inviting me to a dance. And at other times it was just beautiful and still, and seemed listening to what the forest was saying—and once or twice, I thought, it might be praying. Loneliness makes a fellow foolish, you know. With the going of the sun my blue flower would always fold its petals and go to sleep, like a little child tired out by the day’s play, and after that I would feel terribly lonely. But it was always awake again