Stony River. Tricia Dower
a good day’s work, I best be off.” His usual jest. His only work was foraging for their food and other supplies, made easier when the money tree was in bloom. She said, “Strawberries would be lovely if you can manage them.” That’s when he wheeled around sharply and said, “I can’t cover the sun with my finger, can I?” That had to be it: the only thing not as usual, not as always. If she hadn’t asked for strawberries, James would still be alive. The back door would have opened that night and Nicholas would have skidded across the floor to greet him.
Doris turns onto a wide street with a ribbon of trees down its middle. She nods to a building on the right. “Good old Stony River High. Did you go there before the baby?”
“I did not.”
“Private school?”
“Nor that.” How fortunate she was, James said, to be free of the distraction of school and friends. They would only draw her away from her spiritual path. She would advance more under his tutelage because most classrooms moved only as fast as their slowest pupils. And she had too fine a mind to queue up for an education she could easily get from him. Not the true reason, of course. If she were to step foot in a school “they” would take her away from James. But his argument made her envy less the young people she saw from the attic window ambling toward the river she pictured shimmering with faeries and moonlight.
“Did you ever go to school?”
“I did not.”
Doris presses her lips together for a long, silent moment before humming under her breath: a joyless, ominous hum. Miranda wants to say more and, at the same time, nothing. She doesn’t know if she can trust Doris.
Doris rounds another corner. “Has Keen had his shots?”
“And what might those be?”
“Inoculations. Needles to prevent a whole nightmare of things that could kill him: smallpox, whooping cough, diphtheria, tetanus.”
“I think not.”
“Do you have a doctor?”
“We do not.” James kept them well with infusions, poultices, teas and tonics of ginger, yarrow, nettles, mullein, lavender, evening primrose, meadowsweet, lemon balm, bergamot, milk thistle, sage and more. The recipes were in a book handed down from his mother and grandmother, a book he’d added to with his own brews using plants that grew wild in the area and ones he cultivated behind their house.
“He’s got to have his shots, hon. I’ll phone Carolyn’s pediatrician tomorrow.”
Miranda hugs Cian tighter. This brave, new World is a dangerous place.
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At twenty-six, Doris was behind schedule for the six kids she and Bill wanted. It took two years doing it every which way before she’d gotten pregnant with Carolyn. All the while, she’d been working for Children’s Aid, typing up case studies about parents who didn’t deserve the precious babies they’d been given. It broke her heart to come across a neglected child she could have been sheltering. And two were in her car, although Miranda was old enough to be more sister than daughter. If not for the missing side tooth and morbidly pale complexion, she’d have been a looker, with her Teresa Brewer nose and wide-set green eyes. Doris wanted to take a brush to that tangled red-gold hair. The boy was another matter. It had taken all the restraint she could muster not to gasp at his stunted head and narrow, receding forehead.
“Welcome to Nolan Manor,” she said, trying to lighten things up as she pulled into the carport beside the modest red brick ranch house.
The desk sergeant who phoned had said only that Bill needed help with a toddler and a teenager whose father had died. He wanted to put them up for a night or two if that was okay with Doris. Of course it was. Whatever Bill’s job demanded came first. She’d learned that from her Army Wife-with-a-capital-W mother. The sixty-four-thousand-dollar question was who’d fathered Miranda’s baby. While Doris dreaded what she might learn, she was drawn to the mystery as to a locked diary. The whole drive she’d been yakking like an old gossip, trying to loosen the girl’s tongue.
They entered through the side door. Doris set the girl’s suitcase on the faux marble linoleum Bill installed last year for their fifth anniversary. With the boy on her hip, Miranda spun around agog as though she’d never seen a kitchen. She walked her fingers along the turquoise tabletop and matching counters, the paper towel rack above the sink. “What’s this?” she asked, opening the refrigerator without the slightest do-you-mind. She lifted the wall phone receiver, listened and smiled. Flicked the ceiling light switch up and down. Turned on the tap and let perfectly good water escape down the drain.
“Looks like you’re thirsty,” Doris said, slipping a glass under the tap. She filled Carolyn’s Tommie Tippee for Cian and held it up to his mouth. He stuck his tongue in it and lapped. “Adorable,” she said, because he was—like any frail creature needing protection. “We’d better feed him soon. He wolfed down the cookie I gave him at the hospital.”
Miranda pulled out a kitchen chair and unbuttoned the dress that looked like a USO hostess hand-me-down with its shoulder pads and Peter Pan collar. Her small, blue-veined breasts were braless. On the shopping list she kept by the fridge, Doris wrote Bra for M/nursing/other?
“Carolyn stopped nursing at nine months.”
“Sometimes this is all he’ll take,” Miranda said with a challenging lift to her chin.
“Well, sure, if you keep indulging him.” Doris immediately regretted her words. Bill complained she was quick to judge and sometimes he was right. “Will he eat a banana?”
“Sure I don’t know. We never have them. They’re too dear.”
“Let’s give it a go.” Doris held out her arms and Miranda uncoupled Cian from her breast. He whined as Doris lowered Carolyn’s high chair tray over his head. Settled down as she sliced a banana onto it. When he stuffed all the slices into his mouth at once, Doris laughed, nearly missing Miranda slip into the hallway. She lifted Cian from the chair and hurried after her.
“I must relieve myself,” Miranda said. Doris directed her to the bathroom. Miranda asked Doris to go with her and insisted the door stay open. Doris made a mental note to add panties to the shopping list. And more appropriate shoes. She would have liked to throttle someone. After Doris showed her how to flush, Miranda remained, watching the swirling water.
Doris handed Cian to Miranda, desperately needing to pee, herself. When she came out, Miranda was in Doris and Bill’s bedroom, as though no one had taught her manners, studying a Blessed Virgin postcard Doris kept tucked in the frame of her dressing table mirror.
“And who’s this?” Miranda asked softly.
“Mary, our Blessed Mother.” The girl must not have had proper religious instruction.
Miranda stared at a framed photograph of Carolyn on Bill’s shoulders, taken last month at Surprise Lake and, then, like a breeze, deserted the room with Cian on her hip. Doris followed her to the living room. Miranda pushed back the sheers covering the picture window and pressed her face against the glass, leaving marks.
“Would you like to go outside?”
Miranda didn’t reply. Still holding Cian, she plopped herself onto the dark green hide-a-bed and, moments later, bounced up to try one wingback chair and then the other. She stood, picked up a newspaper from the maple coffee table and read: “149 confirmed polio cases among children receiving Salk vaccine. What’s polio, then?”
“You can read!”
“Aye.” She glanced about. “Where are your books?” She turned away, not waiting for an answer. Her hand caressed the wooden console TV. “What is this for?”
“I’ll show you later,” Doris said. “Bring Keen into the kitchen, please. It’s time to cook dinner.” She was done letting this flippy girl call the shots.
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