Falcon's Captive. Vonna Harper
his own ability to interpret sacred dreams about fierce predatory birds and the primitive, subhuman Wildings who lived here. This morning, Nakos’s mind stalked this way and that, as restless as the wind his companions cursed. They hated the constant low moan and swirling energy, but it made him feel alive.
Hungry for sex.
Damnation but the need to fuck had become powerful! He craved the potent sense of self and power that went with having a woman’s soft body under his. Bending to his will. Obeying his every command. Living to please him. Silencing his restlessness.
Shaking his head to rid himself of memories that tightened his cock, he drew on his eyes, ears, and nostrils to tell him what he needed to know. Unfortunately, so far the expedition into this land they’d named Screaming Wind had been unsuccessful. Granted, they’d spotted a number of the illusive Wildings at a distance and had brought down enough game to fill everyone’s bellies, but they weren’t here simply to kill and eat. Their goal was much more compelling, rooted in what the Ekewoko had always believed about their gods and spirits.
“Damn spiritless land,” his friend Ohanko muttered, distracting Nakos from his thoughts. “We’ve been here much longer than I thought we would be, but I still cannot understand why anyone would choose to live in this forsaken place.”
Nakos glanced behind him at the man whose physique so resembled his that they could have been brothers. The two were tall for an Ekewoko, with exceptionally broad shoulders and long, muscular arms and legs. Unlike most Ekewoko men, they didn’t carry extra padding over their bellies. Their hair was so dark it was nearly black and their eyes blue black instead of the usual gray.
“It has to be the great lake,” Nakos offered because his earlier praise of the wind’s song had failed to change Ohanko’s mind. “Without that, there’d be no—”
“I know. There’s no need to remind me of the lake’s blessings. Maybe it’s that thing.” Looking disgusted, Ohanko pointed at the massive, desolate-looking peak to the south.
For a moment, Nakos simply studied the distant peak. Although it was more than a day’s walk from here, it challenged him in ways he didn’t comprehend. Maybe it was the way it extended into the sky as if trying to reach the heavens. If his lord commanded him to go there, he would, but his heart would fight to escape his chest the entire time.
“From what Shaman Tau’s dreams told him, the Wildings consider it sacred,” he pointed out. “Maybe they’ve stationed guards there.”
“Guards?” Ohanko asked. “Do you really think those creatures know enough to protect themselves, let alone a mass of rock?”
“I’m not sure. And maybe Tau doesn’t know yet. Sometimes his revelations come slowly.”
“I wonder why that is. He certainly has no doubt that the spirits are commanding us to capture a Wilding.”
“But he hasn’t said why.” Nakos looked around to assure himself that the others weren’t within earshot before continuing. “Do you think he knows what use a captive must be put to, what he needs to learn from one?”
“Ask him.”
Although he knew his friend was joking, Nakos had to work at a smile. “No one questions a shaman, about anything. Only a fool doubts that the spirits speak only to those they’ve entrusted with their wisdom.”
“And you aren’t a fool, are you, Nakos? Otherwise, you wouldn’t have become our finest hunter.”
“Finest?” Nakos teased, grateful because at least for this moment he didn’t feel as if the land was trying to steal his mind. “I thought you would never admit that.”
“You’re right, I shouldn’t have. Now you’re going to become even more insufferable than you are.” Ohanko was silent for a moment as he studied their surroundings. “It isn’t fair. Your ability to bring down game shouldn’t be that much better than mine. I’m going to tell you something. What bothers me the most about our lord’s opinion of your skill is how he always made sure you were properly rewarded. That’s what isn’t fair.”
“You’re talking about our lives before the Outsiders invaded Ekew. That no longer—”
“I know, I know! Just the same, Lord Sakima would still like nothing better than to reward you as he used to.”
“You’re jealous.”
“Of course I am. Just once I’d love to have a captive female delivered to my bed. Is it true, by the time you were done with them, they all came crawling to you begging you to fuck them?”
“Who told you that?” Nakos demanded even though he took pride in his ability to turn a helpless woman’s hatred and fear into heat. At least, he’d been able to before the Ekewoko had been turned into fugitives.
“Warriors talk.” Ohanko winked. “Was it true?”
“Ask one of the females.”
“I would if we hadn’t turned them all free. I curse them for slowing us down and taking food and resources we need for ourselves. Ach! Everything here is the same color. How are we supposed to distinguish one thing from another? No wonder the Wildings are so illusive.”
Glad for the change in subject, Nakos joined his friend in gazing at their surroundings. Within moments, he lost himself in a ritual that had served him well ever since he’d been welcomed into the warrior society. Sometimes when on a mission such as the one they were on today, he likened himself to a predator, a cougar or wolf perhaps. A predator was both simple and complex, a hunting and killing beast that did only one thing but did it well.
If he were a wolf, would this spiritless land accept him? Instead of challenging him to explore the countless valleys and stark peaks, it would stretch out before him as smooth and clean and welcoming as the lake. There’d be no need for caution, no reason to ask himself whether the simple creatures they were seeking were indeed harmless. The seemingly endless sweep of earth and rocks would reveal its hiding places and open his eyes to the nuances of color. His legs would walk sure and strong. His nostrils would understand every smell, and his ears would send clear messages to his mind. And because he comprehended his surroundings, he’d no longer ask himself why its draw was both powerful and unsettling.
Maybe most of all, his body would stop reminding him of how long it had been since he’d had sex.
“Do you know what I prayed for last night?” Ohanko said, speaking low. “For Lord Sakima to tell us that we can leave this place—and return home.”
Nakos, too, had hoped that both their lord and shaman would either get over their obsession with the Wildings or explain why capturing one of the illusive creatures was so important; he just hadn’t reached the point of praying.
“I’ve never seen either Sakima or Tau like this,” he admitted. “The two of them obviously share something they don’t want to tell us about. It’s as if they’re afraid they’ll reveal too much. I can’t help but wonder if something—the lake or that peak—has cast a spell over them.” As maybe it has with me.
“Perhaps.”
“What? You don’t agree?”
“When it comes to this place, I’m not sure of anything. All I know is, I don’t belong here. None of us do.”
Instead of trying to respond, Nakos concentrated on taking in as much air as his lungs could hold. With each moment, the day was becoming brighter and the colors more distinct. Strange. At night he agreed with his companions that this area was inferior because it was so different from the rich, rain-fed land where he’d been born and grown up, but daylight always softened his opinion. Even though he’d never been where the wind was constant before, the pressure on his body made him feel alive. Granted, it wasn’t the same as fucking, but at least a sharp breeze quieted his restlessness a bit.
Winter was coming. The days were becoming shorter, the nights crisper. Sometimes when the wind blew from the north