Gambling On a Heart. Sara Walter Ellwood
narrowed her sharp green eyes on her and shook her head. “Yeah, well, it makes you look like you’re wearing a gunnysack. I don’t get you, Tracy Caroline. There are women out there who starve themselves half to death to look like you. And make big money for their efforts.” She pointed a knobby finger at her. “Just the other night I was watching a television show about girls who want to be models and what they have to do to stay skinny.” She looked Tracy up and down and frowned again. “How the hell do you expect to catch a husband dressed like that?”
Tracy sighed and helped the woman lean back into the sink. “I’m not looking for a husband. I had one, remember?”
With a snort, Henrietta settled her head back. “And you did the right thing by dumping him. Now, you need a new one. That great-grandson of mine needs a steady hand. Jake is too much like his daddy. God rest Allan’s soul, but he was the poorest excuse for a father put on God’s green Earth.”
Tracy sprayed the thin white hair with warm water. “Now, Grandma.”
She turned in her seat and shook a finger at Tracy again. “Don’t you ‘now, Grandma’ me. It’s the gospel truth. If my son had been any kind of man, he wouldn’t’ve beat his boys, and they may have turned out half-way decent.”
Tracy grabbed a towel as water dripped from the woman’s hair onto her embroidered Western shirt. She wasn’t about to get into an argument about Allan Parker’s parenting skills or those of his son, Jake. She grabbed a drape and put it around her ex-grandmother-in-law. “Jake isn’t like Allan, and you know it.”
Henrietta harrumphed and leaned back against the lip of the sink. “Maybe not, but it still burns my ass that I’ve reached this age, and instead of my grandsons taking care of me, I’m still taking care of them.”
Tracy lathered Henrietta’s hair and worked her fingers through the thin strands to massage four days worth of hairspray off the woman’s scalp. Henrietta came in to the shop twice a week, Monday and Thursday for a wash and set and trusted Aqua Net and a sleeping cap to keep it looking good between those days. “Now, what did Brent do?”
“Well, let me tell you.” She huffed and folded her hands over the drape. “He’s been laid-off since the tire factory packed up and moved to China and has been freeloading off me or his mother ever since. But last week, he shows up with a brand, spanking new Silverado. I can’t even get him to help me buy the grub he shoves into that big mouth of his, but he has money to get himself a fancy pickup truck.” The many wrinkles around her mouth pulled down as she scowled. “Hell, what does he need a truck for? All he does is sit on my couch eating my food and watching my television set.”
Tracy furrowed her brow. “Did he get another job?”
Henrietta threw up her arms. “Hell, no! Although he’s been riding along with Jake in that truck driving gig he’s got going, but he ain’t makin’ any money at it. Or so he says.”
Tracy rinsed Henrietta’s hair and patted the excess water out of it. “Did Sandy buy the truck for him?”
Tracy didn’t care what her ex-mother-in-law did, but she sensed Henrietta needed to vent her frustration.
The old woman stood, and Tracy helped her shuffle across the floor and settle into the seat at the workstation. Henrietta waved her hand in a dismissive gesture. “You know Sandy doesn’t have any money to buy a truck like that.” She wrinkled her nose in disdain. “She may have been born with a silver spoon in her mouth, but that was taken away when that son-of-a-bitch John Blackwell disowned her for marrying my Allan.”
Tracy retrieved a comb and picked out the knots in Henrietta’s thin hair. Swallowing, she watched the woman’s reflection in the mirror above the counter. “You’re not giving him money, are you?”
Henrietta’s green eyes narrowed again. “No. And before you go asking ’bout my savings. No one but my oldest boy, Charles, has access to ’em. I made sure my clock hadn’t been cleaned, the moment Brent showed up with that truck.” The old woman chuckled. “Hell, I know better than letting either one of those grandsons of mine know how much damn money I have getting moldy over there in the Cattlemen’s Bank and Trust.”
Tracy smiled. Henrietta didn’t get rich on her crop dusting service by not being a shrewd businesswoman. “Are you coming to Bobby’s game Wednesday?”
“Wish I could. But that’s my poker night with the Cartwright sisters. Those two old biddies swindled me out of five bucks last week and I want it back. Plus interest.”
Tracy laughed and reached for the styling gel. Zack’s great-aunts were in their eighties and two of the sweetest old ladies she’d ever met, and she couldn’t imagine the spinster twins swindling anyone. “So, they take after the famed Cole Cartwright, do they?”
Henrietta tsked. “Hardly. Oh, they like to think they take after their great-granddaddy. But neither of them can beat me when I’m in my game.”
Tracy applied styling gel to Henrietta’s hair. The old woman watched the action through the reflection in the mirror for a few moments. “So, when are you gonna get yourself some help around this place? You don’t need to be doin’ hair now that you inherited all that money from your granddaddy.”
With a shrug, Tracy reached for the tray of rollers under a cabinet. “I like what I do. Sure, I may not need the money, but I can’t imagine not working.”
“No one said you had to give up working, but if you hired another girl to work here, you’d have more time to do other things. Like go back to school. Get the education that no-good grandson of mine denied you of.”
Tracy sectioned Henrietta’s thin hair and then rolled the wisps onto the rollers. She’d love to have more time to spend with Bobby, but not being here every day for the women who depended on her?
Go back to school? She hadn’t even considered the possibility before Winnie Cartwright mentioned it last week, then her Aunt Janet said the same thing at the wedding. Maybe now she should think about getting her degree. But in what? Going to medical school seemed as much a pipe dream as it always had.
Tracy smiled, but it was slippery and soon slid off her face. “I’m beginning to think nobody wants me anymore. A few other people said the same thing to me.”
Henrietta turned and looked over her shoulder at Tracy. “You know better. You’re ten times better at doin’ hair than Sandy Parker ever was. But now, you could go to school. Become a doctor like you always wanted. Lord knows you’ve got the smarts for it. Besides, you’ve always said, if you could, you’d go back to school. Now’s your chance.”
Tracy shook her head and looked down into the tray of curlers. She gripped the comb in her left hand until her fingers hurt. “I have Bobby to consider.”
“True. But think about how much your going to school will mean to him. Right now, all he wants to do is play football because that’s what Jake’s pounding in his head. The boy needs an education if he’s ever gonna amount to anything.”
Her new sister-in-law had been a drug addict, a teenage runaway and ended up serving a year in prison for a crime she’d been duped into committing, and now, she was happily married, pregnant and adopting a teenage daughter. But she was still taking classes at the local college.
Danm, was that envy she felt? She licked her lips and rolled the last curler into Henrietta’s white hair, suddenly anxious to get her out of the shop. “I’m too old to go back to school.”
“Poppycock. You’re what? Thirty-two? If I was your age, livin’ in today’s world, I’d be doing everything I could to be a pilot in the Air Force. Maybe even join NASA. Can’t you see me flyin’ one of those fancy Space Shuttles?” She laughed, but her misty green eyes betrayed more than a wistful dream as she stared at their reflections in the mirror. “You’re too young with too many opportunities to just give up on your dreams, Tracy Caroline.”
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