Heart of Texas Volume 2: Caroline's Child. Debbie Macomber
I swear I’ll never forgive you!”
He laughed softly and without further delay took her face between his hands. Once again Caroline shut her eyes, just for a moment, treasuring these rare moments of intimacy.
Slowly Grady bent toward her and she angled her head to accommodate his movement. His mouth was so close to hers. So close she could feel his breath against her skin. So close she could sense his longing—and admit her own. Yet he hesitated, as did she.
Caroline realized—and she suspected that Grady did, too—that everything between them would be forever changed if they proceeded with this kiss. It was more than an ordinary kiss. It was a meeting of two hearts, an admission of vulnerability and openness.
Caroline wasn’t sure who moved first, but chose to think of what followed as a mutual decision. An inexorable drawing together.
The kiss was gentle, almost tentative. His hand drifted to the back of her neck, urging her forward.
Grady kissed her again, and this time his mouth was more demanding, more insistent. Within only a few seconds, Caroline felt as though she’d experienced every possible emotion. When he released her, his breath was ragged.
“I’m sorry, I—”
Rather than let him ruin everything with an apology, she kissed the corner of his mouth.
Maggie stirred and they both froze. Caroline prayed her daughter wouldn’t awake, wouldn’t unconsciously end these precious moments with Grady.
“Is she asleep?” he asked, speaking so quietly she had to strain to hear. His voice was more breath than sound.
“Yes…”
They waited breathlessly. When it seemed he wasn’t going to kiss her again, Caroline took the initiative and leaned toward him. The strength of their attraction stunned her. It was as though they couldn’t get close enough. Their mouths twisted and strained in a passionate desperate kiss, but that lasted only a moment.
Then sanity returned. Reluctantly they eased away from each other. Grady rested his shoulders against the seat cushion, tilted back his head and sighed deeply.
Caroline swallowed. “I’d better get Maggie inside,” she whispered.
“Right.” When he opened his door, the light blinded Caroline and she was grateful when he immediately closed it, making the least noise possible.
Coming around to her side, he opened the door, helped her out and then reached for Maggie, carrying her toward the house. Caroline had expected to carry Maggie herself. She’d always done so; she was accustomed to it. Grady’s action brought to life a complexity of feelings—gratitude, relief, even a slight sense of loss.
“You get the door,” Grady said.
Caroline unlocked the door. With only a night-light to guide them, she led him to Maggie’s bedroom at the rear of the house. She folded back the covers on the bed and Grady carefully set the little girl down. Caroline removed her daughter’s shoes and put them aside.
Grady smoothed the hair from Maggie’s brow, touched his fingertips to his lips and pressed his hand to the little girl’s brow. The gesture was so loving, so fatherly, that Caroline had to turn away.
Grady followed her into the darkened hallway. She continued to the front door. She didn’t want him to leave but dared not ask him to stay.
“Thank you again,” she whispered. “For everything.” The front door remained open and light spilled in from the porch.
Grady didn’t move.
Slowly she raised her eyes to his. The invitation was there, and it was simply beyond her to refuse him. He held his arms open. Less than four steps separated them, but she literally ran into his embrace. He caught her about the waist, and she wrapped her arms around his neck. They kissed again with an urgency that left her weak, an urgency that drained her of all thoughts save one—the unexpected wonder and joy she’d discovered in his arms.
Until that night, Caroline hadn’t realized how lonely she’d been, how long the nights could be. In Grady’s arms she felt whole and needed and beautiful.
When the kiss ended, she buried her face in his neck.
“I could hold you forever,” he whispered.
“I could let you.” She felt his smile.
“Don’t tempt me more than I already am,” he warned.
It was heaven knowing he found her attractive. He held her close while she struggled to regain her composure. Caroline was grateful for those few quiet moments before he slowly released her.
He placed his hands lightly on her shoulders. “I want to see you again.”
“Yes.” It didn’t matter when or where.
“Soon.”
She was almost giddy with the wonder of what was happening. “Please.”
He smiled and, as though he couldn’t help himself, he kissed her again.
Their kissing only seemed to get better and better. “Why did it take you so long?” she asked when she’d recovered enough to speak.
“Because I’m a pigheaded fool.”
“I am, too.” No need denying it. She was as much at fault as Grady.
“No more.”
“No more,” she echoed.
“Tomorrow,” he suggested. “I can’t wait any longer than that to see you again.”
“Okay. When? Where?”
“Can you come out to the ranch?”
“Yes, of course. I’ll come after church.”
“Wonderful,” he whispered and kissed the tip of her nose. “Perfect.”
She slipped her arms around his middle. “Oh, Grady, is this really happening or am I dreaming?”
“Nothing gets more real than the way you make me feel.”
She smiled. Never would she have believed that Grady Weston was a romantic.
“About Maggie…”
He stiffened, and she stopped him by pressing her index finger against his lips. “Don’t worry about her. Everything will work out.”
“I don’t mean to frighten her.”
“I know.”
“Did she like the flowers?”
Caroline kissed the underside of his jaw. “Very much.”
“Did you?”
“More than I can say.” She trailed kisses toward his ear and reveled in the way his body shuddered against hers when she tugged on his earlobe with her teeth.
“Caroline,” he breathed. “You’re making this impossible.”
“Do I really tempt you?”
“Yes.” His voice was low but harsh. “You don’t have a clue.”
Actually she did. “Kiss me one more time and then you can leave.”
He hesitated, then gently captured her face between his hands and angled his mouth toward hers. The kiss, while one of need, was also one of elation, of shared joy. All this time they’d wasted, all the time they’d let pride and fear and doubt stand between them.
Caroline needed him and he needed her. Savannah, a woman with real insight into people, had tried to tell her that. And Caroline knew she’d tried to convince Grady, too. She was aware of Savannah’s matchmaking efforts because her friend had told her; she was also aware that Savannah had been frustrated by one setback