Wife by Design. Tara Quinn Taylor
didn’t stop Darin, though. He wasn’t just going to play ball, he was going to play first base. I didn’t doubt him for a second.”
“You two were close growing up.” She had herself fully back in control.
“Yeah.”
“That’s kind of unusual, given your age difference.” They’d reached the gazebo and were standing inside of it. Out of the setting sun. Glad that she’d brought her sweater with her, Lynn rubbed her arms to stave off the chill of the February evening air.
She tried not to notice the way Grant Bishop’s jeans fit thighs that were proportioned perfectly enough to be etched in stone and gawked at for eternity.
Or to be aware of the fact that they were in the private gazebo all alone.
“Our father was an officer with the LAPD, killed in the line of duty when I was eight,” Grant said, and somehow they were sitting together on a bench of one of the three wooden picnic tables set in the gazebo. His long legs were stretched out in front of him, his work gloves on his thigh, as he sat with his back to the table, facing the direction of the park across the commons. She was facing out, as well, with several inches between them.
“Darin was fourteen at the time. Somewhere along the way someone told him he was the man of the house, and he took his responsibility seriously.”
“Was this before or after his resolve to try out for high school baseball?”
She could see the writing on the wall. Darin giving up his dreams to care for his little brother...and after Darin’s accident, Grant returning the favor for the rest of his life.
“Dad was killed the summer before Darin started high school.”
“So he didn’t have a chance to make the team?”
“He made the team. As a freshman. And by the time he was a junior he was starting at first. I’m telling you, my brother has what it takes to get it done.”
Considering the Bishop brothers’ current circumstances, the near–hero worship choked her up.
“You’re a lot like him.” Softly, she told him what she was thinking. His gaze met hers again. And held. Long enough for her to read the appreciation in his eyes.
Her comment had been personal.
But so was the connection between them.
And while she wasn’t married anymore, she wasn’t any more open to a romantic relationship between them than she’d been four years before.
Everyone had their gift to give the world, their own particular difference to make. Hers was here. With these women. And raising Kara.
Their life was unusual. And didn’t leave room for another personal partnership.
“I’m not like him,” Grant was saying, while Lynn, suffering from a heavy dose of sexual attraction, busily disavowed herself of a relationship he hadn’t offered. “He was able to do it all and stay kind and considerate. I get irritable just keeping up my half.”
“He had help. Your mother was there to help shoulder the responsibility of raising you. And, based on normal childhood development, you got more independent every year, too.”
He was facing a life sentence without parole. Not that she’d ever tell him so. He didn’t need her reminding him of the burden he’d undertaken.
But as a medical professional, she was completely aware of it. And knew all about the stresses common to family members of terminally ill or injured patients.
She admired those family members so much—admired their ability to face the burden that had been given to their loved one—and consequently to them.
Grant was shaking his head.
“Our mother died of a rare form of leukemia when I was a junior in high school. Grant was married by then, and he and Shelley took me in and not only gave me a home, they helped put me through college.”
Her heart caught again. “I’m sorry. I had no idea....”
She felt as if she had to do something. To help somehow. More than just as a facilitator of Darin’s therapy at The Lemonade Stand.
Except that his problems weren’t hers.
With his elbows leaning on his knees, Grant’s gaze was pointed out toward the direction they’d come―across the grassy expanse. She had a feeling that the second his brother appeared, he’d be up and out of there, shooting across the yard like a torpedo.
“You know, through all of that, I can only remember my brother losing his temper twice.”
Curious, she glanced at him. “When?”
“The first time was the one time I came home drunk. He half carried me to the bathroom and stood there while I threw up. He handed me an aspirin and stood over me while I drank it down. And then he put me to bed, all without saying a word or offering an ounce of sympathy. The next morning, in a very cold voice he let me know that he was not going to ask his wife to live with a young man who was so selfish, immature and weak as to lose control of himself to that extent. That’s all he said, but I knew he’d given me warning. If I ever came home drunk again, I would have to find another place to live.”
A bit extreme, maybe. For a first drinking experience.
And yet...
“I’m guessing you never came home drunk again.”
“More to the point, I never got drunk again. At least, not until I was of age and in my own living room.”
Which made her wonder when and why he’d done that. What had driven him to the point, as an adult, to sit in his own home and drink himself into a stupor?
Just with the little she knew of him, she could pinpoint a time or two that could prompt such an act.
“When was the second time you saw him angry?”
“When Shelley was fired from her job as a paralegal for filing a written complaint against one of the attorneys in the firm for sexual impropriety.” He stood up. “We should head back. I don’t want him confused if he gets back and I’m not there.”
“He can’t leave the grounds. Not without going through the main hallway, and the staff know to redirect him.”
“I’m not worried about him getting lost,” Grant said. “Darin wears his phone on his belt at all times. I’m the first speed dial, and also a speed dial picture on his front screen. He knows to call it if he needs me.” They were walking at a brisker pace now. “But if I’m not there he could get confused, which makes him feel...less than whole. Which depresses him.”
She wondered who looked out for Grant’s emotional well-being.
Keeping up with him, she said, “It’s a good thing you’re doing, Grant. Not only caring for him, but protecting his confidence in himself, as well.”
“He’s still my big brother. So do you want to check with Lila and the board and see if we can get the go-ahead to remodel the Garden of Renewal?”
They were done talking about Darin. She got the point.
“Based on how you described things, I know they’d love the idea,” Lynn said, attempting to switch gears as rapidly as he did. “But I’m afraid the cost of such a thing is out of our league right now. The initial design work on the grounds was donated several years ago when the concept of The Lemonade Stand was first devised. It takes everything we have budget-wise just to keep it all up.”
“I wasn’t planning on charging you,” Grant said with a sideways look at her that made her insides dance as they walked toward the park. “I work in exchange for Darin’s time here, remember? In case you hadn’t noticed, my brother is practically living here during the day.”
Darin had already progressed to therapy twice a