Wild Horses. Bethany Campbell
Bridget swept in, carrying plates of sauerbraten, dumplings and homemade applesauce. “Save room for dessert,” she said cheerfully to Adam. “I made my special German chocolate cake.”
He smiled at her, and Bridget beamed at him as indulgently as a fond aunt. Mickey shot Bridget a warning look that said You and I are going to have a serious talk. But Bridget didn’t notice.
Gamely, Mickey raised her glass in a toast. “Here’s to Enoch, for helping to protect the Hill Country, whatever his reasons.”
“I’ll drink to Enoch,” he said, clicking his glass against hers. He did not mention the Hill Country.
They each sipped. He said, “You’re very…close to Carolyn and Vern.”
Good Lord, had Bridget talked about that, too? “Yes. I guess I am.”
“Especially Carolyn.”
Mickey felt unsettled by this turn in the conversation. “Well, it’s Carolyn I work for,” she said, trying to sound casual.
“Vern stays busy at the courthouse?”
“Very busy. He’s the only justice of the peace in the county.”
Adam gave a wry smile. He had a good smile, too good. It did odd, tickly things to the pit of her stomach. “I thought a justice of the peace was just a guy who could marry people.”
Mickey fought to ignore the tickle. “No. He handles civil and criminal cases and small-claims court. And works with juveniles. He’s got a lot of duties.”
“So Carolyn runs the ranch.”
“Yes.” Mickey pushed at the applesauce with her spoon. “But let’s talk about you. How did you come to know Enoch?”
“Let’s save that for later,” he said. “I’m staying in Carolyn’s house, enjoying her hospitality. I’d like to know more about her. She’s run this place a long time?”
Mickey’s guard went up. “Yes,” she said, not elaborating.
“How long?” he persisted.
“She inherited it from her mother. Almost twenty years ago.”
“She’s lived her whole life here?”
“Yes,” was all Mickey would say.
But Adam wasn’t put off by short answers. He pressed on. “Carolyn had a sister. She married a neighbor, J. T. McKinney. But she’s been dead for years, hasn’t she?”
“Yes.” Mickey didn’t know where these questions were leading, but they made her nervous.
“What happened to Carolyn’s father?”
Mickey’s body tensed. “He—deserted his family. The marriage was never very stable. One day he just disappeared. I don’t feel comfortable talking about it.”
Adam took another drink of wine. “It’s not easy for a man to disappear completely. Does she even know if he’s alive?”
Mickey squared her shoulders combatively. “She got word five years ago that he’d died in Canada. Now let’s drop the subject. Please.”
“Fine,” he said with a shrug. “We’ll talk about you. How long have you worked here?”
“Nine years,” she said. “I sort of ‘interned’ here for two years while I finished high school. I started right after Beverly went to Denver.”
“Hmm,” he said. “Beverly’s an only child. You must have become a sort of substitute daughter.”
Mickey blinked in displeasure. “I’m an employee, that’s all.”
This was not the truth, but Mickey would be damned before she told him any more. Mickey and Carolyn had filled painful emotional gaps in each other’s lives, and there was more than affection between them. There was love and the truest friendship Mickey had ever known.
“I didn’t mean you replaced her daughter.” Adam shrugged. “It just seems you’re more like one of the family. What about your own family? Where are they?”
“I have no family.” She said it sharply.
Suddenly his expression, so unreadable before, became sympathetic. “I’m sorry. Your parents are dead?”
“My mother died when I was sixteen.” Mickey said it with such acrimony that she hoped it would stop his questions.
But he nodded, almost sadly. He had an unexpected gift for seeming concerned. “That’s a hard age to lose a parent. And your father?”
She should lie. She should tell him none of this was his business. But if he wanted the ugly truth, she would give it to him. “My father divorced my mother when I was seven. He moved to California and married another woman. He never communicated with us again. He made it clear he didn’t want to.”
He set down his fork. He whistled softly. He put his elbow on the table and his chin on his fist. He stared at her. “So you were sixteen years old, without parents? What did you do?”
“I became a ward of the court. Nobody wanted me for a foster child. So Vern and Carolyn became my guardians. They took me in.”
He gazed at her with disconcerting steadiness. “Bridget said Carolyn put you through business school.”
I’m going to kill Bridget, Mickey thought. I’m going to put my hands around her neck and strangle her dead.
“Can we please talk about something else? What about your family?”
He shook his head. “I see why you’re close to Carolyn. You both had the same experience. The runaway father, the abandonment. She must seem like a second mother to you.”
No. She feels like my only mother; the one who really counted, the one I could depend on, who never shamed me or scared me or made me feel bad about myself.
But Mickey didn’t want to think about her real mother, a deeply troubled woman. Her appetite had fled, and she pushed her plate away. She struggled against the urge to excuse herself from the table and leave Adam sitting alone.
She must have looked as unhappy as she felt. He said, “I’m sorry. It’s just that your relationship is unusual. I—glanced into your office. You have all these photographs. Of you and her and her family. None of you and anyone else.”
Mickey’s emotions, so off balance for so long with this man, tipped again. Anger seized her. “You looked in my office? You looked at my pictures? How dare you?”
“I’m a daring guy,” he said. “I looked in hers, too.”
His brazenness appalled her. “You went in our offices? Those doors were closed. I closed them on purpose.”
“You didn’t lock them,” he said. He had the effrontery to smile.
“That’s inexcusable,” she accused. “I’m calling Vern. I’m telling him about this. And I hope he says to put you right out of this house. What right do you think you—”
He cut her off. “Look, I didn’t commit a crime. I didn’t go through the drawers or read the mail or move so much as a paper clip. I opened two doors, I looked at some pictures. That’s all. And I didn’t hide it from you. I told you.”
“It’s still a violation of trust,” she said with the same indignation. “It’s an invasion of privacy. Carolyn opened her house to you—even while she’s going through this—this horrible thing. And you flout her generosity by poking and snooping and spying on us like a—a—”
Resentment crackled in his eyes. “Stop it. I came here expressly to see her. I didn’t even know what she looked like. When you took me to the guest room, both those office doors were open. I saw the photos. I wanted to see close-up. I especially