Coming Home For Christmas. Marie Ferrarella
was cynical. Kenzie raised her eyes to his. When had his soul become so tortured? she couldn’t help thinking.
“Everyone deals with grief in their own way.” Her comment had him eyeing her quizzically. “I heard you talking to her,” she told him, thinking it was best not to elaborate any further right now.
“Of course you did,” he responded. She could tell he struggled to curb his annoyance.
She watched his expression as she said, “I was just trying to help.”
“You want to help?” he retorted. “Don’t eavesdrop. Don’t follow me. Just sell the damn things in the house. That’s all I need or want from you.”
He needed more than that, Kenzie couldn’t help thinking, even if he didn’t consciously realize it. But for now, she pretended to go along with his instructions and nodded her head.
“I still have to go over some of the inventory with you.”
He’d hired her at the agent’s suggestion so he wouldn’t have to deal with any of that. Now she seemed determined to pull him in to do exactly what he didn’t want to do.
“Why?”
“So I can put a proper price on the items,” she replied innocently. She had more of a motive than that—she wanted to help him deal with his feelings and the past—but saying so would only accomplish the exact opposite.
“Isn’t that up to you?” he asked. “You’re supposed to be the one with the expertise in vintage clutter.”
He was hiding behind insults, but she had an idea that wasn’t how he felt about it, not really, not deep down.
“I’d need you to point out the items that have more sentimental value for you—”
Keith immediately cut her short. “Well, that’s easy enough. There aren’t any.”
The house was filled with clothes, photographs and other things. It seemed impossible to her that he didn’t have at least a few favorite items amid the rest.
“None?” she asked.
His answer was firm. “None.”
Kenzie studied him for a long moment. “I don’t believe you.”
“Believe me or not. I really don’t care what you believe. All I want from you is to deal with the facts as they exist.”
When it came to battles, Kenzie had learned that picking the time and place gave her some advantage. For now she acquiesced. “If you say so.”
His eyes narrowed. “I say so.”
His voice was firm, but Keith didn’t believe what she’d just said for an instant. This woman didn’t strike him as the type to withdraw suddenly like that. Even after only a couple of hours, she seemed a bit more of a fighter than that. If he were to put a bet on it, he’d say the woman was a great example of sneak attacks and most likely was the human personification of guerrilla warfare.
Kenzie pressed on in her own fashion. “I’d still take it as a favor if you would give me some sort of a bottom-line price on some of the things I found in your mother’s closet.”
Keith grunted something unintelligible in response as they left the funeral home. He had no desire to go through the things in his mother’s closet.
Kenzie turned toward him once they were outside in the parking lot and asked, completely out of the blue, “When’s the funeral?”
There was nothing boring about this woman, Keith thought. “In three days. My mother, according to Mrs. Anderson and confirmed by the funeral director, left very specific instructions as to what she wanted. She thought three days would give all her friends enough time to say goodbye.” He was reiterating what the director had told him.
It was obvious to Kenzie that he did not appreciate the time frame. Stepping over to the side, she tried to put what he seemed to view as an ordeal in a more flattering light.
“That was very thoughtful of her.”
He, apparently, didn’t see it that way.
“Or vain,” Keith countered. “Think what it says for her to believe she has enough friends that they would fill up three days of a calendar. I don’t know of anyone short of a Hollywood celebrity who could have that sort of a following.”
What had made him so bitter? Kenzie wondered. There had to be something else at work here, not just an estrangement between a mother and her son. Had Amy’s death been the trigger?
“Oh, I don’t know,” she told him. “I’d like to think that people who touch other people’s lives on a regular basis might get that kind of a send-off when their time comes. Your mother obviously meant a lot to many people.”
Keith studied her for a moment before turning away and going to his car.
This woman his agent had recommended was definitely a Pollyanna type, he thought disparagingly. Just his luck. The last person he wanted in his life right now was Pollyanna.
He made an attempt to set her straight, admittedly more for his sake than hers. There was just so much cheerfulness and optimism he could put up with listening to, and he was past his limit.
“People aren’t nearly as nice as you seem to think they are,” he told her.
“And,” Kenzie interjected, “they’re not nearly as evil, self-centered and hot-tempered as you seem to think they are.” The look she gave him said they were at a stalemate and for now, she was willing to let it go at that.
“Better safe than sorry,” he pointed out.
She pressed her lips together, aware that since he was the client and she was in essence working for him, she should just drop this.
And she did.
For about five seconds.
“Being safe is highly overrated,” she told him.
Kenzie paused for a moment, back to debating whether or not to reveal who she was. Initially, she’d decided not to mention it, but as things began to progress, she’d gotten more and more tempted to let him in on the truth.
She decided to begin slowly and see where this went. “You know, it’s okay for you to grieve. People will understand.”
“What they won’t understand is not grieving,” he pointed out, then shrugged as he added, “But, well, you can’t show what you don’t feel, right?”
“I don’t believe that,” she told him quietly. His comment didn’t jibe with what she knew about him, or had once known, at any rate.
Keith was about to tell her that he didn’t care what she believed or didn’t believe. But he never got the chance, because she went on to say with more conviction than he felt she should exhibit, “Your mother was a very special lady.”
Keith sorely disliked people preaching on things they couldn’t possibly have any idea about. “And you came to this conclusion how?” he demanded. “By standing and looking at her for a total of, oh, about sixty seconds?”
“No, it was a lot longer than that.”
There was contempt in his eyes. “Maybe you’d better learn how to tell time.”
Okay, now she had to tell him the rest of it, Kenzie decided. The moment she’d recognized him and realized who he was, she’d wavered on whether or not to tell him right off the bat. But he’d been so removed, so distant, she’d decided there was no point in saying anything. He might even be suspicious why she’d bring this into their dealings. But now she didn’t see how she could avoid it.
“I don’t have any trouble telling time,” she informed him.
Keith ushered her impatiently over to the far edge of the sidewalk, away from the funeral