Shadow Protector. Jenna Ryan
was a nightmare, Sera decided. Maybe if she did as the cop suggested and concentrated, she could erase some of the more gruesome aspects.
Determined, she willed the man away, shut out the blurred lights and, because she knew it was important, concentrated on the throbbing pain at the base of her skull.
For a heartbeat, the world went dark.
When it relit, she was being ushered through a door. And, damn, there he was again. The careworn cop.
“You’ll be safe here, Doctor. Leo and I have been partners for twenty years. We haven’t lost a witness yet.”
She was a witness? Her mind snapped to attention. Had she seen Andrea’s killer? Please, God, no, had she watched her die?
The walls and fixtures distorted. Two men spoke in the distance.
“Captain thinks there’s a leak at headquarters, Leo. I agree with him.”
“You’re a pair of old ladies.”
“She saw him. I know she did. If we can buy her enough time, she’ll remember, and we’ll have that bastard Blindfold Killer cold …”
The image of a white bandanna floated in. It fell over Andrea’s lifeless, staring eyes.
Sera’s mind gave a single convulsive shudder that had her surging upright in bed.
“Sera!”
The cop’s voice cracked the night shadows like a whip. He caught her by the shoulders, held her steady and stared into her eyes. “Are you awake?”
Was she?
Sera’s heart settled as the image of Andrea’s rigid features faded.
“Yes.” She breathed in, then out. “I had a nightmare.”
“You only had the beginnings of one, Doc. Worst part’s still to come.”
Instinct had her bracing. “There’s worse than my nightmare?”
“There’s a leak in the department. I’ve suspected it for a while. I’m sure of it now. My partner’s been killed. This place isn’t safe.”
Questions raced through Sera’s head, too many to ask. She wanted this to be part of her dream, but she knew it wasn’t.
Two people were dead, and if the man who’d murdered them had his way, she’d be joining them. She’d been there the night he’d murdered Andrea. She’d seen his face.
All she had to do now was remember it.
Chapter One
“You’re the psychiatrist, Doc. You tell me what’s going on in this guy’s pathetic excuse for a brain.”
Sig Rayburn pushed on his forehead as if to compress his thoughts. Pain, worry, even a hint of fear had clouded his eyes during the two-day drive from San Francisco. The long, hot drive that currently had them blasting along Wyoming’s I25 in his rusty brown Ford.
Sera searched for another vent. “Murderers usually have agendas, but that’s not a given. I worked with a man once who liked watching people die. He said it gave him a buzz.”
“Sexual?”
“Probably, although victim gender didn’t matter. Neither did age or appearance.” She paused, sat back, sighed. “Sig, where are we going?”
He pushed harder. “Tenth time you’ve asked me that since we left the motel this morning. I’m still not gonna tell you.”
“Which says to me you don’t know yourself, you think your car’s bugged or you’re weirdly superstitious. You’re too good a cop to drive a bugged car, and you strike me as a man who always has a destination in mind, so I’ll go with superstition and point out that wearing the same ratty T-shirt for three days straight at the safe house still didn’t help the Giants win their series against the Dodgers.”
“Got ‘em close, though. Final game, eleventh inning. One little error in the outfield and poof, streak done.”
The clouds rolled through his eyes again. Reaching over, Sera squeezed his arm. “I’m really sorry about your partner’s death.”
“Not your fault, Doc. You didn’t fire the bullet that took out the back half of his skull. Didn’t slit your friend’s throat either.” He slanted her a speculative look. “You know who did, though. That’s why we’re doing this. You need time, distance and a safe place to unlock what’s hidden inside that pretty head of yours. No offense,” he added gruffly. “I know you have impressive credentials.”
“None taken, and they’re not as impressive as Andrea’s were.” Setting aside a twinge of guilt, Sera fanned her face with a Wyoming road map. “I’m pretty sure it won’t jinx anything if you tell me our destination.”
Sig waved at a buzzing fly. “You’re wrong, Doc. Leo carried a lucky rock from Sedona the whole time we worked together. Kept it in his pocket with his loose change. When we found him in that alley, the change was there, but the rock wasn’t. Don’t talk to me about jinxes.”
“Yes, but …”
“My nephew gave him that rock. Gave me one, too. Only time I left it behind, I took a bullet in my right calf.”
“Where’s your rock now?”
He jerked his head. “Backseat. Jacket pocket.” When she didn’t respond, he cocked a brow. “You think I’m nuts, don’t you?”
“I don’t analyze every idiosyncrasy, Sig.”
“Uh-huh.” But the challenge lingered. “You gonna tell me you don’t have a quirk or two?”
“Oh, I have lots.” She smiled. “But, no, I’m not going to tell you about them.”
A rusty laugh preceded a gruff, “One thing’s sure, Doc. Leo’s gone, and he shouldn’t be. No one better in the country at spotting or shaking a tail than him. Except …” With a glance at the distant Big Horn Mountains, he lapsed into silence.
Sera left him to his thoughts. His partner and friend was dead. Who better to understand how he felt than her? Even though …
She and Andrea hadn’t been friends so much as friendly rivals. They’d known each other since they were five years old, but it was circumstance that had truly defined their relationship. Coincidence had also played its wily hand. From where they’d started—not a pretty picture—to where they’d ended up—as psychiatrists who’d obtained their degrees within months of each other—the outcome read like a small universal anomaly to Sera.
She closed her eyes and let the memories in. The murderer had left Andrea face up and staring at the shadowed ceiling. Through a swarm of police and medical workers, she’d looked like a broken doll—her skin chalk white, her features frozen in a mask of astonished horror.
Pain stabbed, swift and sure, and made her open her eyes.
“You’re doing it again, aren’t you?” Sig demanded. “Trying to smash down that wall in your brain.”
She regarded the impressive peaks of the Big Horns. “It’s like I’m in an all-black room and there’s a strobe light flashing at random intervals. I get split-second glimpses of things I don’t understand, then it’s back to black, and I want to scream, because no matter how hard I try, I can’t make sense of them.”
“Could be you’re trying too hard.”
She slid him a vaguely humorous look. “Your name’s Rayburn, right, not Freud?”
“What, you’ve never said that to a patient?”
“Not any more.”
Sig went back to pushing on his forehead while Sera