Guilty Secrets. Virginia Kantra
She pushed the thought away.
“Hot or not, he doesn’t have the right to disturb our patients.” She marched into the waiting room, relieved to have someone she could yell at without feeling guilty.
Patients filled the lines of chairs. A shrieking toddler flung himself backward off his mother’s lap. An elderly woman sat, her lined face passive, her hand clutching her husband’s thin arm.
Reilly was folded onto one of the uncomfortable chairs, one long leg stuck out in front of him. He was smiling and talking over the head of a little girl in purple barrettes to her mother, who was smiling and talking back.
Okay, so she couldn’t yell.
He’d still scared off grumpy Stanley Vacek. He scared Nell. Until the problem—potential problem—with her drug inventory was resolved, she didn’t want him in her clinic. For her patients’ well-being, for her own peace of mind, he had to go.
Nell cleared her throat. Reilly looked up.
“I’m sorry. I have to ask you to come back tomorrow.”
Reilly straightened slowly. He wasn’t a big man, only a few inches taller than Nell’s own five feet eight inches, but his physical impact was undeniable. His eyes, a dark, deep blue, were filled with weary humor. Cops’ eyes, Nell thought. Priests’ eyes. The kind of eyes that invited confidences and promised absolution.
Only she wasn’t confessing anything, and she no longer looked for forgiveness from the church. From anyone.
“What’s the problem?” Reilly asked.
Nell jerked her head toward the door. Reilly followed her across the room. She felt his gaze on her back like a hand.
She turned to face him, torn between apology and irritation. “You have to leave. You’re making my patients nervous.”
Reilly glanced back at the child’s mother, watching with undisguised curiosity from the row of chairs. “I was just making conversation.”
Was she being unfair to him? “You were asking questions.”
“So?”
“So, they think you’re a cop.”
“Not me,” he said. “My brother.”
Nell nearly groaned.
She liked cops. Most cops. Most of the time, nurses and cops were on the same side of the fence, separated from the public who depended on and distrusted them. They shared the same exhaustion, the same frustration, the same brand of black humor. But at this moment, with Ed Johnson frantically counting units of Vicodin, Meperidine and Oxycodone in the back room, Nell regarded the police with the same deep misgiving she felt toward…well, toward the press.
She moistened her lips. “Your brother is a police officer?”
Reilly nodded.
“Here in Chicago?”
He cocked his head. “Yeah. But we don’t talk much, if that’s what’s worrying you.”
She stiffened. “I’m not worried.”
“Scared, then.”
“I’m not scared.”
“Prove it.”
“What?”
Reilly shoved his hands in his jacket pockets. “Prove it,” he repeated, his gaze steady on her face. “Have dinner with me tonight.”
Hello. That came totally out of left field. He’d flirted with that child’s mother more than he had with her.
“Why?” Nell asked suspiciously.
He raised both eyebrows. “You need a reason to have dinner?”
“I need a reason to have dinner with you. I don’t know you.”
“You can get to know me over dinner.”
She shook her head, at least as flattered as she was intimidated by his invitation. “Thanks, but—”
“I write a much better story when I’m familiar with my subject.”
“I am not your subject.”
His eyes laughed at her. “So, we’ll talk about your clinic. I’ll even bring my notebook.”
He stood there, smiling and sure and annoying as hell. She had to get rid of him without tipping him off or pissing him off.
“Fine,” she said abruptly. “I’m out of here at seven.”
“Long day,” he observed.
“Yes.” And then, because she needed to have the last word, she said, “And now it will be a long night.”
His smile spread slowly, making the heat bloom in her cheeks.
“We can hope,” Reilly said.
She was late.
Nell’s bag slapped against her hip as she turned to tug the clinic door closed. Her purse was stuffed with printouts of all the prescription medicines donated by pharmaceutical companies and their reps, all the drugs purchased and all the painkillers dispensed by the pharmacy in the past three months. Tonight she’d crunch the numbers and reassure herself that there were no slipups, no mistakes in the clinic’s accounting of controlled substances.
She couldn’t afford a mistake.
Not another one.
Reilly was waiting on the sidewalk in front of the clinic, one shoulder propped against the dirty brick. He straightened when he saw her.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, his eyes narrowing in concern. Or suspicion.
Nell stitched a smile on her face that would have done justice to a corpse at a wake. “Why would you think something’s wrong?”
“That’s a reporter’s trick,” he observed.
She tested the door handle to make sure it was locked. “What?”
“Answering a question with another question.” Reilly smiled winningly. “Cops do it, too.”
“Nothing’s wrong,” Nell said. Her bag weighed on her shoulder, heavy as conscience.
“You’re late.”
“We had a little excitement at the end of the day.” She’d spent the past half hour closeted with Ed, painstakingly checking and rechecking his inventory numbers.
Reilly strolled toward her. “What kind of excitement?”
She shrugged. “Our ultrasound machine is on the fritz.” That much, at least, was true. “One of our patients has a possible fibroid, and I had to convince her to go to the E.R.”
“Is that bad?”
“It is if she decides not to make the trip. Most of our patients aren’t poor enough to qualify for Medicaid, but that doesn’t mean they can afford a visit to the emergency room.” She looked at him pointedly. “We really need new diagnostic equipment.”
Reilly stuck his hands in his pockets. “Is this a date or a fund-raising drive?”
“You invited me to dinner to talk about the clinic.”
“I invited you to dinner,” he agreed. “Do you want a ride or would you rather follow me in your car?”
“I don’t have a car,” Nell said.
Reilly started walking along the sidewalk. Sauntering, really. “We’ll take mine, then.”
He was too agreeable. Slippery, Nell thought ominously. And way too confident, the kind of man who equated sharing an after-dinner cup of coffee with after-dinner sex.
She stopped under a street