Dreaming Of... Bali. Fiona McArthur

Dreaming Of... Bali - Fiona McArthur


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      Jackie stood at the door. Terrified was not an exaggeration to describe her expression.

      Unease clamping her spine, Riya walked around the empty cardboard boxes she had brought for packing. “Jackie, what is it? Is it Robert?”

      “No. Robert’s fine.” She straightened a couple of books on the chest of drawers, her hands shaking.

      Her unease deepened. “Jackie?”

      “I’ve been lying to you,” she said in a rush, as though the words wanted to fall away from her mouth. Her arms were locked tight against her slender frame, her words trembling.

      Riya clutched the wooden footboard, anxiety filling her up. “About what?”

      “About your father.”

      Her entire world tilting in front of her, Riya swayed. She felt as if she were falling through a bottomless abyss and would never stop. “What do you mean?”

      “He didn’t abandon you, Riya. Things had begun to go downhill for a couple of years already. But he and I...we tried to work it out for you. Nothing helped. We were just too different. One night, he said he was considering returning to India. I didn’t know how serious he was. But I panicked. If he took you, I would lose you forever. So when he went on one of his weeklong conferences, I grabbed you and I ran.

      “I’m so sorry, Riya. I never intended it to be permanent. I kept telling myself I would get in touch with him. But then I realized what I had done and I was so scared he would never let you see me again...”

      Tears running over her cheeks, Jackie sank to her knees.

      Riya heard the hysterical laugh that fell from her mouth like an independent entity. Hurt splintered through her, as if there were a thousand shards of glass poking her insides.

      Her father hadn’t given up on her. He’d never abandoned her. The biggest truth she had based her life on was a lie.

      “You ruined my life, Mom. All these years, you let me think he didn’t care about me.”

      “I’m sorry, Riya. I couldn’t bear to part with you then. And every time I thought of telling you, I was so afraid you’d hate me.”

      Her head hurt so much, and Riya wanted to scream. “You, you, you... It’s always about you. My whole life has been about you. You were afraid to be alone, so you ran. You were afraid I would hate you, so you hid the truth from me all these years.”

      Jackie clutched her hands and Riya recoiled from her, everything inside her bursting at the seams.

      “That’s not true. I...I know you must hate me. But I did it only because I was so scared. I...please, Riya, you have to believe me.”

      “Get out,” Riya said, her words barely a whisper. “I don’t want to look at you. I don’t want to hear a word you have to say.”

      Casting one last look at her, Jackie closed the door behind her.

      Riya sank into a heap on the floor and wrapped her arms around her, every inch of her trembling. Her heart felt as if it were encased in ice. Why else couldn’t she shed even a tear?

      Everything she had believed about herself had been a lie. She had let the one fact that her father had given up on her permeate every aspect of her life. Had built a wall around herself so that she was never hurt like that again.

       “You’re a coward, Riya.”

      Nathan had been right. She had done nothing but hide from life all these years. He’d even been right about her desperate date with Jose. Something even Jose had realized.

      Fury and shame pummeled through Riya. And she latched on to the wave of it.

      She was done hiding from life.

      * * *

      The launch event for the expansion of Travelogue was being held in the ultra glamorous banquet hall of the luxury hotel where Nathan was staying in the penthouse suite.

      He tucked his hands into his pockets and looked out over the crowd. A smile broke out on his face as the Travelogue crew stared around the luxurious hall.

      The crystal chandeliers, the uniformed waiters passing out champagne, the vaulted dance floor to the right...he had wanted everything to be on par with RunAway International.

      The Travelogue crew had slogged to create the new package and had surprised him and his own team with their dedication and creativity.

      He shook his head as a uniformed waiter offered him champagne. Anticipation had never been his thing, but searching for Riya, he felt as if he were looking up at the snowcapped peak of a mountain.

      He had set something in motion. Something that couldn’t be taken back and he felt the truth of it settle like a heavy anchor in his gut.

      The fact that Jackie had told Riya nothing but lies had only urged him on. She had helped Nathan see the truth, hadn’t she? He didn’t think he could ever forgive his father, but he, at least, understood. Now he was returning the favor.

      More than once, he wondered if he was doing it for all the wrong reasons, wondered if he was being incredibly selfish again. Had even considered picking up the phone to stop what he had set in motion. But in the end, he had persisted.

      No one had ever looked out for Riya. Her whole life was built on the foundation of a lie.

      Running a hand through his hair, he looked at the dance floor. And felt the shock of his life jolt through him in waves.

      She was moving to the music, her gaze unfocused. And she didn’t look like the Riya he had come to know in the past few weeks.

      He heard the soft whispers from the women around, the shocked gasps of the men, and yet he couldn’t shift his gaze away from her.

      The red dress, the hair, the spiky gold heels that laced around her toned calves...she screamed only one word.

       Sex.

      The dress was strapless. It cupped and thrust up her breasts to attention, lush and rounded. Her skin glinted under the bright lights, casting shadows of her long eyelashes on her cheekbones.

      It cinched at her waist, contrasting the dip of her stomach against the curves of her breasts and hips. Ended several inches above her knees, displaying a scandalous amount of toned thigh.

      The dress so scandalously short that he wondered...

      And as though as a direct answer to his licentious question, she turned around and Nathan swallowed.

      Too much of her back was bare, with only a strip of fabric covering her behind.

      And as he watched, she laughed, threw her hands behind her and did a little thing with her shoulders.

      His mouth dried up, lust slamming into him from every direction.

      Her hair, all that glorious, lustrous hair was combed into a braid that rested on one breast, calling attention to the shadowed crook where her neck met her shoulder.

      She wore no jewelry. Her face, usually free of makeup, was made up, and yet not in a garish way. The bloodred lipstick matched her dress perfectly, making her mouth look even more luscious.

      Suddenly Nathan was incredibly hot under the collar. His erection turned stone hard as she looked around herself aimlessly, her tongue swiping over her lower lip. It seemed the butterfly had finally come out of the cocoon, and God help the male population.

      She moved again, in tune to the soft music, and this time it was a subtle move of her hips. Threw her head back and laughed.

      Her hands above her, she moved in beat to the tune. Rubbed the tip of her nose against her bare arm in a sensual move that knocked the breath out of him.

      Where had this woman come from? Where had she been hiding all that sensuality?

      Just then, she


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