Duty Or Desire. Brenda Jackson
I be blunt with you, Sheriff?”
He nodded his head. “Yes.”
“Chances are she’s already forgotten them.”
His jaw clenched and unclenched. He preferred she not say such a thing because he definitely refused to think it. “You don’t know that.”
A hint of sadness appeared in her eyes. “Yes, I do. She was only three months old at the time of their accident, right?”
“Yes.”
“Then what she remembers most is their scent.”
Although he didn’t want to agree with her, he knew what she said made sense. “Like I said, I don’t want her to forget them.”
“What you mean is that you want her to remember them.”
As far as he was concerned, it meant the same thing. Evidently she didn’t think so, but he refused to spar with her. Besides, there was one other thing they needed to cover before he felt totally comfortable hiring her.
“When Ciara gets older,” she continued, “around three years old, that would be a good time to begin establishing her parents’ likenesses into her memory with pictures. There’s nothing wrong with her calling you Daddy. When she’s old enough you can tell her the truth.”
He didn’t say anything for a moment. Instead of appreciating her insight, he resented it. He was hiring her as a nanny, not a social worker. He and Ciara would do just fine without her dotting every i and crossing every t for them.
“There’s another matter I want to discuss with you.”
“Oh?” she said, moving her gaze from his to smile down at Ciara. His niece had finally gotten bored of the fire and was glancing around the room. Myra Hollister held Ciara firmly in her arms and he was amazed that Ciara hadn’t given her any pushback. Usually, she was ready to get on the floor and move around to see what she could get into. The Higgins household had gone through a lot of changes since his niece began walking three months ago.
“And what matter is that, Sheriff?”
“Our relationship.” When he realized how that sounded, he quickly said, “Our working relationship. I think I need to define it.”
He saw the way her brows scrunched up. “Why?”
Her words pretty much confirmed she honestly didn’t have a clue. Maybe that was a good thing. But still, he needed to make sure they had an understanding about a few things.
“Why do you think you need to define our working relationship, Sheriff?” she asked again.
Pete drew in a deep breath. “We will be living under the same roof. I’m a single man and you’re a single woman.”
“And?”
“People might talk, Ms. Hollister.”
She looked even more confused. “Why would they? I’m sure people around here know your profession. You’re the sheriff. You’re also the guardian to your niece. Why would anyone have anything to say about you hiring a temporary nanny until Miss Bonnie returns?”
He shifted in his seat. “Like I said. I’m single and so are you.”
“So is Miss Bonnie.”
Pete frowned. Was she deliberately being obtuse? “I’ve never had a young, single and beautiful woman living under my roof before.”
She stared at him for a moment and then cocked a brow. “Although I don’t consider myself one of those real proper Southern belles, I was raised to adhere to conservative protocols. Is there something about your reputation that I need to be concerned with, Sheriff?”
Her question threw him. “Why would you think that?”
“Because you’re evidently worried about my reputation and what people will think with me living in your house.”
Is that what she honestly thought? “I assure you there’s nothing questionable about my character.”
“And I assure you there’s nothing questionable about mine. And as far as anyone suspecting something going on between us while we’re living together, that is the craziest thing I’ve ever heard.”
“And why is that?”
She rolled her eyes. “First of all, you’re not my type. Second, you’re older than anyone I normally would date.”
Well, damn. She’d pretty much put him in his place by telling him she was not in the least attracted to him. There was only one thing he could say. “I’m glad because you’re not my type either, and you’re younger than the women I’d typically date.”
“Great! Then we don’t have anything to worry about. I honestly don’t care what people might say or think about me living with you. However, if you’re concerned about what they might say, then I suggest you find yourself another nanny.”
Myra meant what she’d said, although she could understand why someone would think she could fall for the sheriff. After all, he was a very handsome man. Instead of being dressed like a lawman, today he was wearing jeans and a Western shirt. When she’d looked out the peephole and seen him earlier, standing on her doorstep, tall, broad shouldered, ruggedly built with a Stetson on his head, she’d drawn in a deep breath to slow her pulse. He was her idea of a Denver cowboy ready to go off and tame a bunch of wild broncos.
But the bottom line, handsome or not, she could not and would not be attracted to him. She could appreciate a man’s good looks without losing her mind over him; especially an older, good-looking man, thanks to her bad experience with Rick.
But she couldn’t deny the sensations that had gone off in her stomach when Pete had described her as young, single and beautiful. Did he really think she was beautiful? And why did the idea of him thinking such a thing give her a warm feeling? She couldn’t let his words, or her reaction to them, go to her head.
Her time in Denver was limited and like she’d told him, she would be returning to Charleston in a couple of months. But she’d stay there just long enough to boot Baron out of the company and return Wallace to his rightful place as head of Hollister Enterprises. Then she intended to take a monthlong vacation in Paris. She would definitely deserve it.
“I see I’ve offended you again.”
She glanced over at him and her stomach contracted. Why did he have to look regretful and sexy at the same time? “Yes, you have. I’m beginning to think you enjoy doing that.”
“I assure you I don’t. I just didn’t want you caught off guard. You’re new here and I know this town.”
She nodded. “And I guess that means you have a reputation to uphold, and I understand that. Well, guess what? So do I. But obviously you think your reputation means a lot more than mine.”
“I never said that.”
No, he hadn’t insinuated such a thing, but she also hadn’t given much thought to them sleeping under the same roof until he’d made such a big deal out of it. “Like I said. If you’re worried about what people think, then I’m not—”
“I’m not worried.” He stood and she watched how he easily slid out of the chair to stand up to his six-three height. “You will work out fine if you still want the job.”
He then offered her an amount that was a lot more than what she had figured on earning. That would certainly help keep her tucked away from Baron until she was ready to return home. “I accept your offer, Sheriff. Will I be expected to do laundry and cook, as well?”
He lifted a brow. “Can you cook?”
She lifted her chin. “I can hold my own. I can’t cook as well