A Dark Secret: Part 3 of 3. Casey Watson
just think Colin means you’ll be out and about for a while, love,’ I suggested, anxious that Sam might have got the wrong end of the stick and was setting himself up for disappointment. I’d heard them talking on the phone – they fell so easily into deep conversation – and though it was clear Colin had a knack of understanding Sam’s level, it also meant that I frequently lost track of what either of them were on about. Perhaps this was simply one of those occasions and Colin had indeed made plans I didn’t know about. ‘Anyway, he’ll be here soon, so I’m sure all will be clear. In the meantime, if you don’t stop all that pacing up and down, you are going to end up wearing out my carpet.’
‘Too late,’ Mike chipped in from his favourite chair, where he was reading. ‘He’s flattened all the pile. Uh-oh. We’re going to need a new carpet.’
Sam stopped and looked down, then he frowned. ‘Oh,’ he said. ‘I’m sorry. But it’s okay, Mike. Don’t worry. Me and Sampson will go to the shops and buy a new one.’
I rolled my eyes. Sam took everything so literally, and Mike knew it. ‘Stop teasing, you!’ I said, flicking him with a tea towel as I walked past. ‘Oh, and you can stop pacing now, Sam – looks like your superhero has arrived.’
‘Yes!’ he said, punching the air and hurrying out into the hall. ‘We are going to have the best, best day ever!’
‘Sure you will, kiddo,’ said Mike. ‘And make sure you leave some chocolate for me.’ He winked at him. ‘In lieu of payment.’
A light rain had begun falling by the time we arrived at Mrs Gallagher’s, which lent an even gloomier atmosphere to the tired estate we’d driven through, and, because it was much on my mind anyway, to the life she might have lived here with her profoundly disabled child.
And her husband? She’d said he’d been the ‘spit of his dad’. But there’d been no mention of Dad, and no hint as to where he was. Was he dead? Were they divorced? What had happened to him? I remembered the sadness in her voice, so one or the other, presumably. Perhaps we would find out today.
‘What’s she like, then?’ Mike asked, as he eyed the neat front garden. And, while trying to describe her, I realised my instinctive first impressions had already changed to more nuanced second ones. In my mind she was no longer the same outspoken, down-to-earth, strong, no-nonsense, Irish woman – who made no secret of her disdain for and disapproval of her former neighbour – but a tragic figure I had mostly fashioned from my imagination.
So, having softened her, I was a little surprised, ten minutes later, to find her everything she’d first appeared, and more.
Though I made new first impressions as she showed us in – this time to the kitchen – where, once again, there was a pot, ready for tea, and a plate of homemade cakes, including chocolates nests, made out of cornflakes, in which speckled eggs nestled. Part of a batch made for Sam’s brother and sister, perhaps? Possibly. My eyes were then drawn immediately to the fridge-freezer – like a magnet – where an assortment of magnets held a variety of pictures, all executed in crayon, by children’s hands.
As Mike sat down, and Mrs Gallagher stood and waited for the kettle, I touched one of the pictures automatically, imagining the little ones whose lives had also been so changed – at least very much from the idealised image I was looking at, of a typical child’s house, with smoke coiling from a chimney, clumps of grass below, a big yellow sun overhead and the sky a strip of scribbled blue above it. There was another, too, of a boat. A collection of triangles – a hull and two sails – it was bobbing along atop a deep wavy sea, with six-pointed stars daubed above it.
‘I had no idea you’d been looking after Sam’s siblings,’ I told Mrs Gallagher. ‘Not till my link worker told me, anyway. It must be such a comfort for them to be able to spend time with you. Bit of welcome continuity in their lives, I expect.’
Mrs Gallagher nodded. ‘And for me,’ she said. ‘They’re a pair of little poppets.’ Then, following my eye, ‘Oh, sorry. I see what you’re saying. Those there, they’re not done by the little ones. They’re Sean’s works of art, those. His masterpieces. My own boy,’ she added, glancing across at Mike now. ‘He does love doing his pictures. He’d have a crayon in his hand all day long, given half a chance. Can’t let him near paint, of course, bless him. He’d probably try to drink it! Away with the fairies, he is, half the time, big lump though he is. He always brings his best with him when he visits.’
I felt my face redden. ‘Oh, of course,’ I said. ‘I’m sorry. I should have thought …’
She waved a dismissive hand. ‘Oh, don’t be getting all embarrassed, now. It’s an easy mistake to make.’
Mike grinned. ‘You’ll have to excuse my wife, Mrs Gallagher,’ he said. ‘Bigger feet than Sasquatch when it comes to putting them in her mouth. Anyway, it goes without saying that we’re both extremely grateful that you’ve agreed to look after Sam for us so we can go to this family wedding. Far better that he’s billeted with someone he knows and trusts than being packed off to a stranger’s for the night. That’s if you’re sure you don’t mind, of course. It’s a lot to ask, I know.’
‘Heavens, no,’ she said as she filled the enormous teapot. ‘What those kiddies need more than anything is a bit of normality. I’d have kicked off to high heaven if they’d not let me – at least now and again. It’s all they’ve known, bless their hearts, and it’s the least I can do. I said as much to those policemen who came yesterday.’
‘So you’ve had another visit?’ I asked. They were obviously working quicker than I’d dared to hope. Which was all to the good. The sooner they made progress, the sooner they’d talk to Sam again, and, fingers crossed, the sooner the powers that be would be happy to start his assessment.
Mrs Gallagher nodded. ‘So who’s for tea?’ she asked. But the question was clearly rhetorical. After spending some seconds vigorously mashing the leaves in the pot, she proceeded to pour out three cups. Coffee clearly still wasn’t on the agenda.
But she did have her own one. ‘The cheek of the woman! I told them that too. I call a spade a spade, Mr Watson,’ she told Mike. ‘So I made sure to put them straight about that hussy calling me a liar. It’s her who’s the fecking liar – there were always men round there. I’m no racist, not in a million years’ – she gave me a sideways glance now – ‘but the woman had no preference – she had black men, and white men, and every colour in between. No bloody men indeed. Cheek of her!’
I coughed to hide my splutter. ‘Indeed,’ I said. ‘And what did they say? D’you think they took it seriously?’
She looked astonished. ‘Of course they did! Because round here it’s common knowledge. Ask anyone. Drug dealers and the like beating on her front door at all hours. And I’m not stupid,’ she added, narrowing her eyes as she proffered the cakes. ‘There’s her all cosy in some mental home, having them all on that she’s ill. And at the expense of us law-abiding tax payers!’
I caught Mike’s expression. I knew he was as surprised at Mrs Gallagher’s candour as I had been when I’d first met her. And by her anger, which was a simmering presence in the room. Which was understandable, and my eyes strayed back to the pictures. I felt sorry for her. It was odds-on that she’d struggled all her life with her own son, and had no doubt needed to fight for every little bit of help she could get. No wonder there was so much bitterness in her voice. So thank goodness he was now being taken care of. If he was a child in a man’s body – and, from what I’d learned, I imagined he must be – there was no way a lady of Mrs Gallagher’s age and stature would be able to look after him on a full-time basis. I knew from experience just how physical a job it could be – had probably been a struggle from the time he’d hit puberty – with, presumably, the usual pubescent dramas. Of course she’d be angry that someone like Sam’s mum appeared to get away with whatever she wanted, and though I disagreed with her assessment of her neighbour’s ‘mental home’ as being ‘cosy’, I certainly understood where she was coming from.