Long Will. Florence Converse Converse
than these. Hast seen the Miracle Play in Paul's Churchyard at Whitsuntide? There will be a crowd alive for thee. Hast never seen the 'prentices breaking each other his pate of a holiday in London streets? There be men! Thine are a string o' names my lord Bishop might be a-reading before the altar to shame their owners.
Men be but little more than names for me, young master. I dwell among the hills. I know the sheep, the birds I know—and Brother Owyn in the Priory, that learned me to sing.
Again the child laughed. And wilt thou sing o' the bare hill-tops, and the sheep? Poets must sing of a fair launde where flowrets blossom—of a green pleasaunce—of my lady's garden. But here 's a waste! What wilt find for a song? And under, in the King's Forest, 't is a fearsome place at nightfall. Come thou to court, to London, brother. I 'll show thee the king's gardens. I 'll show thee men! I 'll teach thee the French manner.
A lark ran up the sky a-caroling, and the child and the dreamer waited with their two heads thrown backward, watching. Then, when the bird was nested, the child leaped up and waved his little arms, his eyes shone, and I 'll sing like to that one, he cried; I 'll soar very high, and sing, and sing, the world beneath me one ear to hearken. Let us be larks, brother!
But the dreamer shook his head. I am the cuckoo. I sing but two notes, and them over and over, he answered mournfully.
The little lad caught up the fantasy and played with it betwixt his ripples of sweet laughter. A brown bird, and it singeth hid—two soft and lovely notes. Nay, come thou to London and turn nightingale.
Alas! said the dreamer, and again, Alas!
And the Priory bell rang soft in the valley, ten clear strokes.
Dinner! exclaimed the child, and my lady's rondel lacking of three rhymes!
Yon 's the pass, said the dreamer, between the two hills. 'T is a straight road.
Ay, and a long one, is 't? And the monks feed fast, and clean the platter.
Nay, 't is nearer than thou deem'st. Thy legs will carry thee to the gate ere the first dish is empty. The mist that is ever on Ma'vern Hills, even though the sun shine, maketh a near thing stand afar off. Haste thee! And hearken; to-night, an thou 'lt have a merry tale of a Green Knight and Sir Gawaine of Arthur's Court, see thou beseech Brother Owyn. Himself hath been a knight one while.
The lad was twinkling down the pass, when he turned about, and God keep thee, cuckoo! quoth he.
God keep thee, little lark! said the dreamer.
II
The Hills
HERE are four chief hills of the Malverns: a round hill, a high hill, a long hill, and a green deep-furrowed stronghold whither the desperate Britons withdrew them once on a time, shrinking within the greedy clutch of Rome. And here they beaconed the warning to their fellows in the plain; and here they fought the losing battle, and here, in the grassy upward-circling trenches, they laid them down to sleep their last sleep.
But of these and their well-nigh forgotten defeat the dreamer recked little as he lay on the sun-warmed slope of the Round Hill. He looked inward, as dreamers will; and onward, as dreamers should; but backward, not yet. The past was a bit of yellow parchment at the bottom of an oak chest in the scriptorium of Malvern Priory. The dreamer had touched it reverently, as one touches a dead thing, and laid it away again. And Brother Owyn, looking on, had sighed. He too had his dreams, but they came out of the joy and the sorrow that lay at his back. Brother Owyn had chosen to live as one dead, but he could not slay his past.
I will sing of life that is, and is to come. I will prophesy! said the dreamer to Brother Owyn; and he went forth on the hills to wait for the Still Small Voice. But a little child came upon him and convicted him of his youth; and he was left on the hillside troubled, discomfited, uncertain.
So, presently, he arose and skirted the slope to the flat saddle, and set his face toward the summit of the Great Hill, and climbed up thither with the long steady stride of one who knows the ground beneath his feet. Straight up he went, a smooth green way for the most part, with bare bones of rock breaking through here and there. He had his world before him at the top, his little world of hill and river and plain, all misty dim about the edges, or where the edges must have been, all blue with the haze, and something like the sea. Close under the hill the brown church of the Priory stood up proudly, out of the midst of its lesser halls, its kitchen and guesten house. And all round and about the King's Forest billowed away into the mist, east and south. Neglected tillage, here and there a farm cut out of woodland, bubbled up on little low near hills to westward; and in the north—its roof a sun-glance and its tower a shadow—the cathedral of Worcester rose, very far, very faint behind the veil of Malvern mist—and yet, a wonder in the plain.
The dreamer looked to east and west and north, and down the ridge of the little range to the south; and then, because it was given him to know that he should go away and leave all this, and mayhap never look on it again, he lay down with his face in the short grass, shutting out all; and so was silent a long while.
The wind blew strong from the northeast, lifting his heavy hair; the Priory bell rang eleven; and the dreamer arose and went onward along the ridge, Hereford way. He did not cease to speak in a low brooding voice as he strode, for that was his solitary hill-fashion; and if ever he was at pause in the way he cast out his arms to right and to left, or clasped them on his breast; or he would lift up his young troubled face to the sky.
O my lady, Saint Truth, he murmured, I am not afraid—but of myself only. And he went more slow, sinking his head on his breast.
There be two kind of poets: and one dwelleth in monastery and maketh long tales of saints, or it may be he furbisheth old matter of history. But this is not my place. And another sort abideth in a king's palace; he is a jongleur, and deviseth merry tales of love, and adventure of war, to please the ladies in hall. But I am not of these neither.
Then after a little space the dreamer flung out his right hand and spoke aloud with a great passion, saying:—
The people are dead of the pestilence, and they that live will die, for they starve and the lord of the manor refuseth them bread. But how shall one man drive three ploughs? His wife hungers and his sons are born dead. Who shall help him?
And hereupon he smiled, but a sound as of tears was in his voice, and—
Lo! here is matter for a new song! cried he; Shall I sing it, Dame Truth—shall I sing it? Yea, the little lad spake well. For my soul's health I will.
He drew his arm across his eyes, as who should clear away a mist. Now lead me down into the valley, O Truth, where the world dwelleth! I will follow. I will come down from the hill-top. Men shall be more than a name for me before I am done. A child hath found me out.
He had gone over upon the west side of the ridge a little way, and between him and the pearl-tinged rampart of the Welsh mountains were many little hills and cup-like valleys; and in a valley of these a single ploughman ploughed. And the midday sun was hot.
The dreamer drew in his breath a long way, a-gazing; but then he lifted an arm straight out and pointed with his finger. Yon 's a man, he said, no name only, but a very man; my bloody brother. Now answer for me, Peter, that I do know thee, body and soul. Have I not dwelled with thee? Did I not cover up thy face when thou wert dead? Oh, here 's a very simple and true piece of God's handicraft I 've watched in the making. Little lad, an I chose to sing o' the ploughman thou 'lt never say puppet! An' I chose—An' I chose?—A-ah! Here 's no choosing! I see! I see!
And anon, in the glory of that vision, he forgot himself, and cried out: Lord, send a great singer to sing this song!
He stood with