Lilith. Armando Lazzari
to Buba, but I notice that she keeps me under control with a wary and alarmed look.
"So? I'm still waiting for you to free up one night to go out to dinner like you promised."
Damn, he' s really marking her tight.
"You're right, I'm sorry. But you know very well that I'm messed up right now! Come on, let's talk about it calmly next time, they're waiting for me now."
Cleared as an ice cube in the oven.
"Sorry!" I tackle her.
"Before you leave, I wanted to ask you a few things about Roberto..."
"Who?" Questioning air. She sounds sincere.
"Roberto? Does Lilim ring a bell?"
Come on, don't pretend. Remember? The idiot from the ritual...
"I don't know who you're talking about, I think you've confused me with someone else. Sorry, but I really have to go."
She unwraps me like candy. I contain my pissed off and hold her arm with one hand.
"Listen to me, baby: I don't know what the hell you two have been up to, but know that Roberto is in the hospital reduced to a human larva, maybe even because of you! You're the last person who saw him in a decent condition and you know what he did to get like this! Do you have a shred of conscience?"
Buba's huge hand presses one of my shoulders.
"Hey, man! Don't you think you're overreacting?"
End of a friendship.
Hers is peaceful advice to let go. She lowers her gaze in mortification. I release my grip and calm down. Then with a sigh I turn to Buba.
"I don't hold it against her. But she's the only one who can give me answers and I know she has them!"
"What if she doesn't want to give them to you?" I could always pull her hair, like a good caveman would, until she spoke.
"No, Buba, wait. He's right, she's entitled to some answers." Oh! We finally made it!
"Anyway, I'm not the last one to see him before... before he got sick." Her voice trembles.
"Weren't you the pretty brunette from the chat room meeting?"
"No, I didn't go that night. Lilim... Roberto had told me about it and I was very worried."
"Worried about what?" If I had a nymphomaniac like that!
"I told him not to do it... but that stubborn man wouldn't listen to me!"
"Do? Do what?" I press curiously.
She almost makes to answer, when a woman's croaky voice interrupts her.
"Well? Angela, are you moving or are you going on strike tonight?"
"Yes, yes! I'll be right there, excuse me." I turn around. There's a woman in her early years who looks like an arm wrestler.
"She's the owner! I have to go or she'll fire me. Do you have a cell phone?"
"Yes..." I pull it out of my pocket and hand it to her.
She grabs it with her tapered hands and quickly types a number on the keypad. She presses enter and hangs up to memorize it.
"This is my number, call me tomorrow after 5pm! Bye."
With that said, she runs over to the open cage, locks it from the inside, and pushes a button that makes it slowly rise to the ceiling.
"Bye, Angela!" Buba, with his little hand, greets her as she climbs without deigning him a response.
I remain staring at that beautiful moving maiden as I think back to the enigmatic phrases she threw at me.
I'm watching Buba as he tries to peek at the number she has dialed on my cell phone, which I'm absent-mindedly holding with the display facing up. Realizing I'm looking at it, he turns around with an angelic look. I smile at the pathetic scene, but think that in her place, maybe I would have done the same.
"He must be something very important, to have left you his number. She's never given it to me in two years."
Maybe because she's more sane than she seems?
"Well, yes, it's a very touchy matter!"
But don't be jealous gorilla.
"Can I give you my number in case you want to go on a double date with one of her friends?"
This one is worse than a pit bull that won't let go.
"Of course, but be warned: I'm not trying to hook up with her, I just need her help."
Is he going to get in your fat head?
"Yeah, yeah, sure! I was just saying that, just saying..."
Okay, let's exchange this number so you can go to bed tonight happily ever after.
Finally home, another ten minutes in that club with Buba and I would have had to do a liver transplant. How do some guys always drink like that? I'm so woozy from the beers that I can't even take stock of the situat....
I jolt awake. I quickly and abruptly turn my head left and right. Shocked, I look for something that isn't there. I realize that sweat has totally soaked my hair and is now running down my face.
I wipe my face with my hands to get rid of that annoying itchy feeling.
It's not just this that irritates me, but the dream. That damn dream that for a quarter is still stuck in my mind. To put it better, it's the unpleasant feeling of anguish that has left me, also because I don't really remember a damn thing.
I get up and gently rub the knuckles of my aching hand. I look at them: they're red as if I'd punched something... or someone!
Flash.
I find myself in an alley in an unfamiliar neighbourhood. Behind me there are two buildings closing at an angle as if they were that of a ring.
Flash.
It's the middle of the night and in the distance I hear the roar of what could be a river.
Flash.
Something is changing, I don't think I'm alone anymore.
Flash.
Certainty. There's a shadow peering at me: it's menacing!
It looks like a crawling figure. It quickly approaches and assaults me. Instinct makes me raise my arm as a shield. It doesn't look human. It is hairy and smells terrible. With one hand I squeeze its hairy neck as I see, from its gaping jaws, sharp canines pointing at my throat. A full moon slowly makes its way through the clouds and illuminates the creature: it's a big black wolf. An atavistic terror envelops me and with my fist I desperately try to strike the animal's muzzle. With every moment my resistance weakens and the deadly fangs get closer.
Then, suddenly a mighty whistle breaks through. The beast is distracted and I take the opportunity to push it away with a shove, using my last strength. It works.
With a leap I get back up and wobbly I try not to fall back to the ground. I stiffen my muscles, ready for a new attack. But the wolf doesn't move and turns his head backwards, intent on staring at a motionless figure that fades into the horizon. It is a woman with long hair, moved by an imperious wind that envelops her. She raises an arm and makes a gesture of call. The wolf obeys immediately. I look at that distant woman and I don't know how, although I can't see her face, I perceive that she is smiling at me, while the animal, at the end of the run, crouches at her feet with docile reverence. With an elegant and decisive step he comes towards me. The wolf stands up and follows her like a silent guardian. Petrified, I watch the scene. My heart begins to beat rapidly: Tum! Tum! Tum! Now I hear the beats echoing like drums in the air: Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! They increase with each step of the woman: Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! She's pretty close, but I can't see her features yet: Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! Tum! Everything becomes blurry, my legs become soft as wax