Notoriously Dapper. Kelvin Davis
that if a store treated people that way, then they didn’t deserve his business. I must admit I felt pretty down after that terrible shopping experience; in fact, so down that I wanted to talk to someone about it! I wanted to go on my Facebook and lash out against them for not carrying my size as well as providing such horrible customer service. Although I spoke to my wife about my frustration, I had trouble trying to express it on social media. It then dawned on me that men aren’t supposed to feel this way; men aren’t supposed to feel insecure about their bodies and are perceived to have this “tough guy” image consisting of a “no one can hurt me” type of mentality. It’s not true at all. I was hurt…I felt insecure, low, and not good enough.
Days went by and it was still on my mind; for some reason, I just couldn’t shake it off. I began exploring why men feel the need to remain silent about problems like body image. I immediately discovered that it’s solely based on the societal standard of masculinity. For as long as we can remember, society has given us rules on how men and women should act and feel. Men shouldn’t be emotional, but women are supposed to be emotional. I am a man who has emotions, and I wanted to have a voice to express how I really feel…so I created a space to have that voice. I came up with this crazy idea to start a body positive men’s fashion blog! I had the idea but had no clue about where to start, what to call it, or anything like that. My wife loved the idea (she supports everything I do because she loves me and believes in me), and asked me different questions about it, but I had no answers. I just knew I wanted to start it and help more men feel confident in their own skin.
When you look through magazines and fashion ads, you see the media’s definition of the standard for “ideal male beauty”. I wanted to provide an alternative view to what we are used to seeing in those ads by showing that an “average” looking guy can look just as cool in clothes as most of the slim fit models that we see on just about every other fashion site. By “average”, I mean that a balding, 5 foot 9, 240 pound black guy can look just as fly or even better in the same clothing. While I was lying in bed one night, it hit me like a flash!! Notoriously Dapper! I woke up my wife in my excitement and asked her what she thought. She agreed that the name was PERFECT. I bought the domain for 99 cents, and the rest is history. My wife and I took outfit pictures daily, and I would post them to my blog and Instagram for people to view, like, and share.
It wasn’t always sunshine and rainbows though, there was a dark period. I remember when I first started posting about loving yourself and male body positivity, people would reach out with such negativity. I would get messages like, “If you’re so insecure, then hit some effing weights;” “Don’t be mad because you’re too lazy to get abs;” and my all-time favorite, “You’re fat and mad ‘cause people that look better than you get attention.” These types of messages were from internet trolls. Did it bother me? Yes, of course it did. I would be lying if I told you it didn’t, some of the things they said hurt me because I had no other support at the time other than my family. I wasn’t a part of the “body positive” community yet; it was mostly women fighting vocally for their right to be accepted as they are. There were plenty of days where I wanted to stop blogging. I didn’t see a point of just being online to get bullied by random people I didn’t know.
But something happened…something awesome happened. I reached out to Tess Holliday, yeah, that’s right, the Tess Holliday (the badass plus-size model that kills the internet with her fabulous photos). I asked her about male body image and what she thought about what I was doing at the time, which was advocating for male body positivity. She responded! Not only did she respond, she was excited about what I was doing and gave me excellent advice. This made me feel so great about myself and the message I was promoting. After getting so much online hate from folks and so little love, I got the nod from the queen herself. We spoke a few times after that, and she offered to make me the first and only male member of @effyourbeautystandards, an Instagram page Tess had started to give a middle finger to society’s standards and help promote self-love for everyone. Of course I immediately said yes, the thought of not only being accepted in this community but being a part of an Instagram that had helped to start this conversation was amazing. Days passed, and then it was official – after nearly two-plus years of blogging about male body image, I was the newest member of Eff Your Beauty Standards, and the response from the public was jaw-dropping.
People had been waiting for a male to become a part of this movement for quite some time; needless to say, I was happy to help make that possible. The media’s unrealistic body images of men and the silencing men often face when dealing with feelings about those images became more clear to people as I discussed them. I have seven of the most body positive badass women in the community in my corner helping me promote a male perspective on positive body image! Creating my blog helped me grow to love myself for who I was and the body I have. I don’t have tight abs; I have stretch marks, a receding hairline, and flat feet, and I often stutter over my words, but I’m beautiful the way I am. Surrounding myself with positive people like Tess, Natalie, Harnaam, Aarti, Alison, Rainbow, and Katie (the whole @effyourbeautystandards gang) made this journey to self-love and acceptance simply marvelous. Meeting people who share the same struggles and emotional fights is inspiring, because you know if they can persevere, then so can you. It makes you strong.
Haters are everywhere, they will find any and everything to hate about someone – that’s what they do. Ignore the haters, do what you want, and wear what makes you feel confident. It’s okay to get upset by what some people say about you or to you, you’re human and you have feelings….that’s natural. We can’t let it keep us from the greatness in our lives, we have to maintain our composure and understand that you can’t change nor give up because someone doesn’t like the way you look.
Clothing can change a person’s mindset – it can make you feel like you are on top of the world. It can alter the way we handle situations like an interview, for instance. When a man puts on a well-fitted suit, shirt, and tie with some dress shoes, he feels nearly invincible. Stepping into that interview is like Superman stepping out to save the world, you’re confident and feel strong…nothing can hold you back from your path of greatness. Wearing clothing that exudes confidence can help you feel more confident about yourself. Clothing may have sizes, but style does not…style has no size. Always remember that! Write it down, take a picture….I don’t care. Just remember it. Anyone of any size can have style, style is the way we show our personality through clothing. We speak to the world about who we are and what we represent by our style. I often compare style to art, our bodies are the naked blank canvas that has nothing but an idea attached to it. The artistic medium is our clothing, from the colors and the patterns to the shoes and the accessories. These, along with our vision, make our masterpiece complete. When we create art, we want to create an image that depicts a mood, a certain feeling, or even an art style (impressionism, pop art, renaissance, etc.), and we do the same with clothing. The way we put certain colors and patterns together can represent that mood, feeling, or style. We create masterpieces daily, and most of us don’t even know it. We create walking, talking forms of art by simply getting dressed for the day.
Style is powerful, because it empowers us to be ourselves and have our own identity in this world; it’s simple, yet so visually complex. I strongly suggest all men dress well to feel more confident. I mean, if compliments from strangers don’t help you feel good about yourself, then we need to start back at square one. A woman once said, “A well-tailored suit is to women what lingerie is to men.” Just think about that for a second. Women view men as being sexy when they are dressed up and look, well….Notoriously Dapper. (See what I did there?) Never underestimate the power of clothing. Style can give you enough confidence to help you on this journey of self-love and acceptance, just take it one day at a time.
5 Tips to Help Jump-Start your Self-Love
1 1. Find something you are confident in. For my own part, I have always been confident in my ability to have style. I found a lot of my confidence through clothes and continue to love myself through my own personal style. Wear what makes you comfortable and happy. Remember, clothing has sizes, but style does not!
2 2. Look in the mirror and own who you are. Knowing that your body is good enough the way it is. You are 100% original, you cannot be duplicated, and that’s what makes you beautiful.
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