The Sentimental Adventures of Jimmy Bulstrode. Van Vorst Marie
bright atmosphere became only the setting for an unhappy woman, young and lovely, whom it had been impossible for him to help.
Somebody had said that Bulstrode should have his portrait done with his hands in his pockets, and Mrs. Falconer had replied, "Or rather with other people's hands in his pockets!"
The next afternoon he found himself part of a group of people who, out of charity and curiosity, patronized the Western Artists' Exhibition in the Rue Monsieur.
Having made a ridiculously generous donation to the support of this league at the request of a certain lovely lady, Bulstrode followed his generosity by a personal effort, and with not much opposition on his part permitted himself to be taken to the exhibition.
He was not, in the ultra sense of the word, a connaisseur, but he thought he knew a horror when he saw it! So he said, and on this afternoon his eyes ached and his offended taste cried out before he had patiently travelled half-way down the line of canvases.
"My dear lady," he confided sotto voce to his friend, "I feel more inclined to establish a fund for sending all these young women back to the prairies, if that's where they come from, than to aid in this slaughter of public time and taste. Why don't they stay at home – and marry?"
"That's a vulgar and limited point of view to take," his friend reproached him. "Don't you acknowledge that a woman has many careers instead of one? You seem to be thoroughly enjoying your liberty! What if I should ask you why you don't stay at home, and marry?"
Bulstrode looked at his guide comprehensively and smiled gently. His response was irrelevant. "Look at this picture! It's too dreadful for words."
"Hush, you're not a judge. Here and there there is evidence of great talent."
They had drawn up before a portrait, and poor Bulstrode caught his breath with a groan:
"It's too awful! It's crime to encourage it."
Mrs. Falconer tried to lead him on.
"Well, this is an unfortunate place to stop," she confessed. "That portrait represents more tragedy than you can see."
"It couldn't," murmured Bulstrode.
"The poor girl who did it has struggled on here for two years, living sometimes on a franc a day. Just fancy! She has been trying to get orders so that she can stay on and study. Poor thing! The people who are interested say that she's been near to desperation. She is awfully proud, and won't take any assistance but orders. You can imagine they're not besieging her! She has come to her last cent, I believe, and has to go home to Idaho."
"Let her go, my dear friend." Bulstrode was earnest. "It's the best thing she could possibly do!"
His companion put her hand on his arm.
"Please be quiet," she implored. "There she is, standing over by the door. That rather pretty girl with the disorderly blonde hair."
Bulstrode looked up – saw her – looked again, and exclaimed:
"Is that the girl? Do you know her? Present me, will you?"
"Nonsense." She detained him. "How you go from hot to cold! Why should you want to meet her, pray?"
"Oh," he evaded, "it's a curious study. I want to talk to her about art, and if you don't present me I shall speak to her without an introduction."
Not many moments later Bulstrode was cornered in a dingy little room, where tea that tasted like the infusion of a haystack was being served. He had skilfully disassociated Miss Laura Desprey from her Bohemian companions and placed her on a little divan, before which, with a teacup in his hand, he stood.
She wore the same dress, the same hat – and he did not doubt the same shoes which characterized her miserable toilet when he had surprised her childlike display of grief on a bench in the Bois. He had done quite right in speaking to her, and he thanked his stars that she did not in the least remember him.
He thought with kind humor: "No wonder she cries if she paints like that!"
But it was not in a spirit of criticism that he bent his friendly eyes on the Bohemian. He had the pleasure of seeing her plainly this time, for the window back of her admitted a generous square of light against which her blonde head framed itself, and her untidy hair was like a dusty mesh of gold. She regarded the amiable gentleman out of eyes child-like and purely blue. Under her round chin the edges of a black bow tied loosely stood out like the wings of a butterfly. Her dress was careless and poor, but she was grace in it and youth – "and what," thought Bulstrode, "has one a right to expect more of any woman?" He remembered her boots and shuddered. He remembered the one franc a day and began his campaign.
"I want so much to meet the painter of that portrait over there," he began.
Her face lightened.
"Oh, did you like it?"
"I think it's wonderful, perfectly wonderful!"
A slow red crept up the thin contour of her cheek. She leaned forward!
"Do you really mean that?"
He said most seriously:
"Yes, I can frankly say I haven't seen a portrait in a long time which impressed me so much."
His praise was not in Latin Quarter vernacular, and coming from a Philistine, had only a certain value to the artist. But to a lonely stranded girl the words were balm. Bulstrode, in his immaculate dress, his conventional manner, was as foreign a person to the Bohemian student as if he had been an inhabitant of another planet. Her speech was brusque and quick, with a generous burr in her "rs" when she replied.
"I've studied at Julian's two years now. This was my Salon picture, but it didn't get in."
"If one can judge by those that did" – Bulstrode's tact was delightful – "you should feel honorably refused. I suppose you are at work on another portrait?"
The face which his interest had brightened clouded.
"No, I'm going home – to Idaho – I'm not painting any more."
All the tragedy to a whole-souled Latin Quarter art student that this implied was not revealed to Bulstrode, but, as it was, his sensitive kindness felt so much already that it ached. He hastened toward his goal with eagerness:
"I'm so awfully sorry! Because, do you know, I was going to ask you if you couldn't possibly paint my portrait?" It came from him on the spur of the moment. His frank eyes met hers and might have quailed at his hypocrisy, but the expression of joy on her face, eclipsing everything else, dazzled him.
She cried out impulsively:
"Oh – goodness!" so loud that one or two tea-drinkers turned about. After a second, having gained control and half as though she expected some motive she did not understand:
"But you never heard of me before to-day! I don't believe you really liked that portrait over there so very much."
With a candor that impressed her he assured her: "I give you my word of honor I've never felt quite so about any portrait before."
Here Miss Desprey had a cup of tea handed her by a vague-eyed girl who stumbled over Bulstrode in her ministrations, much to her confusion.
Laura Desprey drank her tea with avidity, put the cup down on the table near, and leaning over to her patron, exclaimed:
"I just can't believe I've got an order!"
Bulstrode affirmed smiling: "You have, and if you could arrange to stay over for it – if it would," he delicately put, "be worth your while – "
She said quietly:
"Yes, it would be worth my while."
A distrait look passed over her face for a second, and Bulstrode saw he was forgotten in, as he supposed, a painter's vision of an order and its contingent technicalities.
"I can begin at once." He lost no time. "I'm quite free."
"But – I have no studio."
"There must be studios to rent."
Yes.