The Straw Men 3-Book Thriller Collection: The Straw Men, The Lonely Dead, Blood of Angels. Michael Marshall
me right off and have me sitting naked someplace where you could look at me and jack off.’
‘That’s not a very nice thing to say.’
‘I refer you to my earlier comments. I’m not feeling very nice, and you’re a sicko, so I don’t have to be.’
‘I’m not a sicko, Sarah.’
‘No? How would you define yourself? Unusual?’
He laughed again, delightedly. ‘Oh certainly.’
‘Unusual like Ted fucking Bundy.’
‘Ted Bundy was an idiot,’ the man said. All humour had vanished from his voice. ‘A grandstanding fool and a fake.’
‘Okay,’ she said, trying to placate him, though privately she thought he now sounded pompous as well as insane. ‘I’m sorry. I’m not a big fan of his either. You’re much better. So do I get some food or what?’
‘Later, perhaps.’
‘Great. I’ll look forward to it. Cut it up small, so I can catch it.’
‘Good night, Sarah.’
When she heard him standing, her pretend calm fled. The plan hadn’t worked. At all. He knew she was frightened.
‘Please don’t put the lid back on. I can’t move anyway.’
‘I’m afraid I have to,’ the man said.
‘Please …’
It was replaced, and Sarah was in darkness again.
She heard his footsteps receding, a door shutting quietly, and then all was silent once more.
She licked frantically around her mouth, collecting as much of the remaining moisture as she could. Now that the initial shock of it was gone, she realized the water tasted different from the stuff she was used to at home. It must be from a different supply, which meant she had to be a long way from home. Like when you went on vacation. That was something, at least, something that she knew. The more she knew, the better.
Then she realized that maybe it was mineral water, something from a bottle, in which case the taste didn’t mean anything. It could just be a different brand. That didn’t matter. It was still worth thinking about. The more ideas she had, the better. Like the fact that when she’d mentioned her parents, the man hadn’t said again how he’d killed them. When he’d captured her he’d been very keen to talk about what he’d done to them. Maybe it meant something. Hopefully it meant that they were still alive, and he’d only said the other things to frighten her.
Maybe not. Sarah lay in the darkness, her hands clenched into fists, and tried not to scream.
Few people can be happy unless they
hate some other person, nation or creed.
Bertrand Russell
The flight got in to Los Angeles at 22.05. Nina had nothing except her handbag and the file, and Zandt could carry all he owned with one hand and not look lopsided. There was a car waiting for them. Nothing sleek and official. Just a cab Nina had booked from the plane, to drop him in Santa Monica and then take her home.
Lights and signs in the darkness, half-seen faces, the rustle and honk of life on just another of those evenings in a city whose heart never seems to be quite where you are, but is always round a corner, or down that street, or the other side of hulking buildings in some new club whose glory nights will be over before you’ve even heard of it. Between there and here are a clutch of cheap hotels, dusty liquor stores, car lots selling vehicles of dubious provenance. A tatty herd of people waiting on street corners with nothing very positive in mind, in a veldt of concrete bunkers housing businesses that will swallow countless hollow lives without ever being quoted on NASDAQ. Gradually the change to residential streets, and then into Venice. From the outside, on the right streets, Venice can look like it’s trying to claw itself back upmarket. Some of the property is expensive, in a crappy International style. Every now and then you’ll see a tattered piece of 1950s signage, something exuberant that harks back to flash bulbs and frozen glamour. Most have been torn down now, replaced by brutal information boards stamped out in Helvetica, the official typeface of purgatory. Helvetica isn’t designed to make you feel anything good, to promise adventure or gladden the heart. Helvetica is for telling you that profits are down, that the photocopier needs servicing and by the way, you’ve been fired.
Finally, Santa Monica. Nicer houses, small offices, places to get Japanese food and the London Times. The sea, with a pier that was born in sepia but knows those days are over. The Palisades up above, busy Ocean Avenue, then the first line of hotels and restaurants. The sense, from somewhere, that this suburb had once been a town. Perhaps it’s the sea that makes it feel that way, that gives an impression that this community is here for a reason. In places it still is, still feels as if it has a relationship to its environment that goes beyond simply having flattened it. Stores and cafés and places to be, places to walk into and to buy from. You could live there and understand where you were, as the Becker family had until recently. It’s not a real place, but then so little of Los Angeles is real, and the parts that are real are the places you don’t want to be. Real is for people with guns and hangovers. Real is what you want to avoid. LA believes itself full of magic, and sometimes can even feel that way, but much of this is a mutually agreed upon sleight of hand. You can stand in one place and believe that one day you’ll be a movie star – stand somewhere else, and you’ll believe that you’ll soon be dead. You know that what you see is a trick, but still you want to believe. You can buy maps that tell you where the stars live, but not where to stand to become one: all you can do is walk the lots and prop up the bars, hoping that luck will come find you. LA is a city that has taken Fate to its heart, has bought her many drinks and scribbled her phone number down after long evenings making eyes: but to call Fate a harsh mistress is giving her the benefit of very many doubts. Fate is more like a malevolent little starlet on a downhill cocaine slide, doing a slightly good deed once a week just in case someone important is watching. Fate doesn’t always have your best interests in mind. Fate just doesn’t give a shit.
‘Good to be back?’ Nina asked. Zandt grunted.
The cab dropped him at The Fountain, a ten-storey tower of faded yellow stucco on Ocean, standing between the junctions where Wilshire and Santa Monica deliver people to the sea. The building has an Art Deco mien that makes it look a little classier than it is. Originally expensive apartments, it spent a while as a hotel before being converted back to short-term rentals again. The pool around the back was filled in, creating a large and somehow pointless seating area that is seldom used: despite the lanai, the plants, and the shaded chairs, it’s too obvious that something’s missing. The lobby was familiar to Zandt from a homicide he had worked back in 1993: a minor European actor and a young prostitute, a roleplay that got out of hand. The actor walked, of course. Zandt couldn’t remember which room it had been. It certainly wasn’t the suite he was given, which was large and well-furnished and had a good view of the sea. He dropped his bag in the living area, looked quietly around at the kitchenette. Empty cupboards, very little dust. He wasn’t hungry, and found it hard to imagine cooking anything. The Fountain didn’t have a bar or restaurant or room service. It wasn’t a destination, which is why he had chosen it as a place to stay. That, and its position.
He left the suite and went back down in the elevator, stood outside the building for a while. Nina had been taken off in the cab, and they were due to meet late the next morning. She’d already called the Bureau’s Westwood branch from the plane, and previously from Pimonta, but presumably she had to show her face in the office once in a while. Something made him wait a moment, however, watching the cars parked along the street. He wouldn’t put it past Nina to have gone round the block, then come back to watch