Wicked Enchantment. Wanda Coleman

Wicked Enchantment - Wanda Coleman


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of beans and corn bread/nights

      in the electronic arms of the tube

      mean as a bear

      carrying groceries home in the rain in shoes

      twice resoled and feverish with flu

      it is the early dawn

      mocking her unfinished efforts; unpaid bills,

      unanswered letters, unironed clothes

      tracks

      of pain in her face left by time; the fickle high of it

      facing the mirror of black flesh

      mean as mean can

      pushed to the floor but max is not max enough

      no power/out of control/anxiety

      it is the sun illuminating cobwebs

      that strips her of her haunted beauty; reveals

      the hag at her desperate hour

      children beware

      Imagoes

      1

white birds do not eat them (to get out
they taste bitter or dry up
here in this
drops from the air. blood slag grey limbo)

      wings for casting spells

      crisp thin splashes of color

      ground up fine: juju

      a lover will speak true

      or

      cocoons in his food

      spirit of blood rush enters

      there will be many babies

      fat and cocoa happy

      wings spread

      against glass. wings. to be free

      wings on night

      wings against my face. my skin screams

      white birds do not eat them

      2

       phobia

      butterflies in the jar

      the child imprisons them. watches

      delights. colors. “they eat lettuce,” another

      child smiles, “put holes in the lid so they can breathe”

      in morning’s dew a burial

      she puts the tiny winged things amid green leaves

      3

      moths/souls of the unhappy dead

      (the dog chases them across the field

      stunned by the mad beating of black wings, retreats)

      4

       inside my stomach flutter winged dreams

      no future. baby ails. husband, eyes glazed high nods out

      children in heat/puberty/poverty. they want

      the walls stink. mildew. smudged dark dirty mirrors

      bruised flesh. she bleeds. dissatisfied

      vein/mouth opened up and spurting

      5

      in the dark room

      i listen to him undress

      pants drop to the floor

      he pulls back the sheets his

      cool touch my warm ready

      his hands to my waist

      inside i flower. he finds me. alights

      his proboscis uncoils

      deep into me

      sucks up

      6

       against my face the flutter

      what’s wrong

      there’s something in here. flying around

      it’s nothing

      i hear it

      go back to sleep

      i’m afraid

      keep still

      i felt it come at me

      a dream

      no. something real

      7

      (who comes to the sleeper in midnight city skin)

      cocaine lumin white it flits thru night

      feathered antennae

      cool air. caress the light/my body calls

      pain on return

      the steel cocoon

      carries me down slick streets

      on my way to the end of the line

      the door open

      my red skin

      great great grandmama walks the trail of tears

      the white powder

      carries me down silk sheets

      on my way to the end of the line

      my nose open

      tonight i dance dance of dead

      my ancestors enter

      my body spins/shock

      transmuted

      my brown skin

      great granddad makes the oklahoma land rush

      slave of city

      i bow before the ashes

      the cold black tar my skin sticks

      each move agony

       i can’t get out of it

      fuck me. make it hurt

      8

       lost

      heart valves the blood flow slows

      eyes haunted eyes see beyond the veil

      outside the window. let me in. i’m cold

      my fists sore my blood cakes

      the skin becomes translucent, glows

      the heart brittle delicate easily shatters

      desperate

      it beats against the window. can’t let it in

      it eats and leaves no bone

      no history/memory of having been

      *

      white birds do not eat them

      9

       in my soul winged beings flutter

      dead/transformed

      my mouth open. moths take flight

      The Saturday Afternoon Blues

      can kill you

      can fade your life away

      friends are all out shopping

      ain’t


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