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Aslında Her Şey Yolunda

dikenlerimi gördüm. Konuştukça ağzından çıkan harfler sıralarını şaşırıp başka sözcüklere dönüştü, “Merhaba,” dedi sanki. “Sonunda geldim.”

Sarı Duvar Kâğıdı2

Yokuşun en dik yerindeyiz. Sonrası görünmüyor. Yol dar. Camdan kolumuzu çıkarsak mezarlığın duvarlarına dokunacağız. Arabanın tavanına vuran dolu tanelerinden korkuyoruz. Ellerini başının arkasında kavuşturmuş, boynu eğik, kabuğuna sığmaya çalışan kaplumbağa gibi saklandığını sanıyor.

Radyonun sesini açtım, sevdiği radyo frekansı bir numarada. Türkü kanalıyla karışıyor, ne türkü anlaşılıyor ne o son hit şarkı. Önümü daha iyi görebilmek için koltukta doğruldum. Dikiz aynasından bakıp, “Neydi o yeni öğrendiğin şarkı, bana da öğret hadi. Başla,” dedim.

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